[00:36] Blunts in my lips as I take a first **** [00:37] Looking for spare change just to pay for this **** [00:39] But no matter what I do these thoughts remain [00:41] I get high when I feel pain [00:43] Cause I think that helps my senses [00:46] More aware more up and restless [00:48] But I just yelled at my mom [00:49] Is it drugs or a broken heart why I’m reckless [00:53] I came with terms to the fact [00:54] That I guess I never recovered [00:56] From the heartbreak, pain, and misery [00:59] That came with last summer [01:00] I can’t tell the difference between [01:03] Nightmares and desires [01:05] I close my eyes and reminisce [01:07] I see death and feel inspired [01:10] Couldn’t sleep last night [01:11] Because I know that it’s over between us [01:15] I’m not better anymore [01:16] Because I know that what we had was real [01:19] And in some distant place in the future [01:20] We see each other in our new lives [01:23] I’ll smell at you with joy, [01:25] And remember how we spent the summer [01:27] Beneath the trees [01:28] The best love, is the kind that awakens the soul [01:30] That makes us reach for more [01:34] And [01:35] Plants a fire in our hearts, [01:37] That brings space in our minds [01:38] And that’s what you’ve given me [01:42] That’s what I’d hope to give to you forever [01:44] Always talking about my problems [01:47] And the **** that’s in my ****** head [01:47] You would always tell me it’s okay [01:52] As we lay in my bed [01:54] I was finding peace within the words [01:57] That you would say to me [01:58] Now you stay away from me [01:59] And life just ain’t okay with me [02:02] I manifest the madness [02:04] In hopes that you’d maybe notice [02:06] That I’m falling off the deep end [02:08] Screaming take my heart and note [02:11] That it makes no difference if I’m living [02:13] If I’m sitting here just wishing [02:15] I could buy you like a drug [02:17] And form you like a new addiction [02:19] Yeah
[00:36] Blunts in my lips as I take a first **** [00:37] Looking for spare change just to pay for this **** [00:39] But no matter what I do these thoughts remain [00:41] I get high when I feel pain [00:43] Cause I think that helps my senses [00:46] More aware more up and restless [00:48] But I just yelled at my mom [00:49] Is it drugs or a broken heart why I’m reckless [00:53] I came with terms to the fact [00:54] That I guess I never recovered [00:56] From the heartbreak, pain, and misery [00:59] That came with last summer [01:00] I can’t tell the difference between [01:03] Nightmares and desires [01:05] I close my eyes and reminisce [01:07] I see death and feel inspired [01:10] Couldn’t sleep last night [01:11] Because I know that it’s over between us [01:15] I’m not better anymore [01:16] Because I know that what we had was real [01:19] And in some distant place in the future [01:20] We see each other in our new lives [01:23] I’ll smell at you with joy, [01:25] And remember how we spent the summer [01:27] Beneath the trees [01:28] The best love, is the kind that awakens the soul [01:30] That makes us reach for more [01:34] And [01:35] Plants a fire in our hearts, [01:37] That brings space in our minds [01:38] And that’s what you’ve given me [01:42] That’s what I’d hope to give to you forever [01:44] Always talking about my problems [01:47] And the **** that’s in my ****** head [01:47] You would always tell me it’s okay [01:52] As we lay in my bed [01:54] I was finding peace within the words [01:57] That you would say to me [01:58] Now you stay away from me [01:59] And life just ain’t okay with me [02:02] I manifest the madness [02:04] In hopes that you’d maybe notice [02:06] That I’m falling off the deep end [02:08] Screaming take my heart and note [02:11] That it makes no difference if I’m living [02:13] If I’m sitting here just wishing [02:15] I could buy you like a drug [02:17] And form you like a new addiction [02:19] Yeah
