I don't think that I can lie I think I'm running out of time I think that I'm finally losing my mind Cause I can't stop sitting here doing my lines My momma said 'boy, you must be out of your mind', yeah 'I see you in here on your grind', but 'You only get older in time to go backwards So it drops what you should go find', yeah 'But mom, my anxiety is finally getting better' And she said that's fine, but 'I can't have you here taking up space Like your dad did when you was 9', yeah 'But mom please just give me some time', I Swear to God we gonna be fine, I Swear to God one day I'll buy you a car And myself, the best house I can find, I Swear to God I'll prove them wrong I know you believe in me, so I'll prove you right, just Don't ever forget that I'll never give up Even though this ain't what you like, yeah But there's nothing else for me out there I'll make it or I'm going down there The cloud that hung over my head It don't run out of rain and now it put around there I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished Until this whole goddamn city diminished Until I stand up and say that I made it And tell my mom I have a reason for living Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah And mom, see, I know there's tons on your mind, yeah You seem to forget about mine, yeah I'll admit, I don't want to talk about them I'd rather look at pictures of Violet But mom, I just need to confide, and Say what's up here on my mind, and Tell you about all the **** that's been going on Please can you just give me five, yeah Sorted out, now the girl I love is back here, yeah And I think she gonna stay in my life, yeah It's hard cause I love her so much But it's rough at the moment I can't her mine, yeah And plus, I'm in love with her mindset It's crazy cause she's doing so much better than me Like, 'how the hell did I find that?' Yeah And Johnny's been downing these bottles again And I don't think I can stop him again Cause every time he go out partying and saying he done He find beer, and then start up again And mom, now I feel like a loser This girl, I can not ever lose her And John find a bottle and he choose her I don't know just to do But there's nothing else for me out there I'll make it or I'm going down there The cloud that hung over my head It don't run out of rain and now it put around there I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished Until this whole goddamn city diminished Until I stand up and say that I made it And tell my mom I have a reason for living But there's nothing else for me out there I'll make it or I'm going down there The cloud that hung over my head It don't run out of rain and now it put around there I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished Until this whole goddamn city diminished Until I stand up and say that I made it And tell my mom I have a reason for living Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah
[00:33.02]I don't think that I can lie [00:37.56]I think I'm running out of time [00:41.75]I think that I'm finally losing my mind [00:45.87]Cause I can't stop sitting here doing my lines [00:50.23]My momma said 'boy, you must be out of your mind', yeah [00:53.03]'I see you in here on your grind', but [00:55.31]'You only get older in time to go backwards [00:57.24]So it drops what you should go find', yeah [00:59.42]'But mom, my anxiety is finally getting better' [01:02.60]And she said that's fine, but [01:04.01]'I can't have you here taking up space [01:05.60]Like your dad did when you was 9', yeah [01:08.20]'But mom please just give me some time', I [01:10.36]Swear to God we gonna be fine, I [01:12.62]Swear to God one day I'll buy you a car [01:14.74]And myself, the best house I can find, I [01:16.84]Swear to God I'll prove them wrong [01:18.71]I know you believe in me, so I'll prove you right, just [01:21.49]Don't ever forget that I'll never give up [01:23.64]Even though this ain't what you like, yeah [01:25.93]But there's nothing else for me out there [01:27.95]I'll make it or I'm going down there [01:30.21]The cloud that hung over my head [01:31.71]It don't run out of rain and now it put around there [01:34.39]I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished [01:37.32]Until this whole goddamn city diminished [01:39.40]Until I stand up and say that I made it [01:41.59]And tell my mom I have a reason for living [01:43.69]Yeah, yeah, yeah [01:48.24]Yeah, yeah, yeah [01:51.40]And mom, see, I know there's tons on your mind, yeah [02:02.87]You seem to forget about mine, yeah [02:04.96]I'll admit, I don't want to talk about them [02:07.05]I'd rather look at pictures of Violet [02:09.26]But mom, I just need to confide, and [02:11.08]Say what's up here on my mind, and [02:13.64]Tell you about all the **** that's been going on [02:16.02]Please can you just give me five, yeah [02:17.96]Sorted out, now the girl I love is back here, yeah [02:20.11]And I think she gonna stay in my life, yeah [02:22.33]It's hard cause I love her so much [02:24.01]But it's rough at the moment [02:25.27]I can't her mine, yeah [02:26.87]And plus, I'm in love with her mindset [02:28.86]It's crazy cause she's doing so much better than me [02:31.14]Like, 'how the hell did I find that?' [02:33.26]Yeah [02:35.45]And Johnny's been downing these bottles again [02:37.62]And I don't think I can stop him again [02:39.79]Cause every time he go out partying and saying he done [02:42.65]He find beer, and then start up again [02:44.18]And mom, now I feel like a loser [02:45.83]This girl, I can not ever lose her [02:48.00]And John find a bottle and he choose her [02:50.56]I don't know just to do [02:52.22]But there's nothing else for me out there [02:55.11]I'll make it or I'm going down there [02:57.26]The cloud that hung over my head [02:59.00]It don't run out of rain and now it put around there [03:01.65]I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished [03:04.49]Until this whole goddamn city diminished [03:06.93]Until I stand up and say that I made it [03:09.05]And tell my mom I have a reason for living [03:11.01]But there's nothing else for me out there [03:12.60]I'll make it or I'm going down there [03:14.94]The cloud that hung over my head [03:16.61]It don't run out of rain and now it put around there [03:18.58]I swear to God I can not stop and I'll never be finished [03:21.94]Until this whole goddamn city diminished [03:24.13]Until I stand up and say that I made it [03:26.34]And tell my mom I have a reason for living [03:28.41]Yeah, yeah, yeah [03:32.92]Yeah, yeah, yeah [03:36.10]