Call me when you find it Dont know why I deny it And sometimes when i have it I'm so scared I try to hide it You can see it when I'm lyin You tell me I'm not trying But its not until I break You understand why I can't write it I just fall down to my knees Begging please pain just leave me be Please take this life thats filled with rejection away from me Promise I won't miss it But da** it I can't quit it Nowadays I am only working So one day my momma isnt I'm sorry for all the tears I'm sorry for all the lies I'm sorry I say im quitting I'm failed on so many tries I'm tired I just wish that I could sleep Find me where the love and the hatred can come to meet I'll never forget when I made some songs and these people they sing along and my third one got a milli So where did I go so wrong and I swear this ain't the end of it swear this just the start but im fighting with my head and my weapon is my heart yea I used to dream of being famous having stacks of bread I used to think that all this pain was only in my head I used to think that things would change but now I see instead I was wrong for thinking that this music wouldn't want me dead I was on my own I sold my soul I went to hell and back Once he saw what I can do the devil tried to sell it back Lost myself in dr** i dont how to start to find the track Found the light I love the dark nobody ever tells you that I ain't understood im just overlooked I'm just tryna catch a flight on a plane thats overbooked I'm just lost, can't be found, pieces of me on the ground Piece of me with every sound, cause this **** it tears me down Fall to shreds, glue me up, fall again and walk away All my friends, knew me young, but these friends they never stay It's alright, it's okay, all that matters now is plays Ain't it crazy how my life it just became another game
[00:50.190]Call me when you find it [00:52.390]Dont know why I deny it [00:54.390]And sometimes when i have it [00:56.520]I'm so scared I try to hide it [00:58.230]You can see it when I'm lyin [01:00.120]You tell me I'm not trying [01:02.390]But its not until I break [01:04.290]You understand why I can't write it [01:06.690]I just fall down to my knees [01:08.390]Begging please pain just leave me be [01:11.190]Please take this life thats filled with rejection away from me [01:15.290]Promise I won't miss it [01:17.590]But da** it I can't quit it [01:19.090]Nowadays I am only working [01:21.130]So one day my momma isnt [01:23.290]I'm sorry for all the tears [01:25.390]I'm sorry for all the lies [01:27.250]I'm sorry I say im quitting [01:29.890]I'm failed on so many tries [01:31.190]I'm tired I just wish that I could sleep [01:34.890]Find me where the love and the hatred can come to meet [01:38.890]I'll never forget when I made some songs [01:42.890]and these people they sing along and my third one got a milli [01:46.890]So where did I go so wrong [01:48.790]and I swear this ain't the end of it swear this just the start but im fighting with my head and my weapon is my heart yea [02:30.790]I used to dream of being famous having stacks of bread [02:34.890]I used to think that all this pain was only in my head [02:39.790]I used to think that things would change but now I see instead [02:43.790]I was wrong for thinking that this music wouldn't want me dead [02:47.790]I was on my own I sold my soul I went to hell and back [02:51.390]Once he saw what I can do the devil tried to sell it back [02:55.390]Lost myself in dr** i dont how to start to find the track [02:59.390]Found the light I love the dark nobody ever tells you that [03:04.390]I ain't understood im just overlooked [03:07.390]I'm just tryna catch a flight on a plane thats overbooked [03:12.390]I'm just lost, can't be found, pieces of me on the ground [03:16.390]Piece of me with every sound, cause this **** it tears me down [03:20.390]Fall to shreds, glue me up, fall again and walk away [03:24.390]All my friends, knew me young, but these friends they never stay [03:28.390]It's alright, it's okay, all that matters now is plays [03:33.390]Ain't it crazy how my life it just became another game