You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind I been locked up in this room, never leave my house Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind I been locked up in this room, never leave my house Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse I feel bad when I think about me And all the bad things that I wear proudly And everybody says that I'm fine and they love me But they never call me, so its really **** me Maybe its because I didn't graduate, yea I got my GED I ain't wanna have to wait, I left school at 17, Put my mom thru hell and back She never gave up on me, but she coulda turned her back Everybody in my family all questioned her sanity, Asking her why would she let me do that now she mad at me, All about the change, how come I ain't on the radio? I jus tell em chill I'm still workin I ain't made it tho They all turn they back, make me think I'm trash Take a **** on every single song I send they ass They don't like the words they don't think its neat They ain't really listen, they just hearing beats Yeah they hate I'm dreamin, I just think they reason Is they don know who I am and they can't believe it In my head I'm screamin, lost and barely breathin All I wanted was support they just became my demons You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind I been locked up in this room, never leave my house Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind I been locked up in this room, never leave my house Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse I chose the hardest path Or did it choose me? My girl scared Because she don't wanna lose me I feel sick chest pains I got blue feet Cold sweats, chills And its hard to breathe Every night can't sleep I get night mares Closed eyes, switchin sides Seein my fears Is it dreamin or reality Which one is it actually? Or **** maybe both is what it has to be I ain't understand perscriptions till I had some I ain't understand additions till I had one I ain't understand depression till it grabbed me Me and anxiety walk together gladly Me and sadness link on the week ends Suicidal thoughts are with me till the week ends Insecurities and silence be the death of me Lonliness and isolation got the rest of me But the one thing I'll never understand Is I why I can't quit, when I always say I can How I'm always sad, well one main reason Is I all I wanted was support but all I got was demons You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind I been locked up in this room, never leave my house Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind I been locked up in this room, never leave my house Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
[00:43.44]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized [00:47.97]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind [00:51.25]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house [00:54.40]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse [00:57.62]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized [01:00.81]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind [01:04.00]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house [01:07.20]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse [01:10.38]I feel bad when I think about me [01:13.18]And all the bad things that I wear proudly [01:16.33]And everybody says that I'm fine and they love me [01:19.77]But they never call me, so its really **** me [01:22.89]Maybe its because I didn't graduate, yea I got my GED [01:26.88]I ain't wanna have to wait, I left school at 17, [01:30.05]Put my mom thru hell and back [01:31.71]She never gave up on me, but she coulda turned her back [01:34.94]Everybody in my family all questioned her sanity, [01:38.87]Asking her why would she let me do that now she mad at me, [01:42.01]All about the change, how come I ain't on the radio? [01:45.24]I jus tell em chill I'm still workin I ain't made it tho [01:48.57]They all turn they back, make me think I'm trash [01:51.95]Take a **** on every single song I send they ass [01:55.15]They don't like the words they don't think its neat [01:58.30]They ain't really listen, they just hearing beats [02:01.60]Yeah they hate I'm dreamin, I just think they reason [02:04.86]Is they don know who I am and they can't believe it [02:07.96]In my head I'm screamin, lost and barely breathin [02:11.13]All I wanted was support they just became my demons [02:14.41]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized [02:17.59]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind [02:20.78]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house [02:23.95]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse [02:27.15]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized [02:30.39]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind [02:33.54]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house [02:36.90]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse [02:40.03]I chose the hardest path [02:41.50]Or did it choose me? [02:43.20]My girl scared [02:44.38]Because she don't wanna lose me [02:46.24]I feel sick chest pains [02:48.18]I got blue feet [02:49.51]Cold sweats, chills [02:51.11]And its hard to breathe [02:52.73]Every night can't sleep [02:54.45]I get night mares [02:55.98]Closed eyes, switchin sides [02:57.71]Seein my fears [02:59.12]Is it dreamin or reality [03:01.28]Which one is it actually? [03:02.81]Or **** maybe both is what it has to be [03:05.41]I ain't understand perscriptions till I had some [03:08.61]I ain't understand additions till I had one [03:11.99]I ain't understand depression till it grabbed me [03:15.06]Me and anxiety walk together gladly [03:18.33]Me and sadness link on the week ends [03:21.41]Suicidal thoughts are with me till the week ends [03:24.72]Insecurities and silence be the death of me [03:27.90]Lonliness and isolation got the rest of me [03:31.13]But the one thing I'll never understand [03:34.03]Is I why I can't quit, when I always say I can [03:37.21]How I'm always sad, well one main reason [03:40.46]Is I all I wanted was support but all I got was demons [03:43.71]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized [03:47.19]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind [03:50.37]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house [03:53.55]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse [03:56.90]You can see it in my eyes, I've been demonized [04:00.01]They say he ain't speakin lies, he just speak his mind [04:03.28]I been locked up in this room, never leave my house [04:06.49]Trapped in my mind, caged like a mouse
