I spent too much time erasing, not enough time changing Blurring the lines between sick and selfish Hoping I can grab on for just a second But I've learned to take what I can get And relent only when I meet my own death And find a pace I can circumvent When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song But maybe I'm over worked because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching With this new perspective I'm finally taking I made this bed and I will sleep in it The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell I made this bed and I will sleep in it Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails Death is not a choice and love should not be either I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess And now I know that our love was completely dead I will complicate this love just to feel something And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I realized you are not coming back I will complicate this love just to feel something And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked I made this bed and I will sleep in it The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames I will give up all I have just to go back home I'm trapped in bread crumbs (???) I hope you know I hate being alone You used to make my mind clear Now your absence does instead I heard your dog barking in the backyard He only does that when you're home And I just hope you understand I never meant to grow apart But I know at some point I had to grow I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions I conformed to what I understood to be happiness Or undiagnosed telf medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment lead to a misconception of your beauty I still can't believe that I lied to you Especially because when I said it, I thought I was telling the truth I thought I was strong enough to carry you but now my mind is clear And I hope you hear this I love you
[00:36.78]I spent too much time erasing, not enough time changing [00:40.87]Blurring the lines between sick and selfish [00:43.62]Hoping I can grab on for just a second [00:46.30]But I've learned to take what I can get [00:48.69]And relent only when I meet my own death [00:53.05]And find a pace I can circumvent [00:55.17]When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong [00:59.22]All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song [01:04.28]But maybe I'm over worked [01:06.25]because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort [01:09.04]when I'm aching [01:10.20]With this new perspective I'm finally taking [01:16.05]I made this bed and I will sleep in it [01:19.99]The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell [01:26.20]I made this bed and I will sleep in it [01:30.92]Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails [01:38.95]Death is not a choice and love should not be either [01:44.42]I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather [01:49.56]The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess [01:53.96]And now I know that our love was completely dead [02:00.14]I will complicate this love just to feel something [02:03.49]And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts [02:06.07]The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that [02:08.95]I realized you are not coming back [02:11.18]I will complicate this love just to feel something [02:14.07]And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts [02:17.05]The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that [02:19.79] I conceptualize the words I masked [02:25.06]I made this bed and I will sleep in it [02:29.47]The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames [02:34.72]I will give up all I have just to go back home [02:39.99]I'm trapped in bread crumbs (???) [02:42.72]I hope you know I hate being alone [02:48.31]You used to make my mind clear [02:51.28]Now your absence does instead [02:54.62]I heard your dog barking in the backyard [02:57.81]He only does that when you're home [03:00.07]And I just hope you understand [03:02.21]I never meant to grow apart [03:04.23]But I know at some point I had to grow [03:07.10]I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience [03:09.79]But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart [03:14.79]I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions [03:18.74]I conformed to what I understood to be happiness [03:21.48]Or undiagnosed telf medicated [03:24.09]approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment [03:26.52]lead to a misconception of your beauty [03:29.96]I still can't believe that I lied to you [03:33.31]Especially because when I said it, I thought I was telling the truth [03:38.41]I thought I was strong enough to carry you but now my mind is clear [03:44.93]And I hope you hear this [03:46.24]I love you
