I'm not proud of the things I've done But I'm proud of the person that I can become 'Cause somewhere between day one and now I tried to chase a popular sound I tried to chase a comfort for those around But when the show ends We're sleeping on hardwood beds Praying to God we find out If we got the support slot or not That can make or break our sound in the end Hoping we can move into another market Rather than the one that made us Rather than the one that changed us So we wanna take a detour and Change behavior and make more Find our faces on The Fader and Pitchfork And digress even more
What did you expect from me? It's hard to be dishonest With my heart on my sleeve Where do I go, what can I be? Nothing equals nothing This did nothing for me
We just hoped our rebellion would look like rebellion Rather than what it is: A target for Millennials to put their faith in But I'm proud to say we made some people Look into themselves rather than the evil And I'll always thank the ones who trusted me Enough to join me on this journey Even the ones who didn't stick around I'm still grateful for the ones who helped shape the sound Now I just need to thank God for this forgiveness
What did you expect from me? It's hard to be dishonest With my heart on my sleeve Where do I go, what can I be? Nothing equals nothing This did nothing for me What did you expect from me? It's hard to be dishonest With my heart on my sleeve Where do I go, what can I be? Nothing equals nothing This did nothing for me
Now I can thank God for the idea of forgiveness And I can thank God that I'm still in this 'Cause I love the idea of a future 'Cause though it never comes, it's somehow always happening And every moment that I'm not asleep is a moment where I think Maybe I should've just finished it up and gotten that degree 'Cause, Mom, I made it I just wish I would have learned something 'Cause now this emptiness haunts me
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