作词 : BoyWithUke 作曲 : BoyWithUke Growing up I never had a lot of money I never had a phone Always was a little hungry Used to find it hard to sleep When I could hear my mother sobbing I was 10 back then I didn't have a room Had to buy used shoes I hid behind tunes To avoid abuse And every time I fell I would blame it on myself Even if it was an accident
Maybe it's not what I want Oh I've seen better days And the moment ****ing sucks But I'll be damned if I don't stop And, honestly, why not When nobody gives a ****
But sometimes I just can't help myself I wanna give up trying And start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it's in my mind But I think I need some help
Cuz sometimes I just can't help myself I was an outcast Thrown out to dry and get laughed at Too shy to talk about home I always thought life was supposed to be cold And oh I've been so Lost without hope I got a window in my head, it's a casket You know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
Maybe it's not what I want Oh I've seen better days And the moment ****ing sucks But I'll be damned if I don't stop And, honestly, why not When nobody gives a ****
But sometimes I just can't help myself I wanna give up trying And start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it's in my mind But I think I need some help
Because it's all I know My hands around my throat Pray that I won't let go This time around But every single time I try to shut my eyes I see the reason why I'm not alone
Sometimes I just can't but sometimes I just can't help myself I wanna give up trying And start doing something else Sometimes I just get overwhelmed I know it's in my mind But I think I need some help Sometimes I just can't help myself
[00:00.000] 作词 : BoyWithUke [00:01.000] 作曲 : BoyWithUke [00:09.675] Growing up I never had a lot of money [00:11.602] I never had a phone [00:12.457] Always was a little hungry [00:13.653] Used to find it hard to sleep [00:14.745] When I could hear my mother sobbing [00:15.948] I was 10 back then [00:17.877] I didn't have a room [00:18.859] Had to buy used shoes [00:20.027] I hid behind tunes [00:21.069] To avoid abuse [00:22.438] And every time I fell [00:23.320] I would blame it on myself [00:24.399] Even if it was an accident [00:25.960] [00:27.623] Maybe it's not what I want [00:30.772] Oh I've seen better days [00:32.711] And the moment ****ing sucks [00:36.454] But I'll be damned if I don't stop [00:39.928] And, honestly, why not [00:41.901] When nobody gives a **** [00:44.041] [00:44.444] But sometimes I just can't help myself [00:49.081] I wanna give up trying [00:51.221] And start doing something else [00:53.597] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed [00:58.187] I know it's in my mind [01:00.190] But I think I need some help [01:02.404] [01:02.763] Cuz sometimes I just can't help myself [01:05.180] I was an outcast [01:06.754] Thrown out to dry and get laughed at [01:08.987] Too shy to talk about home [01:10.810] I always thought life was supposed to be cold [01:13.120] And oh I've been so [01:15.692] Lost without hope [01:18.134] I got a window in my head, it's a casket [01:20.248] You know I been wishing I was dead, but I mask it [01:21.897] [01:22.555] Maybe it's not what I want [01:25.659] Oh I've seen better days [01:27.563] And the moment ****ing sucks [01:31.349] But I'll be damned if I don't stop [01:34.766] And, honestly, why not [01:36.738] When nobody gives a **** [01:38.510] [01:39.407] But sometimes I just can't help myself [01:43.804] I wanna give up trying [01:46.008] And start doing something else [01:48.453] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed [01:52.943] I know it's in my mind [01:55.021] But I think I need some help [01:56.980] [01:58.223] Because it's all I know [02:00.495] My hands around my throat [02:02.727] Pray that I won't let go [02:05.084] This time around [02:07.361] But every single time [02:09.570] I try to shut my eyes [02:11.958] I see the reason why [02:14.217] I'm not alone [02:15.270] [02:15.991] Sometimes I just can't but sometimes I just can't help myself [02:22.782] I wanna give up trying [02:24.763] And start doing something else [02:27.277] Sometimes I just get overwhelmed [02:31.934] I know it's in my mind [02:33.925] But I think I need some help [02:36.398] Sometimes I just can't help myself