作词 : BoyWithUke 作曲 : BoyWithUke Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand But I can't wanted to be your man back then And you knew I fell for you But you just broke my heart in two I was sad mad and broken on my bed Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med When I was met with a prescription Of a bullet made of lead And when I woke up in an hour In a pool of my own sweat I said I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again So instead I took my pen And started writing evidence And when I started making sense I found that I had reached the end Oh I'm upset I have no friends You wanna bet you're just pretend You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing You're not shit I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did I said I'd talk to people 'Bout the problematic life I lived They were my neighbors razor blades And different flavored pills I hit Therefore I'm at surely my last straw I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand But I can't wanted to be your man back then And so far I never held you with my arms So it's hard to be the one you aren't with Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me Guess I'm not cut out to be Somebody 'cause it's not me I'm not used to all the talking Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing Used to cope with all my problems using notes And lots of rhyming Used to hope for better days Whenever nights would have me crying I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die than go back To the times I would try And be the guy the people know As always fighting with The demons hiding far behind my eyelids On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey I feel it coursing through my veins I've said before I'm not okay But you don't listen anyway You know I tried you turned away You straight-up lied right to my face You f**ked my life ruined my day But you don't know so I'll say Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it So I'll say Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it So I'll say Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand But I can't wanted to be your man back then And too bad I know I can't wake up Because I lost my way And you don't give a f**k about me This could be a dream I can't see the things that you see so please oh Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand But I can't wanted to be your man back then And you had known and played along You were my home I wrote you songs Now you're dead to me effectively Removed yourself outside my dreams
[00:00.00] 作词 : BoyWithUke [00:00.17] 作曲 : BoyWithUke [00:00.35]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [00:04.56]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [00:09.34]And you knew I fell for you [00:11.51]But you just broke my heart in two [00:13.84]I was sad mad and broken on my bed [00:16.57]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head [00:18.72]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med [00:20.95]When I was met with a prescription [00:22.12]Of a bullet made of lead [00:23.32]And when I woke up in an hour [00:24.51]In a pool of my own sweat [00:25.68]I said I swear to God [00:26.72]I'll never even try to sleep again [00:27.99]So instead I took my pen [00:28.99]And started writing evidence [00:30.16]And when I started making sense [00:31.27]I found that I had reached the end [00:32.58]Oh I'm upset I have no friends [00:33.72]You wanna bet you're just pretend [00:34.80]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing [00:36.63]You're not shit [00:37.41]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways [00:40.29]I swear I did [00:41.42]I said I'd talk to people [00:43.23]'Bout the problematic life I lived [00:46.06]They were my neighbors razor blades [00:48.37]And different flavored pills I hit [00:50.70]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw [00:53.20]I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that [00:56.27]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [01:00.26]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [01:05.29]And so far I never held you with my arms [01:07.97]So it's hard to be the one you aren't with [01:10.46]Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me [01:13.81]Guess I'm not cut out to be [01:14.91]Somebody 'cause it's not me [01:15.95]I'm not used to all the talking [01:17.03]Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing [01:18.94]Used to cope with all my problems using notes [01:20.79]And lots of rhyming [01:21.61]Used to hope for better days [01:22.63]Whenever nights would have me crying [01:24.03]I'm not lying when I say that [01:25.18]I would rather die than go back [01:26.51]To the times I would try [01:27.50]And be the guy the people know [01:28.85]As always fighting with [01:29.69]The demons hiding far behind my eyelids [01:31.08]On an island full of violence in my head [01:32.55]I had two pilots [01:33.57]Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey [01:36.45]I feel it coursing through my veins [01:38.66]I've said before I'm not okay [01:41.02]But you don't listen anyway [01:43.08]You know I tried you turned away [01:45.47]You straight-up lied right to my face [01:47.76]You f**ked my life ruined my day [01:50.29]But you don't know so I'll say [01:52.54]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did [01:57.10]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it [02:00.93]So I'll say [02:01.64]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did [02:06.37]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it [02:10.18]So I'll say [02:11.03]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [02:14.98]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [02:19.82]And too bad I know I can't wake up [02:22.09]Because I lost my way [02:23.10]And you don't give a f**k about me [02:25.41]This could be a dream [02:26.72]I can't see the things that you see so please oh [02:29.50]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand [02:33.55]But I can't wanted to be your man back then [02:38.43]And you had known and played along [02:40.72]You were my home I wrote you songs [02:42.95]Now you're dead to me effectively [02:45.46]Removed yourself outside my dreams
