作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF Dear God, please Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years Since I've reached Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering Why I keep Obsessing on and stressing all the little things When I should be Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been Selfish, I have No excuse to give you it's true Hanging by a Thread's how I live I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
Livin' in my agony Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames acting Like I don't Care what anyone else thinks When I know truthfully That that's the furthest thing From how I Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine Who I'd be if I was happy
Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off When I'm not depressed I got some issues that I won't address I got some baggage I ain't opened yet I got some demons I should put to rest I got some traumas that I can't forget I got some phone calls I been avoidin' Some family members I don't really connect with Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul And the last to admit I need a hand to hold Losing hope Headed down a dangerous road Strange, I know But I feel most at home when I'm
Livin' in my agony Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames acting Like I don't Care what anyone else thinks When I know truthfully That that's the furthest thing From how I Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend Don't know what my future is But I can't keep on livin' in
Livin' in my agony Watching my self-esteem Go up in flames acting Like I don't Care what anyone else thinks When I know truthfully That that's the furthest thing From how I Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine Who I'd be if I was happy If I was happy If I was happy
[00:00.000] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF [00:01.000] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF [00:06.294] Dear God, please [00:10.441] Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years [00:15.346] Since I've reached [00:19.718] Out and said hello, I bet you're wondering [00:24.518] Why I keep [00:28.278] Obsessing on and stressing all the little things [00:33.377] When I should be [00:37.459] Living life and soaking up the memories [00:40.605] [00:42.337] I know I've been [00:44.361] Selfish, I have [00:46.550] No excuse to give you it's true [00:51.163] Hanging by a [00:53.490] Thread's how I live [00:55.619] I don't know why but [00:57.823] I feel more comfortable [00:59.040] [01:00.251] Livin' in my agony [01:02.961] Watching my self-esteem [01:05.000] Go up in flames acting [01:07.480] Like I don't [01:09.265] Care what anyone else thinks [01:11.752] When I know truthfully [01:14.004] That that's the furthest thing [01:16.405] From how I [01:18.363] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya [01:22.849] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in [01:27.305] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine [01:31.769] Who I'd be if I was happy [01:35.228] [01:35.682] Yeah, been this way so long, it feels like something's off [01:38.574] When I'm not depressed [01:39.681] I got some issues that I won't address [01:41.821] I got some baggage I ain't opened yet [01:44.346] I got some demons I should put to rest [01:46.329] I got some traumas that I can't forget [01:48.572] I got some phone calls I been avoidin' [01:50.828] Some family members I don't really connect with [01:52.995] Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip [01:55.334] Some hurtful words that never should of left my lips [01:57.656] Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet [01:59.827] Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes [02:01.981] I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul [02:04.514] And the last to admit I need a hand to hold [02:06.771] Losing hope [02:07.618] Headed down a dangerous road [02:08.986] Strange, I know [02:09.924] But I feel most at home when I'm [02:10.909] [02:12.675] Livin' in my agony [02:15.106] Watching my self-esteem [02:17.358] Go up in flames acting [02:19.825] Like I don't [02:21.761] Care what anyone else thinks [02:24.236] When I know truthfully [02:26.524] That that's the furthest thing [02:28.752] From how I [02:30.728] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya [02:35.135] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in [02:39.691] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine [02:44.149] Who I'd be if I was happy [02:47.523] [02:50.233] Don't know what's around the bend [02:54.605] Don't know what my future is [02:58.991] But I can't keep on livin' in [03:02.347] [03:07.127] Livin' in my agony [03:09.642] Watching my self-esteem [03:11.818] Go up in flames acting [03:14.138] Like I don't [03:16.018] Care what anyone else thinks [03:18.514] When I know truthfully [03:20.831] That that's the furthest thing [03:23.210] From how I [03:24.933] Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya [03:29.575] To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in [03:34.097] The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine [03:38.647] Who I'd be if I was happy [03:49.931] If I was happy [03:58.737] If I was happy