I know I've been selfish I have No excuse to give you it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy Yeah been this way so long It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed I got some issues that I won't address I got some baggage I ain't open yet I got some demons I should put to rest I got some traumas that I can't forget I got some phone calls I've been avoiding Some family members I don't really connect with Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul And the last to admit I need a hand to hold Losing hope heading down a dangerous road Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm
Living in my agony Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in
Living in my agony Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy
[00:00.00] 作词 : Tommee Profitt/NF [00:01.00] 作曲 : Tommee Profitt/NF [00:06.40]Dear God please [00:08.71] [00:10.62]Hear me out I know it's been a couple years [00:14.10] [00:15.32]Since I've reached [00:17.66] [00:19.67]Out and said hello I bet you're wondering [00:23.02] [00:24.57]Why I keep [00:26.79] [00:28.49]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things [00:32.27] [00:33.56]When I should be [00:36.73] [00:37.84]Living life and soaking up the memories [00:41.39] [00:42.34]I know I've been selfish I have [00:46.74]No excuse to give you it's true [00:50.30] [00:51.29]Hanging by a thread's how I live [00:55.71]I don't know why but I feel more comfortable [00:59.43] [01:00.26]Living in my agony [01:02.92]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't [01:08.44] [01:09.35]Care what anyone else thinks [01:11.95]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I [01:17.41] [01:18.36]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you [01:22.06] [01:22.73]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in [01:26.57] [01:27.20]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine [01:31.03] [01:32.01]Who I'd be if I was happy [01:35.67]Yeah been this way so long [01:37.27]It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed [01:39.43]I got some issues that I won't address [01:41.78]I got some baggage I ain't open yet [01:44.02]I got some demons I should put to rest [01:46.38]I got some traumas that I can't forget [01:48.49]I got some phone calls I've been avoiding [01:50.81]Some family members I don't really connect with [01:53.04]Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip [01:55.35]Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips [01:57.57]Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet [01:59.87]Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes [02:02.09]I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul [02:04.51]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold [02:06.76]Losing hope heading down a dangerous road [02:09.03]Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm [02:11.93] [02:12.71]Living in my agony [02:15.45]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't [02:20.66] [02:21.73]Care what anyone else thinks [02:24.31]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I [02:29.87] [02:30.81]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you [02:34.52] [02:35.23]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in [02:38.95] [02:39.73]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine [02:43.52] [02:44.55]Who I'd be if I was happy [02:48.15] [02:50.28]Don't know what's around the bend [02:53.20] [02:54.79]Don't know what my future is [02:57.76] [02:59.16]But I can't keep on living in [03:02.92] [03:07.18]Living in my agony [03:09.89]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't [03:15.26] [03:16.10]Care what anyone else thinks [03:18.70]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I [03:24.24] [03:25.15]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you [03:28.78] [03:29.55]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in [03:33.26] [03:34.02]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine [03:37.86] [03:38.91]Who I'd be if I was happy [03:42.47] [03:49.98]If I was happy [03:51.64] [03:58.91]If I was happy
