I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen Every ******* night that I've been laying in my bed Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread Feeling like this panic that I have will never end And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head And now these pills got me feeling asleep When I'm awake, can't get away Even when I sleep I feel pain Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane And I just want to know what I did Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this ****, man And I just wanna know when it happened When I lost my mind And will I ever truly feel happy, ************ I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, ****** up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, ****** up with the door locked I've been fighting this with everything that I have And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, ****** up with the door locked I wanna know when the pain stops Walking around with the same thoughts I wanna know when the pain stops Face down, ****** up with the door locked
[00:20.46]I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton [00:24.65]I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine [00:27.38]I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives [00:30.24]Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen [00:33.10]Every ******* night that I've been laying in my bed [00:35.73]Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread [00:38.64]Feeling like this panic that I have will never end [00:41.40]And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head [00:44.28]And now these pills got me feeling asleep [00:46.92]When I'm awake, can't get away [00:48.32]Even when I sleep I feel pain [00:50.35]Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain [00:53.21]About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane [00:56.07]And I just want to know what I did [00:58.89]Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this ****, man [01:02.41]And I just wanna know when it happened [01:04.58]When I lost my mind [01:05.77]And will I ever truly feel happy, ************ [01:08.55]I wanna know when the pain stops [01:11.29]Walking around with the same thoughts [01:14.25]I wanna know when the pain stops [01:16.40]Face down, ****** up with the door locked [01:19.40]I wanna know when the pain stops [01:22.19]Walking around with the same thoughts [01:25.45]I wanna know when the pain stops [01:27.96]Face down, ****** up with the door locked [01:38.99]I've been fighting this with everything that I have [01:44.02]And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad [01:46.83]Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face [01:49.70]I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more [01:52.47]I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest [01:55.32]I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best [01:58.10]Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? [02:00.91]I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts [02:03.98]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:07.86]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:10.60]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:13.37]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:16.29]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:18.86]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:21.81]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:24.75]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:27.36]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:30.08]Walking around with the same thoughts [02:33.28]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:35.53]Face down, ****** up with the door locked [02:38.50]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:41.56]Walking around with the same thoughts [02:44.56]I wanna know when the pain stops [02:46.72]Face down, ****** up with the door locked [02:50.02]
