"And the hard part was just becoming part of society again; it's like they didn't want me. They didn't want me to be part of their society anymore. So I just decided, **** it. I'm gonna sleep in a tent, I'm gonna do what I love for a living, which is playing music. And if I just make a little bit of money, I'd rather do what I love with passion and make a little money than go back to contracting and then try to make a lot of money and be part of a society that doesn't even want me no more. **** 'em, you know? **** society." Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? Do you think about life? Do you stay awake at night? Do you dream about knives? Solo, so low, so See I'm feeling so low when I'm solo But I'm still alone though Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to My tempo, my body's a rental My skeleton's relevant only to me though The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper Funny how I had no choice in it either The people around me, they drink by the liter It turns them all to instinctual creatures So I confide inside all my anxieties Some find a god, live the lie, send the bible to tell me that Don't need a god in the sky, don't abide by a book Don't confide in a lie when they preaching the hate Justified by faith, you don't buy all the talk You're just scared of a coffin, **** It's a maze in my mind, I'm amazed that I'm fine Hey remember the time I was bout age nine When I didn't get high, wasn't sad all the time? Now I do Cause we all grew up in suburban homes When the purpose known was to not grow up When we grew up, when we grew old, wanna throw up Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful Life doesn't feel so beautiful **** it, at least I'm being truthful
[00:04.87]"And the hard part was just becoming part of society again; [00:07.58]it's like they didn't want me. [00:09.19]They didn't want me to be part of their society anymore. [00:12.72]So I just decided, **** it. [00:14.29]I'm gonna sleep in a tent, [00:15.75]I'm gonna do what I love for a living, [00:17.71]which is playing music. [00:19.07]And if I just make a little bit of money, [00:20.39]I'd rather do what I love with passion [00:21.75]and make a little money than go back to contracting [00:24.62]and then try to make a lot of money [00:26.53]and be part of a society that doesn't even want me no more. [00:29.26]**** 'em, you know? **** society." [00:33.09]Do you think about life? [00:37.06]Do you stay awake at night? [00:40.84]Do you dream about knives? [00:48.83]Do you think about life? [00:52.76]Do you stay awake at night? [00:56.79]Do you dream about knives? [01:05.68]Solo, so low, so [01:09.60]See I'm feeling so low when I'm solo [01:11.47]But I'm still alone though [01:17.92]Been conducting a ballad but no one can play to [01:19.84]My tempo, my body's a rental [01:21.50]My skeleton's relevant only to me though [01:23.52]The day I was born, signed a deal with the Reaper [01:25.48]Funny how I had no choice in it either [01:27.59]The people around me, they drink by the liter [01:29.60]It turns them all to instinctual creatures [01:31.46]So I confide inside all my anxieties [01:33.58]Some find a god, live the lie, send the bible to tell me that [01:36.96]Don't need a god in the sky, don't abide by a book [01:39.73]Don't confide in a lie when they preaching the hate [01:41.40]Justified by faith, you don't buy all the talk [01:43.11]You're just scared of a coffin, **** [01:45.84]It's a maze in my mind, I'm amazed that I'm fine [01:47.71]Hey remember the time I was bout age nine [01:49.67]When I didn't get high, wasn't sad all the time? Now I do [01:53.75]Cause we all grew up in suburban homes [01:55.78]When the purpose known was to not grow up [01:57.68]When we grew up, when we grew old, wanna throw up [02:02.01]Now I take nostalgia by the spoonful [02:04.13]Life doesn't feel so beautiful [02:05.94]**** it, at least I'm being truthful
