Nothing ever stops all these thoughts And the pain attached to them Sometimes i wonder why this is happenin' It's like nothing i could do would distract me when I think of how i shot myself in the back again Cause from the infinite words i could say I put all the pain you gave to me on display But didn't realize instead of setting it free i Took what i hated and made it apart of me It never goes away And now You've become a part of me You'll always be right here You've become a part of me You'll always be my fear I can't separate Myself from what i've done Giving up on part of me I've let myself become you Hearing your name The memories come back again I remember when it started happenin' I'd see you in every thought i had and then My thoughts slowly found words attached to them And i knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to 'em And every day i regret saying those things Cause now i see that i Took what i hated and made it apart of me It never goes away And now You've become a part of me You'll always be right here You've become a part of me You'll always be my fear I can't separate Myself from what i've done Giving up on part of me I've let myself become you It never goes away Get away from me! Give me my space back' you've gotta just (go!) Everything just comes down to memories of (you!) I've kept it in without letting you (know!) I've let you go! so get away from me! Give me my space back' you've gotta just (go!) Everything just comes down to memories of (you) I've kept it in without letting you (know!) I've let you go! And now You've become a part of me You'll always be right here You've become a part of me You'll always be my fear I can't separate Myself from what i've done Giving up on part of me I've let myself become you I've let myself become you I've let myself become lostinside these thoughts of you. Giving up on part of me I've let myself become you
09《Breaking The Habit》
Memories concern Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safer in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Cultured my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left again I dont want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I'll paint it on the walls Cuz I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight
10《From The Inside》
I don't know who to trust your surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you) (just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you Tension is building inside steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me (Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how trying to put my trust in you) (just takes so much out of me) Take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you I won't waste myself on you You You Waste myself on you You You I'll take everything from the inside and throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you Everything from the inside and just throw it all away Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you You You
11《Nobody's Listening》
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it The number one question is how could you ignore it And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks Rap stack got you back in the sub black Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm Rise from the ashes of stylist division With these non-stop lyrics of life living Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody’s listening Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody’s listening I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest And everything left’s a waste of time I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more I’m riding on the back of this pressure Guessing that it’s better I can’t keep myself together Because all of this stress gave me something to write on The pain gave me something I could set my sights on Never forget the blood sweat and tears The uphill struggle over years the fear and Trash talking and the people it was to And the people that started it just like you Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody’s listening Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody’s listening I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest Uphill struggle Blood sweat n tears Nothing to gain Everything to fear Heart full of pain, head full of stress Head full of anger, held in my chest Uphill struggle Blood sweat n tears Nothing to gain Everything to fear Heart full of pain Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody’s listening Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me Told you everything loud and clear But nobody’s listening I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress Nobody’s listening Head full of anger, held in my chest Nobody’s listening Uphill struggle Blood sweat n tears Nobody’s listening Nothing to gain Everything to fear Nobody’s listening Cu-coming at you from every side
12《Session》
13《Numb》
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you And I know I may end up failing too But I know You were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there I've become so tired so much more aware I've becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be I've become so numb I can't feel you there Is everything what you want me to be
[00:25.23]Nothing ever stops all these thoughts [00:26.76]And the pain attached to them [00:28.43]Sometimes i wonder why this is happenin' [00:30.86]It's like nothing i could do would distract me when [00:33.13]I think of how i shot myself in the back again [00:35.53]Cause from the infinite words i could say [00:37.86]I put all the pain you gave to me on display [00:40.02]But didn't realize instead of setting it free i [00:42.99]Took what i hated and made it apart of me [00:45.52]It never goes away [00:49.46]And now [00:50.31]You've become a part of me [00:53.09]You'll always be right here [00:55.22]You've become a part of me [00:57.84]You'll always be my fear [01:00.00]I can't separate [01:02.83]Myself from what i've done [01:04.81]Giving up on part of me [01:07.85]I've let myself become you [01:14.79]Hearing your name [01:15.72]The memories come back again [01:17.58]I remember when it started happenin' [01:19.76]I'd see you in every thought i had and then [01:21.99]My thoughts slowly found words attached to them [01:24.67]And i knew as they escaped away [01:26.29]I was committing myself to 'em [01:28.24]And every day i regret saying those things [01:30.49]Cause now i see that i [01:31.99]Took what i hated and made it apart of me [01:34.51]It never goes away [01:38.52]And now [01:39.36]You've become a part of me [01:42.04]You'll always be right here [01:44.14]You've become a part of me [01:46.85]You'll always be my fear [01:48.97]I can't separate [01:51.82]Myself from what i've done [01:53.77]Giving up on part of me [01:56.49]I've let myself become you [02:01.55]It never goes away [02:10.27]Get away from me! [02:11.67]Give me my space back' you've gotta just (go!) [02:14.26]Everything just comes down to memories of (you!) [02:16.53]I've kept it in without letting you (know!) [02:18.84]I've let you go! so get away from me! [02:21.27]Give me my space back' you've gotta just (go!) [02:23.66]Everything just comes down to memories of (you) [02:26.19]I've kept it in without letting you (know!) [02:28.42]I've let you go! [02:29.75]And now [02:30.73]You've become a part of me [02:33.74]You'll always be right here [02:35.44]You've become a part of me [02:38.21]You'll always be my fear [02:40.36]I can't separate [02:43.26]Myself from what i've done [02:45.17]Giving up on part of me [02:48.05]I've let myself become you [02:52.95]I've let myself become you [02:57.77]I've let myself become lostinside these thoughts of you. [03:04.65]Giving up on part of me [03:08.00]I've let myself become you [03:12.74] [03:20.60]09《Breaking The Habit》 [03:28.70] [03:38.50]Memories concern [03:41.23]Like opening the wound [03:43.77]I'm picking me apart again [03:48.07]You all assume [03:50.50]I'm safer in my room [03:53.25]Unless I try to start again [03:57.38]I don't want to be the one [03:59.44]Who battles always choose [04:01.51]Cuz inside I realize [04:04.04]That I'm the one confused [04:06.35]I don't know what's worth fighting for [04:08.91]Or why I have to scream [04:11.06]I don't know why I instigate [04:13.64]And say what I don't mean [04:15.86]I don't know how I got this way [04:18.53]I know it's not alright [04:20.61]So I'm breaking the habit [04:25.60]I'm breaking the habit tonight [04:36.10]Cultured my cure [04:38.99]I tightly lock the door [04:41.19]I try to catch my breath again [04:45.34]I hurt much more [04:48.49]Than anytime before [04:50.72]I have no options left again [04:54.73]I dont want to be the one [04:56.89]Who battles always choose [04:58.95]Cuz inside I realize [05:01.76]That I'm the one confused [05:03.87]I don't know what's worth fighting for [05:06.46]Or why I have to scream [05:08.66]I don't know why I instigate [05:11.26]And say what I don't mean [05:13.26]I don't know how I got this way [05:16.17]I'll never be alright [05:18.13]So, I'm breaking the habit [05:23.04]I'm breaking the habit tonight [05:29.27]I'll paint it on the walls [05:33.95]Cuz I'm the one that falls [05:38.39]I'll never fight again [05:43.38]And this is how it ends [05:47.12]I don't know what's worth fighting for [05:49.75]Or why I have to scream [05:51.92]But now I have some clarity [05:54.45]to show you what I mean [05:56.79]I don't know how I got this way [05:59.35]I'll never be alright [06:01.21]So, I'm breaking the habit [06:06.22]I'm breaking the habit [06:11.16]I'm breaking the habit tonight [06:17.25] [06:35.52]10《From The Inside》 [06:44.85] [06:59.29]I don't know who to trust your surprise [07:03.93](Everyone feels so far away from me) [07:07.25]Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies [07:12.64](Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) [07:16.24](Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) [07:19.75](All I ever think about is this) [07:21.47](All the tiring time between) [07:23.23](And how trying to put my trust in you) [07:25.88](just takes so much out of me) [07:27.56]Take everything from the inside [07:33.02]and throw it all away [07:36.71]Cuz I swear for the last time [07:40.41]I won't trust myself with you [07:44.65]Tension is building inside steadily [07:49.89](Everyone feels so far away from me) [07:52.24]Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me [07:57.63](Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit) [08:01.65](Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet) [08:05.13](All I ever think about is this) [08:07.00](All the tiring time between) [08:09.06](And how trying to put my trust in you) [08:11.52](just takes so much out of me) [08:13.24]Take everything from the inside [08:18.45]and throw it all away [08:21.54]Cuz I swear for the last time [08:25.72]I won't trust myself with you [08:33.21]I won't waste myself on you [08:37.86]You [08:39.44]You [08:41.54]Waste myself on you [08:45.03]You [08:47.21]You [08:49.18]I'll take everything from the inside [08:56.27]and throw it all away [09:00.01]Cuz I swear for the last time [09:03.54]I won't trust myself with you [09:07.61]Everything from the inside [09:11.28]and just throw it all away [09:15.32]Cuz I swear for the last time [09:18.59]I won't trust myself with you [09:23.03]You [09:25.01]You [09:27.17] [09:32.61]11《Nobody's Listening》 [09:34.46] [09:41.23]Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it [09:43.87]The number one question is how could you ignore it [09:46.24]And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks [09:49.03]Rap stack got you back in the sub black [09:51.14]Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm [09:53.29]Rise from the ashes of stylist division [09:55.84]With these non-stop lyrics of life living [09:58.34]Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving [10:00.65]But in the meantime there are those [10:03.05]who wanna talk this and that [10:04.25]So I suppose that it gets to a point [10:06.57]where feelings gotta get hurt [10:08.05]And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goes [10:10.29]Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me [10:14.93]Told you everything loud and clear [10:17.30]But nobody’s listening [10:19.76]Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me [10:24.56]Told you everything loud and clear [10:26.91]But nobody’s listening [10:29.52]I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress [10:31.92]Head full of anger, held in my chest [10:34.41]And everything left’s a waste of time [10:36.51]I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else’s more [10:38.82]I’m riding on the back of this pressure [10:41.53]Guessing that it’s better [10:42.05]I can’t keep myself together [10:43.56]Because all of this stress gave me something to write on [10:45.95]The pain gave me something I could set my sights on [10:48.35]Never forget the blood sweat and tears [10:50.87]The uphill struggle over years the fear and [10:53.32]Trash talking and the people it was to [10:55.80]And the people that started it just like you [10:58.22]Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me [11:02.85]Told you everything loud and clear [11:05.21]But nobody’s listening [11:07.66]Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me [11:12.54]Told you everything loud and clear [11:14.97]But nobody’s listening [11:17.21]I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress [11:18.69]Head full of anger, held in my chest [11:22.59]Uphill struggle [11:23.51]Blood sweat n tears [11:24.77]Nothing to gain [11:26.02]Everything to fear [11:27.11]Heart full of pain, head full of stress [11:29.52]Head full of anger, held in my chest [11:31.87]Uphill struggle [11:33.06]Blood sweat n tears [11:34.31]Nothing to gain [11:35.50]Everything to fear [11:36.75]Heart full of pain [11:41.45]Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me [11:46.09]Told you everything loud and clear [11:48.48]But nobody’s listening [11:51.06]Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me [11:55.69]Told you everything loud and clear [11:58.00]But nobody’s listening [12:00.01]I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress [12:03.00]Nobody’s listening [12:05.36]Head full of anger, held in my chest [12:07.86]Nobody’s listening [12:10.16]Uphill struggle [12:11.20]Blood sweat n tears [12:12.72]Nobody’s listening [12:14.98]Nothing to gain [12:16.30]Everything to fear [12:17.52]Nobody’s listening [12:19.78]Cu-coming at you from every side [12:30.34] [12:36.10]12《Session》 [14:48.03] [14:51.97] [14:59.02]13《Numb》 [00:20.11] [15:16.89]I'm tired of being what you want me to be [15:21.06]Feeling so faithless lost under the surface [15:25.44]Don't know what you're expecting of me [15:29.44]Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [15:34.70](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [15:37.78]Every step I take is another mistake to you [15:43.59](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [15:47.02]I've become so numb I can't feel you there [15:52.02]I've become so tired so much more aware [15:56.48]I've becoming this all I want to do [16:00.77]Is be more like me and be less like you [16:05.38]Can't you see that you're smothering me [16:09.03]Holding too tightly afraid to lose control [16:13.49]Cause everything that you thought I would be [16:17.32]Has fallen apart right in front of you [16:22.77](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [16:25.65]Every step that I take is another mistake to you [16:31.74](Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [16:34.45]And every second I waste is more than I can take [16:39.20]I've become so numb I can't feel you there [16:44.24]I've become so tired so much more aware [16:48.67]I've becoming this all I want to do [16:52.99]Is be more like me and be less like you [16:57.98]And I know [17:00.64]I may end up failing too [17:07.00]But I know [17:09.48]You were just like me with someone disappointed in you [17:16.52]I've become so numb I can't feel you there [17:21.38]I've become so tired so much more aware [17:25.77]I've becoming this all I want to do [17:29.99]Is be more like me and be less like you [17:34.39]I've become so numb I can't feel you there [17:38.80]Is everything what you want me to be [17:42.32]I've become so numb I can't feel you there [17:47.71]Is everything what you want me to be [17:51.66]
