Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe Sometimes I need you to stay away from me Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know Somehow I need you to go Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and Don’t stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know Somehow I need to be alone Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and Don’t stay
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away With no apologies Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities What you were changing me into Just give me myself back and Don’t stay Forget our memories Forget our possibilities Take all your faithlessness with you Just give me myself back and Don’t stay
03《Somewhere I Belong》
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I'm not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) but all that they can see the words revealed Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel (Nothing to loose) Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own And the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel What I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long (Erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I?) What do I have but negativity? Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own And the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel What I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long (Erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I wanted all along Somewhere I belong I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be anything till I break away from me I will break away, I'll find myself today I wanna heal, I wanna feel What I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long (Erase all the pain till it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I wanted all along Somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm Somewhere I belong I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm Somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong
04《Lying From You》
When I pretend Everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can But I can't pretend this is the way it will stay I'm just (Trying to bend the truth) I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be So I'm (I'm lying myway from) (You) [No, no turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No, no turning back now] Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own 'Cause I can see [No, no turning back now] (The very worst part of you is me) I remember what they taught to me, Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person really is me and I (Trying to bend the truth ) The more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm (Lying my way from) (You) [Nah, no turning back now] I wanna be closed inside so let me go [Nah, no turning back now] Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone [No turning back now] And anywhere on my own, cause I can see [Nah, no turning back now] (The very worst part of you) (The very worst part of you) (IS ME) This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said Would have you running from me LIKE THIS! This isn't what I wanted to be I never thought what I said Would have you running from me LIKE THIS! This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said Would have you running from me LIKE THIS! This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said Would have you running from me LIKE THIS! (You) [Nah, no turning back now] I wanna be closed inside so let me go [Nah, no turning back now] Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone [No turning back now] And anywhere on my own, cause I can see [Nah, no turning back now] The very worst part of you The very worst part of you is me
05《Hit The Floor》
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me, Wondering what I think of you,and I protect you out of courtesy. Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away! Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say. Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around, You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down. But I've had too many stand offs with you,Its about as much as I can stand! So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine! One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, watch you drop! Making your heart stop,Just before you hit the floor! One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, missed a shot! Making your heart stop! You think you've won, and then it's all gone... So many people like me ,put so much trust in all your lies. So concerned on what you think. To just say what we feel inside. So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long. All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on! There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line. What goes up will surely fall and I'm counting down the time! 'Cause I've had so many stand offs with you ,It's about as much as I can stand So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine One minute you're on top! Next, you're not, watch you drop! Making your heart stop! Just before you hit the floor! One minute you're on top! Next, you're not, missed a shot! Making your heart stop! You think you've won, and then it's all gone And then it's all gone And then it's all gone! And then it's all gone! Now it's all gone I know I'll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us,but you lied anyway. And all the lies have got you floating up above us all But what goes up has got to fall... One minute you're on top! Next, you're not, watch you drop! Making your heart stop! Just before you hit the floor! One minute you're on top, Next, you're not, missed a shot! Making your heart stop! You think you've won, and then it's all gone! And then it's all gone! And then it's all gone!! And then it's all gone!! Now it's all gone!
06《Easier To Run》
It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something more It's so much easier to go Then face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show they never go away Like moving pictures in my head For years and years they've played If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave I would If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave... It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something more It's so much easier to go Then face all this pain here all alone Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back And never moving forward so there'd never be a path If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would If I could take all the shame to the grave I would If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame to the grave... Just watching in the sun All of the helplessness inside Pretending I don't feel disgraced It's so much simpler than change It's easier to run Replacing this pain with something more It's so much easier to go Then face all this pain here all alone It's easier to run If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made... It's easier to go If I could change I would Take back the pain I would Retrace every wrong move that I made I would If I could stand up and take the blame I would I would take all my shame...to the grave
07-Faint
I am a little bit of loneliness A little bit of disregard Handful of complaints But I can't help the fact That everyone can see these scars I am what I want you to want What I want you to feel But its like no matter what I do I can't convince you To just believe this is real So I let go of watching you Turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here cause you're all that I got I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal this damage anymore Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored I am a little bit insecure A little unconfident Cause you don't understand I do what I can But sometimes I don't make sense I am what you never wanna say But I've never had a doubt It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you For once just to hear me out So I let go of watching you Turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here cause you're all that I got I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal this damage anymore Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Now! Hear me out now You're gonna listen to me like it or not Right now! Hear me out now You're gonna listen to me like it or not Right now! I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored!!! I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal this damage anymore Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored I can't feel Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
[00:00.00]01《Foreword》 [00:07.00] [00:15.91]02《Don't Stay》 [00:20.91] [00:39.50]Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe [00:45.00]Sometimes I need you to stay away from me [00:50.29]Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know [00:55.58]Somehow I need you to go [01:00.00]Don’t stay [01:01.05]Forget our memories [01:03.01]Forget our possibilities [01:05.97]What you were changing me into [01:09.00]Just give me myself back and [01:10.59]Don’t stay [01:11.52]Forget our memories [01:13.51]Forget our possibilities [01:16.91]Take all your faithlessness with you [01:19.57]Just give me myself back and [01:21.22]Don’t stay [01:25.92] [01:27.66]Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well [01:33.18]Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself [01:38.38]Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know [01:43.55]Somehow I need to be alone [01:49.01]Don’t stay [01:50.21]Forget our memories [01:52.25]Forget our possibilities [01:55.54]What you were changing me into [01:58.05]Just give me myself back and [02:00.00]Don’t stay [02:01.28]Forget our memories [02:03.02]Forget our possibilities [02:05.91]Take all your faithlessness with you [02:09.00]Just give me myself back and [02:10.68]Don’t stay [02:13.91] [02:20.50]I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored [02:25.80]I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away [02:31.52]I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored [02:36.53]I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away [02:44.00]With no apologies [02:46.52]Don’t stay [02:47.57]Forget our memories [02:49.73]Forget our possibilities [02:52.90]What you were changing me into [02:55.58]Just give me myself back and [02:57.07]Don’t stay [02:58.43]Forget our memories [03:00.39]Forget our possibilities [03:03.51]Take all your faithlessness with you [03:06.00]Just give me myself back and [03:07.52]Don’t stay [03:16.83] [03:23.53]03《Somewhere I Belong》 [03:27.10] [04:04.06](When this began) [04:05.19]I had nothing to say [04:07.02]And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me [04:10.14](I was confused) [04:11.00]And I let it all out to find [04:13.05]That I'm not the only person with these things in mind [04:15.97](Inside of me) [04:16.73]but all that they can see the words revealed [04:18.81]Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel [04:21.83](Nothing to loose) [04:22.80]Just stuck, hollow and alone [04:25.00]And the fault is my own [04:26.46]And the fault is my own [04:27.75]I wanna heal, I wanna feel [04:30.73]What I thought was never real [04:33.49]I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long [04:37.80](Erase all the pain till it's gone) [04:39.70]I wanna heal, I wanna feel [04:42.60]Like I'm close to something real [04:45.47]I wanna find something I wanted all along [04:50.42]Somewhere I belong [04:52.80]And I've got nothing to say [04:54.58]I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face [04:57.31](I was confused) [04:58.22]Looking everywhere only to find [05:00.25]That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind [05:03.42](So what am I?) [05:04.46]What do I have but negativity? [05:06.21]Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me [05:09.21](Nothing to lose) [05:10.05]Nothing to gain, hollow and alone [05:12.33]And the fault is my own [05:13.82]And the fault is my own [05:15.31]I wanna heal, I wanna feel [05:18.16]What I thought was never real [05:21.06]I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long [05:25.10](Erase all the pain till it's gone) [05:27.08]I wanna heal, I wanna feel [05:30.11]Like I'm close to something real [05:32.99]I wanna find something I wanted all along [05:37.85]Somewhere I belong [05:40.28]I will never know myself until I do this on my own [05:45.87]And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed [05:51.88]I will never be anything till I break away from me [05:57.84]I will break away, I'll find myself today [06:07.86]I wanna heal, I wanna feel [06:11.61]What I thought was never real [06:14.46]I wanna let go of the pain I felt so long [06:18.50](Erase all the pain till it's gone) [06:20.52]I wanna heal, I wanna feel [06:23.42]Like I'm close to something real [06:26.22]I wanna find something I wanted all along [06:30.84]Somewhere I belong [06:33.24]I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm [06:36.34]Somewhere I belong [06:39.97]I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm [06:42.94]Somewhere I belong [06:49.19]Somewhere I belong [06:55.24] [06:57.45]04《Lying From You》 [07:06.37] [07:20.02]When I pretend [07:21.43]Everything is what I want it to be [07:23.60]I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see [07:26.47]When I pretend [07:27.28]I can forget about the criminal I am [07:29.70]Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can [07:32.84]But I can't pretend this is the way it will stay [07:35.69]I'm just [07:36.37](Trying to bend the truth) [07:39.39]I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be [07:41.59]So I'm [07:42.25](I'm lying myway from) [07:45.14](You) [07:46.24][No, no turning back now] [07:48.09]I wanna be pushed aside [07:50.00]So let me go [07:52.17][No, no turning back now] [07:53.92]Let me take back my life [07:56.09]I'd rather be all alone [07:58.69][No turning back now] [08:00.19]Anywhere on my own [08:02.04]'Cause I can see [08:04.03][No, no turning back now] [08:05.87](The very worst part of you is me) [08:10.07]I remember what they taught to me, [08:12.15]Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be [08:15.14]Remember listening to all of that and this again [08:18.20]So I pretended up a person who was fitting in [08:21.19]And now you think this person really is me and I [08:24.08](Trying to bend the truth ) [08:27.21]The more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm [08:29.92](Lying my way from) [08:32.98](You) [08:34.21][Nah, no turning back now] [08:36.10]I wanna be closed inside so let me go [08:39.86][Nah, no turning back now] [08:42.17]Let me take back my life [08:44.00]I'd rather be all alone [08:46.06][No turning back now] [08:47.86]And anywhere on my own, cause I can see [08:52.06][Nah, no turning back now] [08:54.00](The very worst part of you) [08:56.63](The very worst part of you) [08:59.46](IS ME) [09:00.50]This isn't what I wanted to be, [09:02.46]I never thought what I said [09:04.00]Would have you running from me [09:05.56]LIKE THIS! [09:06.60]This isn't what I wanted to be [09:08.54]I never thought what I said [09:10.01]Would have you running from me [09:11.57]LIKE THIS! [09:12.56]This isn't what I wanted to be, [09:14.46]I never thought what I said [09:16.01]Would have you running from me [09:17.36]LIKE THIS! [09:18.53]This isn't what I wanted to be, [09:20.40]I never thought what I said [09:22.09]Would have you running from me [09:23.71]LIKE THIS! [09:24.47](You) [09:25.39][Nah, no turning back now] [09:26.53]I wanna be closed inside so let me go [09:30.82][Nah, no turning back now] [09:33.07]Let me take back my life [09:35.09]I'd rather be all alone [09:37.88][No turning back now] [09:39.27]And anywhere on my own, cause I can see [09:42.59][Nah, no turning back now] [09:45.06]The very worst part of you [09:47.50]The very worst part of you is me [09:58.45] [10:07.54]05《Hit The Floor》 [10:09.10] [10:22.33]There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me, [10:26.56]Wondering what I think of you,and I protect you out of courtesy. [10:29.71]Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away! [10:32.83]Afraid to say what was on my mind, afraid to say what I need to say. [10:36.08]Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around, [10:39.39]You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down. [10:42.17]But I've had too many stand offs with you,Its about as much as I can stand! [10:45.25]So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine! [10:47.87]One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, watch you drop! [10:51.28]Making your heart stop,Just before you hit the floor! [10:54.23]One minute you're on top.Next, you're not, missed a shot! [10:57.64]Making your heart stop! [10:59.09]You think you've won, and then it's all gone... [11:04.80]So many people like me ,put so much trust in all your lies. [11:08.14]So concerned on what you think. To just say what we feel inside. [11:11.30]So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long. [11:14.57]All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on! [11:17.33]There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line. [11:20.96]What goes up will surely fall and I'm counting down the time! [11:23.58]'Cause I've had so many stand offs with you ,It's about as much as I can stand [11:27.08]So I'm waiting until the upperhand is mine [11:29.51]One minute you're on top! [11:31.01]Next, you're not, watch you drop! [11:33.00]Making your heart stop! [11:34.47]Just before you hit the floor! [11:36.07]One minute you're on top! [11:37.51]Next, you're not, missed a shot! [11:39.29]Making your heart stop! [11:40.90]You think you've won, and then it's all gone [11:45.45]And then it's all gone [11:48.39]And then it's all gone! [11:51.58]And then it's all gone! [11:54.73]Now it's all gone [11:56.58]I know I'll never trust a single thing you say [11:59.60]You knew your lies would divide us,but you lied anyway. [12:02.65]And all the lies have got you floating up above us all [12:05.94]But what goes up has got to fall... [12:08.17]One minute you're on top! [12:09.79]Next, you're not, watch you drop! [12:11.74]Making your heart stop! [12:12.90]Just before you hit the floor! [12:14.07]One minute you're on top, [12:16.05]Next, you're not, missed a shot! [12:17.67]Making your heart stop! [12:19.06]You think you've won, and then it's all gone! [12:23.60]And then it's all gone! [12:26.36]And then it's all gone!! [12:29.99]And then it's all gone!! [12:33.23]Now it's all gone! [12:36.00] [12:41.40]06《Easier To Run》 [12:56.29] [13:03.57]It's easier to run [13:07.21]Replacing this pain with something more [13:11.84]It's so much easier to go [13:16.02]Then face all this pain here all alone [13:22.20] [13:27.03]Something has been taken from deep inside of me [13:31.32]The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see [13:35.89]Wounds so deep they never show they never go away [13:40.22]Like moving pictures in my head [13:42.83]For years and years they've played [13:44.99]If I could change I would [13:46.00]Take back the pain I would [13:47.04]Retrace every wrong move that I made I would [13:49.07]If I could stand up and take the blame I would [13:51.76]If I could take all the shame to the grave I would [13:54.18]If I could change I would [13:55.07]Take back the pain I would [13:56.25]Retrace every wrong move that I made I would [13:58.57]If I could stand up and take the blame I would [14:01.05]I would take all my shame to the grave... [14:03.11]It's easier to run [14:06.81]Replacing this pain with something more [14:11.06]It's so much easier to go [14:16.00]Then face all this pain here all alone [14:21.56]Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past [14:26.69]Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have [14:30.60]Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back [14:35.21]And never moving forward so there'd never be a path [14:40.04]If I could change I would [14:41.03]Take back the pain I would [14:42.23]Retrace every wrong move that I made I would [14:44.38]If I could stand up and take the blame I would [14:46.60]If I could take all the shame to the grave I would [14:49.00]If I could change I would [14:50.17]Take back the pain I would [14:51.18]Retrace every wrong move that I made I would [14:53.49]If I could stand up and take the blame I would [14:55.75]I would take all my shame to the grave... [14:58.05]Just watching in the sun [15:01.30]All of the helplessness inside [15:06.08]Pretending I don't feel disgraced [15:10.06]It's so much simpler than change [15:16.28]It's easier to run [15:20.08]Replacing this pain with something more [15:24.54]It's so much easier to go [15:28.88]Then face all this pain here all alone [15:34.63]It's easier to run [15:39.26]If I could change I would [15:40.36]Take back the pain I would [15:41.48]Retrace every wrong move that I made... [15:43.34]It's easier to go [15:48.02]If I could change I would [15:49.46]Take back the pain I would [15:50.48]Retrace every wrong move that I made I would [15:52.58]If I could stand up and take the blame I would [15:55.28]I would take all my shame...to the grave [15:58.82] [16:03.21]07-Faint [16:08.45] [16:33.26]I am a little bit of loneliness [16:35.42]A little bit of disregard [16:36.79]Handful of complaints [16:37.75]But I can't help the fact [16:38.87]That everyone can see these scars [16:40.50]I am what I want you to want [16:42.42]What I want you to feel [16:43.76]But its like no matter what I do [16:45.13]I can't convince you [16:46.09]To just believe this is real [16:47.39]So I let go of watching you [16:49.56]Turn your back like you always do [16:51.37]Face away and pretend that I'm not [16:53.15]But I'll be here cause you're all that I got [16:55.08]I can't feel the way I did before [16:58.63]Don't turn your back on me [17:00.35]I won't be ignored [17:02.07]Time won't heal this damage anymore [17:05.75]Don't turn your back on me [17:07.35]I won't be ignored [17:10.53]I am a little bit insecure [17:12.45]A little unconfident [17:13.98]Cause you don't understand [17:15.16]I do what I can [17:16.28]But sometimes I don't make sense [17:17.48]I am what you never wanna say [17:19.76]But I've never had a doubt [17:21.31]It's like no matter what I do [17:22.54]I can't convince you [17:23.21]For once just to hear me out [17:24.63]So I let go of watching you [17:26.82]Turn your back like you always do [17:28.74]Face away and pretend that I'm not [17:30.25]But I'll be here cause you're all that I got [17:34.24]I can't feel the way I did before [17:37.77]Don't turn your back on me [17:39.45]I won't be ignored [17:41.23]Time won't heal this damage anymore [17:44.84]Don't turn your back on me [17:46.66]I won't be ignored [17:50.04]Now! [17:51.89]Hear me out now [17:53.82]You're gonna listen to me like it or not [17:56.69]Right now! [17:58.91]Hear me out now [18:01.00]You're gonna listen to me like it or not [18:03.77]Right now! [18:04.52]I can't feel the way I did before [18:08.07]Don't turn your back on me [18:09.51]I won't be ignored!!! [18:13.44]I can't feel the way I did before [18:16.87]Don't turn your back on me [18:18.40]I won't be ignored [18:20.29]Time won't heal this damage anymore [18:24.01]Don't turn your back on me [18:25.61]I won't be ignored [18:27.47]I can't feel [18:31.23]Don't turn your back on me [18:32.60]I won't be ignored [18:34.55]Time won't heal [18:39.80]Don't turn your back on me [18:41.77]I won't be ignored
