What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid I'm out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try I can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside
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[00:10.24]What do I do to ignore them behind me? [00:12.32]Do I follow my instincts blindly? [00:14.76]Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams [00:17.18]And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? [00:19.38]Do I sit here and try to stand it? [00:21.55]Or do I try to catch them red-handed? [00:23.72]Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness [00:26.24]Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? [00:28.70]Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin [00:30.92]I make the right moves but I'm lost within [00:33.29]I put on my daily facade but then [00:35.54]I just end up getting hurt again [01:25.06][00:37.83]By myself (myself) [01:27.01][00:39.81]I ask why, but in my mind I find [01:29.25][00:42.05]I can't rely on myself (myself) [01:31.70][00:44.50]I ask why, but in my mind I find [01:33.87][00:46.67]I can't rely on myself [02:49.68][02:31.23][01:35.65][00:48.28]I can't hold on [02:51.63][02:33.08][01:37.70][00:50.43]To what I want when I'm stretched so thin [02:54.42][02:35.81][01:40.24][00:52.72]It's all too much to take in [02:58.98][02:40.41][01:44.83][00:57.31]I can't hold on [03:01.21][02:42.33][01:46.71][00:59.51]To anything watching everything spin [03:03.59][02:45.14][01:49.52][01:02.05]With thoughts of failure sinking in [01:07.08]If I Turn my back I'm defenseless [01:09.30]And to go blindly seems senseless [01:11.47]If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll [01:14.42]Take from me till everything is gone [01:16.23]If I let them go I'll be outdone [01:18.40]But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun [01:20.72]If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer [01:22.84]Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer [01:54.32]How do you think I've lost so much [01:58.60]I'm so afraid I'm out of touch [02:03.28]How do you expect I will know what to do [02:07.68]When all I know is what you tell me to [02:21.46][02:11.92]Don't you know [02:22.56][02:13.39]I can't tell you how to make it go [02:24.73][02:15.46]No matter what I do how hard I try [02:27.11][02:18.03]I can't seem to convince myself why [02:29.30][02:20.13]I'm stuck on the outside [03:08.09] [03:09.01]****END****