When I pretend, everything is what I want it be, I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see I can't forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but I can't pretend this is they way it will stay, I'm just (Lying to defend the truth) I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so (I'm lying my way from) You (Nah, no turning back now) I wanna be closed inside so let me go Let me take back my life I'd rather be all alone (No turning back now) And anywhere on my own, cause I can't see The very worst part of you IS ME I remember what they taught to me, Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person really is me and I (Trying to defend the truth ) yo, the more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm (Lying my way from) This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me LIKE THIS!
[00:29.20][00:22.92]When I pretend, [00:24.26]everything is what I want it be, [00:26.22]I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see [00:30.12]I can't forget about the criminal I am [00:32.28]Stealing second after second [00:33.74]just cause I know I can, but [00:35.80]I can't pretend [00:36.97]this is they way it will stay, I'm just [00:38.80](Lying to defend the truth) [00:41.97]I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so [00:44.40](I'm lying my way from) [02:27.08][01:35.40][00:47.62]You [02:45.11][02:33.33][02:28.04][01:54.32][01:42.59][01:36.64][01:06.74][00:54.94][00:49.10](Nah, no turning back now) [02:29.27][01:38.37][00:50.64]I wanna be closed inside so let me go [02:35.06][01:44.08][00:56.59]Let me take back my life [02:37.04][01:46.53][00:58.54]I'd rather be all alone [02:39.87][01:49.25][01:01.45](No turning back now) [02:41.12][01:50.45][01:02.50]And anywhere on my own, cause I can't see [02:49.68][02:46.85][01:58.87][01:56.15][01:08.46]The very worst part of you [02:52.58][02:01.77][01:11.05]IS ME [01:13.10]I remember what they taught to me, [01:14.85]Remember condescending talk of who it ought to be [01:17.78]Remember listening to all of that and this again [01:20.67]So I pretended up a person who was fitting in [01:23.76]And now you think this person really is me and I [01:26.50](Trying to defend the truth ) [01:29.76]yo, the more I push I'm pulling away cause I'm [01:32.49](Lying my way from) [02:20.82][02:14.62][02:08.92][02:03.05]This isn't what I wanted to be, [02:22.74][02:16.71][02:10.72][02:04.81]I never thought what I said [02:24.15][02:18.19][02:12.19][02:06.18]would have you running from me [02:25.70][02:19.69][02:13.74][02:07.87]LIKE THIS!