I've got so much, hold on Woah hallelujah I need you live here Too too scared to die I want what I want how I want when I want it I'ma keep it a hunnid I'm blunted I don't give a damn I don't give a **** about another man **** a brother man I'ma make it make it rain like no other man Old girl shoulda shoulda got a better man Ass fat looking good in my letterman In the hood I'm a better man Wish a ********** would would Whole life I been up to no good Change it all if I could Rearrange my heart to beat good but I can't I'm a sinner not a saint Layers to my life no I can't Cover it up with paint Keep on living living Living on money and women As soon as I'm in em I'm out Now the truth never come out my mouth Speak life when I come in her mouth like I'm a dirty ********** a waste of life A waste of skin Wanna repent don't know where to begin Next of kin don't give a damn bout me I know God don't give a damn bout me People try but don't know bout me But the devil said that he want my soul But the devil said that he want my soul Give it to me right now Give it to me right now Give it to me right now Give it to me right now Somebody save me I need you to save me To wash away my sins on high I'd rather be a different man in another world Than work for the man in my universe Wonder what it feel like to take flight Momma told me everything gon' be alright I mean my life can't be off right But come to think about it Everybody runnin' the world seem to be all white Can you *********** see alright I mean I need it I want it I gotta have it Every day tragic If you're from where I'm from everyday ain't magic On this I know I been telling everybody I'ma give it a go I know I been there before feel it in my soul oh I know Love it or hate it I made it I did it I lived it While the whole world looking at the boy like whoa Baptized in a ocean of hennessey Really wonder what the remedy Tell me how the world gon' remember me Got me feelin like the enemy Like I ain't got no energy I been looking for an entity Feelin' like I need to chill like I need a new amenity **** all that I'm a dirty ********** a waste of life A waste of skin Wanna repent don't know where to begin Next of kin don't give a damn bout me I know God don't give a damn bout me People try but don't know bout me But the devil said that he want my soul But the devil said that he want my soul Give it to me right now Give it to me right now Give it to me right now Give it to me right now Somebody save me I need you to save me To wash away my sins on high I know my life was lived the wrong way I know I did you wrong in my own way But it was the flashing lights that mesmerized That hypnotized the only Part of me you loved Part of me that had the strength To rise above part of me you know Part of me you love more than to let it go Dear God, I just wanna know why Why do you put us here Why do you put us below Why do you put us subservient Why do you put us below these evil ************* And then we crawl and we scratch our way out We betray each other We lie, we take from one another And we told you gon' forgive us at the end But the state don't forgive us I'm locked up and half my friends And then when I get out, or I make it out I'm expected to somehow give back To people who never wanted to see me escape I'm startin' to hate the man in the mirror And it's gettin' clearer That society was designed to keep me on the bottom So, if you real, if you're out there for real Please explain to me why Why do we suffer Why do we die And why do the people Who go against everything You ever said always get ahead I've done so much wrong I don't know if I can ever be right But tonight, I am in this church Asking you to show yourself To reveal yourself to me Because I'm tired And I don't know what else to do So black I'm blue, so brown I'm down I done been everywhere but up And when I finally get up I am ravaged with guilt and pain and shame And all I wanna do is believe in you The darker you are, the closer you are to dirt And they make sure it hurts And I am tired of hurtin', man I'm tired of bein' looked at Second guessed, doubted, feared So if you out there, do something about this 'Cause I can't take it no more Help me
[00:00.00]I've got so much, hold on [00:08.04]Woah hallelujah [00:11.86]I need you live here [00:13.31]Too too scared to die [00:31.00]I want what I want how I want when I want it [00:33.11]I'ma keep it a hunnid I'm blunted [00:34.33]I don't give a damn [00:34.77]I don't give a **** about another man [00:36.28]**** a brother man [00:37.25]I'ma make it make it rain like no other man [00:39.21]Old girl shoulda shoulda got a better man [00:41.04]Ass fat looking good in my letterman [00:43.10]In the hood I'm a better man [00:44.68]Wish a ********** would would [00:46.11]Whole life I been up to no good [00:48.25]Change it all if I could [00:49.35]Rearrange my heart to beat good but I can't [00:51.04]I'm a sinner not a saint [00:52.06]Layers to my life no I can't [00:53.47]Cover it up with paint [00:54.68]Keep on living living [00:56.70]Living on money and women [00:57.70]As soon as I'm in em I'm out [00:59.14]Now the truth never come out my mouth [01:00.19]Speak life when I come in her mouth like [01:01.75]I'm a dirty ********** a waste of life [01:03.67]A waste of skin [01:04.62]Wanna repent don't know where to begin [01:06.20]Next of kin don't give a damn bout me [01:08.14]I know God don't give a damn bout me [01:10.05]People try but don't know bout me [01:12.17]But the devil said that he want my soul [01:15.94]But the devil said that he want my soul [01:21.14]Give it to me right now [01:24.73]Give it to me right now [01:28.84]Give it to me right now [01:32.73]Give it to me right now [01:33.76]Somebody save me [01:40.04]I need you to save me [01:44.48]To wash away my sins on high [01:48.69]I'd rather be a different man in another world [01:51.44]Than work for the man in my universe [01:53.12]Wonder what it feel like to take flight [01:56.73]Momma told me everything gon' be alright [01:58.10]I mean my life can't be off right [01:59.68]But come to think about it [02:00.60]Everybody runnin' the world seem to be all white [02:02.86]Can you *********** see alright [02:03.83]I mean I need it I want it I gotta have it [02:06.55]Every day tragic [02:07.71]If you're from where I'm from everyday ain't magic [02:10.34]On this I know [02:11.95]I been telling everybody I'ma give it a go I know [02:14.18]I been there before feel it in my soul oh I know [02:16.68]Love it or hate it I made it [02:18.08]I did it I lived it [02:18.91]While the whole world looking at the boy like whoa [02:21.02]Baptized in a ocean of hennessey [02:23.39]Really wonder what the remedy [02:25.09]Tell me how the world gon' remember me [02:26.80]Got me feelin like the enemy [02:29.04]Like I ain't got no energy [02:31.13]I been looking for an entity [02:32.79]Feelin' like I need to chill like I need a new amenity [02:35.11]**** all that [02:36.20]I'm a dirty ********** a waste of life [02:37.26]A waste of skin [02:38.53]Wanna repent don't know where to begin [02:39.38]Next of kin don't give a damn bout me [02:42.05]I know God don't give a damn bout me [02:43.96]People try but don't know bout me [02:45.80]But the devil said that he want my soul [02:49.34]But the devil said that he want my soul [02:54.76]Give it to me right now [02:57.94]Give it to me right now [03:02.52]Give it to me right now [03:06.34]Give it to me right now [03:07.80]Somebody save me [03:14.29]I need you to save me [03:18.35]To wash away my sins on high [03:22.48]I know my life was lived the wrong way [03:25.92]I know I did you wrong in my own way [03:29.60]But it was the flashing lights that mesmerized [03:34.00]That hypnotized the only [03:37.68]Part of me you loved [03:41.65]Part of me that had the strength [03:43.48]To rise above part of me you know [03:49.20]Part of me you love more than to let it go [03:56.51]Dear God, I just wanna know why [03:58.27]Why do you put us here [04:00.16]Why do you put us below [04:01.54]Why do you put us subservient [04:03.47]Why do you put us below these evil ************* [04:06.62]And then we crawl and we scratch our way out [04:09.99]We betray each other [04:11.40]We lie, we take from one another [04:13.46]And we told you gon' forgive us at the end [04:16.34]But the state don't forgive us [04:18.64]I'm locked up and half my friends [04:20.61]And then when I get out, or I make it out [04:22.93]I'm expected to somehow give back [04:25.43]To people who never wanted to see me escape [04:27.64]I'm startin' to hate the man in the mirror [04:30.23]And it's gettin' clearer [04:31.53]That society was designed to keep me on the bottom [04:35.10]So, if you real, if you're out there for real [04:38.58]Please explain to me why [04:40.69]Why do we suffer [04:42.20]Why do we die [04:43.43]And why do the people [04:44.97]Who go against everything [04:46.46]You ever said always get ahead [04:48.93]I've done so much wrong [04:52.36]I don't know if I can ever be right [04:54.51]But tonight, I am in this church [04:56.71]Asking you to show yourself [04:59.34]To reveal yourself to me [05:01.28]Because I'm tired [05:04.09]And I don't know what else to do [05:05.78]So black I'm blue, so brown I'm down [05:11.43]I done been everywhere but up [05:13.85]And when I finally get up [05:15.61]I am ravaged with guilt and pain and shame [05:18.77]And all I wanna do is believe in you [05:22.09]The darker you are, the closer you are to dirt [05:25.10]And they make sure it hurts [05:26.83]And I am tired of hurtin', man [05:28.61]I'm tired of bein' looked at [05:31.51]Second guessed, doubted, feared [05:33.46]So if you out there, do something about this [05:36.62]'Cause I can't take it no more [05:41.39]Help me
