I've been searching for some questions found in questions I don't know to ask All bottled up inside my head and never making any sense but now I understand You see my thought process is burried deep beneath a life of self-abuse There's too much damage to rebuild and what's left remains a shield to tame future use And as the wagon rolls away I still march on... My life is all a waiting game Long waits to feel straight but it never stays So doctor fill my forged prescription cause I'm addicted to addictions and blame The past's still presently my home, which keeps recovery on hold I'll escape this stranglehold somehow Look into my eyes, past the lines, and you'll see how desperate I am to see clear I've tried I swear I've tried, to hide, but when I stand to run I get headstrung and fall Yeah I stand to fall There's one more thing that I'd like to make clear My words are nothing more than days That I have lived and struggled through Only to learn, that things will never change...
I've been searching for some questions found in questions I don't know to ask All bottled up inside my head and never making any sense but now I understand You see my thought process is burried deep beneath a life of self-abuse There's too much damage to rebuild and what's left remains a shield to tame future use And as the wagon rolls away I still march on... My life is all a waiting game Long waits to feel straight but it never stays So doctor fill my forged prescription cause I'm addicted to addictions and blame The past's still presently my home, which keeps recovery on hold I'll escape this stranglehold somehow Look into my eyes, past the lines, and you'll see how desperate I am to see clear I've tried I swear I've tried, to hide, but when I stand to run I get headstrung and fall Yeah I stand to fall There's one more thing that I'd like to make clear My words are nothing more than days That I have lived and struggled through Only to learn, that things will never change...
