作词 : No I.D./Shawn Carter/Kanan Keeney 作曲 : No I.D./Shawn Carter/Kanan Keeney Do I find it so hard When I know in my heart I'm letting you down every day Letting you down every day Why do I keep on running away Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, no, defend Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah Look, I apologize, often womanize Took for my child to be born See through a woman's eyes Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles Took me too long for this song I don't deserve you I harass you out in Paris "Please come back to Rome," you make it home We talked for hours when you were on tour Please pick up the phone, pick up the phone Said, "Don't embarrass me," instead of "Be mine" That was my proposal for us to go steady That was your 21st birthday You mature faster than me, I wasn't ready So I apologize I seen the innocence leave your eyes I still mourn this death and I apologize for all the stillborns 'Cause I wasn't present Your body wouldn't accept it I apologize to all the women whom I Toyed with your emotions 'cause I was emotionless And I apologize 'cause at your best you are love And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about Your eyes leave with the soul That your body once housed And you stare blankly into space Thinkin' of all the time You wasted it on all this basic **** So I apologize (Oh, no, defend) Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, no, defend I'm never gonna treat you I'm never gonna treat you like I should Oh ooh, ooh ooh, ooh I apologize Our love was one for the ages and I contained us And all this ratchet **** and we more expansive Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions Or sleep with our back turned We supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops And then meet in a space where the dark stop And let love light the way Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face I never wanted another woman to know Something about me that you didn't know I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold I suck at love, I think I need a do-over I will be emotionally available If I invited you over I stew over, what if you over my **** Oh, no, defend I'm never gonna treat you I'm never gonna treat you like I should And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do If they ain't look at me the same I would probably die with all the shame "You did what with who?" What good is a ménage à trois When you have a soulmate? "You risked that for Blue?" If I wasn't a superhero in your face My heart breaks for the day I have to explain my mistakes And the mask goes away, and Santa Claus is fake And you go online and see For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay Oh, no, defend Da da na, good, I good, I good I'm never gonna treat you like I should, ooh
[00:00.000] 作词 : No I.D./Shawn Carter/Kanan Keeney [00:00.000] 作曲 : No I.D./Shawn Carter/Kanan Keeney [00:00.00]Do I find it so hard [00:04.45]When I know in my heart [00:08.82]I'm letting you down every day [00:13.96]Letting you down every day [00:19.96]Why do I keep on running away [00:27.30]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [00:40.56]Oh, no, defend [00:43.76]Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah [00:55.17]Look, I apologize, often womanize [00:59.15]Took for my child to be born [01:00.45]See through a woman's eyes [01:01.84]Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles [01:04.50]Took me too long for this song [01:05.92]I don't deserve you [01:07.78]I harass you out in Paris [01:10.03]"Please come back to Rome," you make it home [01:12.38]We talked for hours when you were on tour [01:15.44]Please pick up the phone, pick up the phone [01:18.38]Said, "Don't embarrass me," instead of "Be mine" [01:21.15]That was my proposal for us to go steady [01:23.43]That was your 21st birthday [01:26.04]You mature faster than me, I wasn't ready [01:28.72]So I apologize [01:30.33]I seen the innocence leave your eyes [01:32.24]I still mourn this death and [01:33.94]I apologize for all the stillborns [01:36.67]'Cause I wasn't present [01:37.83]Your body wouldn't accept it [01:39.26]I apologize to all the women whom I [01:42.09]Toyed with your emotions 'cause I was emotionless [01:44.24]And I apologize 'cause at your best you are love [01:49.14]And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about [01:52.47]Your eyes leave with the soul [01:53.79]That your body once housed [01:55.36]And you stare blankly into space [01:57.06]Thinkin' of all the time [01:58.23]You wasted it on all this basic **** [02:00.43]So I apologize (Oh, no, defend) [02:04.09]Yeah, yeah, fine, yeah, yeah, yeah [02:17.18]Oh, no, defend [02:19.91]I'm never gonna treat you [02:22.65]I'm never gonna treat you like I should [02:27.99]Oh ooh, ooh ooh, ooh [02:35.73]I apologize [02:37.37]Our love was one for the ages and I contained us [02:41.24]And all this ratchet **** and we more expansive [02:43.52]Not meant to cry and die alone in these mansions [02:46.23]Or sleep with our back turned [02:48.32]We supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn [02:51.24]We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops [02:53.89]And then meet in a space where the dark stop [02:56.57]And let love light the way [02:59.16]Like the men before me [03:00.18]I cut off my nose to spite my face [03:02.11]I never wanted another woman to know [03:03.69]Something about me that you didn't know [03:05.63]I promised, I cried, I couldn't hold [03:07.71]I suck at love, I think I need a do-over [03:10.45]I will be emotionally available [03:11.94]If I invited you over [03:13.89]I stew over, what if you over my **** [03:21.36]Oh, no, defend [03:24.37]I'm never gonna treat you [03:26.70]I'm never gonna treat you like I should [03:35.02]And if my children knew [03:38.15]I don't even know what I would do [03:40.36]If they ain't look at me the same [03:43.36]I would probably die with all the shame [03:45.64]"You did what with who?" [03:47.44]What good is a ménage à trois [03:49.14]When you have a soulmate? [03:50.81]"You risked that for Blue?" [03:53.59]If I wasn't a superhero in your face [03:56.43]My heart breaks for the day [03:57.77]I have to explain my mistakes [03:59.90]And the mask goes away, and Santa Claus is fake [04:05.25]And you go online and see [04:07.13]For Blue's tooth, the tooth fairy didn't pay [04:09.85]Oh, no, defend [04:13.03]Da da na, good, I good, I good [04:27.93]I'm never gonna treat you like I should, ooh
