Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie Lordie, give me something for my soul See I don't wanna think of suicide So please don't take the lock key off my door See I been tired of ******g all these girls And I been tired of spending all my dough And if I give my story to the world I wonder if they'd book me for a show See you can't handle pressure on your own So why you carry boulders by yourself The story stole, they tell it till it wrong And glorify the horror and the wealth And mama call me tell me coming home And I just need some guidance in my steps I know i'm not the only one alone I know i'm not the only one who felt Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25 They be calling doctors for my health And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs Because I been having problems with myself And I been asking questions, where the love? And they don't give me answers just a check And they don't know my issues as a child Because I was busy cutting on myself And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong Until you got a rope up on your neck And I been losing more than just my mind Gathering whats left of self-respect And daddy why you call me while you drunk? And why you never love me when I need it And I don't wanna be like you no more And I been tryna cope I'm getting ****ed Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Yeah, ay I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet You would assume by following the tunes That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum These ******* ain't ***t and ***** is my greatest vice I love smoking ****, I hate advice I know some *****s that talk good The wise men from a long line of ***** made and bridesmen You never had nothing but ******g dreams You just caught up in the hype The fa***on and so it seems, the limelight I know that I rhyme tight No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints These people think I really give a **** about the ***t they give a **** about Just need a moment of silence, just close your ******g mouth Infatuated with violence, gun in my ******g mouth So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout Like you got punchlines for days So generic your flow You're too cold, you're aged And you got punch lines for days So generic your flow You're too cold, you're aged
And they souls was never in it, like yeah
They souls was never in it like
[00:20.76]Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie [00:25.98]Lordie, give me something for my soul [00:28.68]See I don't wanna think of suicide [00:31.61]So please don't take the lock key off my door [00:34.64]See I been tired of ******g all these girls [00:37.83]And I been tired of spending all my dough [00:40.69]And if I give my story to the world [00:43.67]I wonder if they'd book me for a show [00:46.55]See you can't handle pressure on your own [00:49.45]So why you carry boulders by yourself [00:52.87]The story stole, they tell it till it wrong [00:55.73]And glorify the horror and the wealth [00:58.81]And mama call me tell me coming home [01:01.51]And I just need some guidance in my steps [01:04.72]I know i'm not the only one alone [01:07.67]I know i'm not the only one who felt [01:11.19]Heavenly father why are you so far away [01:16.88]Heavenly father why are you so far away [01:22.78]Heavenly father why are you so far away [01:28.52]Heavenly father why are you so far away [01:34.03]Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25 [01:37.38]They be calling doctors for my health [01:40.32]And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs [01:43.13]Because I been having problems with myself [01:46.09]And I been asking questions, where the love? [01:49.17]And they don't give me answers just a check [01:51.95]And they don't know my issues as a child [01:54.97]Because I was busy cutting on myself [01:58.07]And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong [02:01.20]Until you got a rope up on your neck [02:03.83]And I been losing more than just my mind [02:06.52]Gathering whats left of self-respect [02:09.85]And daddy why you call me while you drunk? [02:12.66]And why you never love me when I need it [02:15.75]And I don't wanna be like you no more [02:18.63]And I been tryna cope I'm getting ****ed [02:21.68]Heavenly father why are you so far away [02:27.94]Heavenly father why are you so far away [02:33.90]Heavenly father why are you so far away [02:39.83]Heavenly father why are you so far away [02:44.37]Yeah, ay [02:45.89]I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something [02:48.98]I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet [02:52.03]You would assume by following the tunes [02:54.66]That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum [02:57.45]These ******* ain't ***t and ***** is my greatest vice [03:00.44]I love smoking ****, I hate advice [03:03.68]I know some *****s that talk good [03:06.08]The wise men from a long line of ***** made and bridesmen [03:09.58]You never had nothing but ******g dreams [03:12.37]You just caught up in the hype [03:13.74]The fa***on and so it seems, the limelight [03:15.31]I know that I rhyme tight [03:17.52]No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints [03:20.56]These people think I really give a **** about the ***t they give a **** about [03:24.20]Just need a moment of silence, just close your ******g mouth [03:27.56]Infatuated with violence, gun in my ******g mouth [03:30.47]So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout [03:33.44]Like you got punchlines for days [03:35.86]So generic your flow [03:37.35]You're too cold, you're aged [03:38.88]And you got punch lines for days [03:41.79]So generic your flow [03:43.26]You're too cold, you're aged [03:45.41] [03:48.51]And they souls was never in it, like yeah [03:51.28] [03:55.14]They souls was never in it like
