[Verse 1: Hopsin] I done lost myself again I done lost myself in sin I've been burned by selfish men I've been died but held it in I do not want hell to win Life's cold, I done felt the wind Could it be any clearer? When I look in the mirror I just see a jackass with a tail to pin Me and my family ain't close So I got some fame and went ghost I am not paintin' a hoax You can hear the pain in my flows They say that life has it's ups and downs But why do I stay in the lows? I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin I am ashamed of them both You see, all that I have is my money I had no idea that this was coming I fell into the stereotype of a rapper I'm how they package a dummy This is my reality I embrace I look back and I can see my mistakes I just wish that I could rewind the days I honestly don't want to be out of place I guess we gotta face All these issues like this as a human sometimes Yes, I am losin' my mind If you ever come to that conclusion, it's fine Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs I made my bed, I'ma lay in it The thought is as soothin' as wine Now all need is a suit and a tie, I tried
[Chorus: Michael Speaks] In my lowest times I have failed to see Sunny days are waiting I'm in need of some company God, please help this pain 'Cause I don't wanna ever see This lonely road again (This lonely road again)
[Verse 2: Hopsin] Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate But in my heart I know I never asked for this See, this life I'm in, it seem miraculous Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it? It's been years and I still can't adapt to it I cannot predict what my next chapter is There's a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and I feel like I lay flat in the back of it There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky Bring me back like you did Lazarus I can hear the devil whispering, "Come play!" Injecting me softly with numb pain My fingers are covered in blood stains It's torturing I see in my son's aid But one day, that will all change When the fog strays, it's a lost page That had blown away into the hallways In the land where the wild dogs play When you're confined into a small space You will know that that's enough to cause rage I'ma kick until the ******' walls break I don't know what made me walk straight Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick I've been told this isn't permanent Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes I do not know why I didn't learn from his Can you direct me to where the furnace is? I need to do away with pain that's lurkin' and Maybe figure out what my new purpose is All these bad vibes are so discouragin'
[Chorus: Michael Speaks] In my lowest times I have failed to see Sunny days are waiting I'm in need of some company God, please help this pain 'Cause I don't wanna ever see This lonely road again (This lonely road again) In my lowest times I have failed to see Sunny days are waiting I'm in need of some company God, please help this pain 'Cause I don't wanna ever see This lonely road again (This lonely road again)
[00:00.445][Verse 1: Hopsin] [00:01.885]I done lost myself again [00:03.834]I done lost myself in sin [00:06.090]I've been burned by selfish men [00:08.049]I've been died but held it in [00:10.170]I do not want hell to win [00:12.282]Life's cold, I done felt the wind [00:13.994]Could it be any clearer? [00:15.137]When I look in the mirror [00:16.177]I just see a jackass with a tail to pin [00:18.572]Me and my family ain't close [00:20.433]So I got some fame and went ghost [00:22.659]I am not paintin' a hoax [00:24.761]You can hear the pain in my flows [00:27.082]They say that life has it's ups and downs [00:28.914]But why do I stay in the lows? [00:31.273]I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin [00:33.429]I am ashamed of them both [00:35.256]You see, all that I have is my money [00:37.325]I had no idea that this was coming [00:39.445]I fell into the stereotype of a rapper [00:41.775]I'm how they package a dummy [00:43.472]This is my reality I embrace [00:45.350]I look back and I can see my mistakes [00:47.456]I just wish that I could rewind the days [00:49.639]I honestly don't want to be out of place [00:51.621]I guess we gotta face [00:52.605]All these issues like this as a human sometimes [00:55.669]Yes, I am losin' my mind [00:57.141]If you ever come to that conclusion, it's fine [00:59.078]Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs [01:01.262]I made my bed, I'ma lay in it [01:03.985]The thought is as soothin' as wine [01:06.241]Now all need is a suit and a tie, I tried [01:09.154] [01:10.314][Chorus: Michael Speaks] [01:10.954]In my lowest times [01:15.674]I have failed to see [01:19.632]Sunny days are waiting [01:23.449]I'm in need of some company [01:26.818]God, please help this pain [01:33.996]'Cause I don't wanna ever see [01:38.197]This lonely road again [01:41.062](This lonely road again) [01:43.438] [01:44.349][Verse 2: Hopsin] [01:44.742]Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness [01:47.654]I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate [01:49.709]But in my heart I know I never asked for this [01:51.709]See, this life I'm in, it seem miraculous [01:53.949]Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it? [01:56.167]It's been years and I still can't adapt to it [01:58.397]I cannot predict what my next chapter is [02:00.222]There's a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and [02:02.622]I feel like I lay flat in the back of it [02:04.665]There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky [02:06.633]Bring me back like you did Lazarus [02:08.881]I can hear the devil whispering, "Come play!" [02:11.177]Injecting me softly with numb pain [02:13.204]My fingers are covered in blood stains [02:15.107]It's torturing I see in my son's aid [02:17.514]But one day, that will all change [02:19.569]When the fog strays, it's a lost page [02:21.659]That had blown away into the hallways [02:23.740]In the land where the wild dogs play [02:26.077]When you're confined into a small space [02:28.065]You will know that that's enough to cause rage [02:30.113]I'ma kick until the ******' walls break [02:32.597]I don't know what made me walk straight [02:34.373]Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick [02:36.173]I've been told this isn't permanent [02:38.381]Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes [02:40.743]I do not know why I didn't learn from his [02:42.870]Can you direct me to where the furnace is? [02:44.742]I need to do away with pain that's lurkin' and [02:47.071]Maybe figure out what my new purpose is [02:49.207]All these bad vibes are so discouragin' [02:51.285] [02:51.901][Chorus: Michael Speaks] [02:52.237]In my lowest times [02:57.342]I have failed to see [03:01.594]Sunny days are waiting [03:05.354]I'm in need of some company [03:08.689]God, please help this pain [03:15.402]'Cause I don't wanna ever see [03:19.906]This lonely road again [03:22.409](This lonely road again) [03:27.185]In my lowest times [03:31.235]I have failed to see [03:35.094]Sunny days are waiting [03:39.006]I'm in need of some company [03:42.303]God, please help this pain [03:49.390]'Cause I don't wanna ever see [03:53.605]This lonely road again [03:56.213](This lonely road again) [03:59.597]
