I see God when I look at you Pink and green and a thousand blues Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah Spirit wrapped in the human form I believe we were meant for more Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah And the spirit In the blue light In the white light In the halo In the moonlight In the sunlight And it feels like A volcano It's drippin' off my cheeks and I love it I can see who I'm now becomin' I spent three decades runnin' Tryin' to shine, now I just chill and let the sun in The Holy Spirit in the human form You're just hidin' underneath the uniform I fell pretty far but made it through the storm Now I got fame and peace I'm a unicorn I could feel my dad watchin' me My life story is like prophecy I just fear mediocrity So much light inside Gotta get it out of me And the journey's been intense Sit back and light some incense We don't know where we're goin' But I do know my past led me to this moment and I see God when I look at you Pink and green and a thousand blues Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah Spirit wrapped in the human form I believe that we met before Oh yeah, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah And the spirit In the blue light In the white light In the halo In the moonlight In the sunlight And it feels like A volcano The exciting thing is it's only the beginning Second inning The underpinnings of sadness have alchemized and crystallized in the service I still feel that horrible, existential, deep, ****ing pain, deep sadness I just don't try to numb it anymore I don't try to cover it up with drugs or food or sex or fame anymore I sit right there in the ****in' thick of it And it's the courage to feel this This sadness It's that courage that makes me who I am It's what allowed me to write this It's what makes me a deeper, more real man It's what allows me to connect with you right now And all I really want to say to you is I love you And by you, I don't mean some person from my past or my future, I mean you You I know we haven't met But in some ways, we know each other very, very well Because you know that horrible, existential, deep pain just as well as I do And I just want to remind you what I need to remind myself I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love I see, hear, feel, and know your purpose is to give love You have fallen so many goddamned times But get up Get up Sometimes the thing that hurts the most is just how much love you have inside you You feel like you don't always have a place to put it You don't know what to do with it You think the people around you won't appreciate it So you pretend like you don't have the love and it gets stuck inside you And love is like water When it doesn't flow, it gets rancid and turns to poison It turns to poison It turns to anger, resentment and hate And if you're really honest with yourself, your hate is really just love that you didn't express You got scared You got scared that if you actually gave all the love you had, that you might run out You got scared that maybe your love wouldn't be received and it would go to waste So you throttled down the amount of love you were giving To match the amount of love you thought you were getting But come home, silly You could never run out And your purpose is not to get love Your purpose is to give love I wish you could see yourself right now Struggling and thriving at the same time You beautiful thing I wish you could see how beautiful you are Go shine Being who you are Will bring great peace To many others Go Go
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