词 Lyricist : EMM 曲 Composer : French Original 编曲 Arranger : French Original 混音师 Mixing Engineer : JJ CATALYST 母带 Mastering : JOHN BERLIN OP/SP : 青风音乐Cheerful Music 「未经授权不得翻唱或使用」 I am wide awake Staring at your face and I'm wondering if you're safe I'm wondering if it's fake And my heart is racing Afraid of what you hide Afraid of ways you lie and Afraid of what I'll find Afraid I'll spend my life Crying when I'm smiling Can't tell if I love you or I'm sleeping with the enemy Some days I can't tell my intuition From anxiety I'm too scared to tell you Cause what if you get fed up and leave Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD PTSD PTSD Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD PTSD PTSD Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD I'm good I'm good okay? My armor's suffocating I guess it comes in waves I get used to the ache But it's asphyxiating Can't tell if I love you Or I'm sleeping with the enemy Some days I can't tell my intuition From anxiety I'm too scared to tell you Cause what if you get fed up and leave Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD PTSD PTSD Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD PTSD PTSD Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD I'm just a sad girl Stacking up my money I'm doing big things cause My mama didn't want me I try to be a sain So I'm worthy of affection But I'm still afraid Cause love is a murder weapon Some days I get so damn lonely Cause everybody's fake I trust the only one who knows me Cause no one else feels safe PTSD PTSD Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD PTSD PTSD Some days I can't tell my paranoia From PTSD I'm just a sad girl Stacking up my money I'm doing big things cause My mama didn't want me I try to be a saint So I'm worthy of affection But I'm still afraid Cause love is a murder weapon
[00:00.00] 词 Lyricist : EMM [00:01.00] 曲 Composer : French Original [00:02.00] 编曲 Arranger : French Original [00:03.00] 混音师 Mixing Engineer : JJ CATALYST [00:04.00] 母带 Mastering : JOHN BERLIN [00:05.00] OP/SP : 青风音乐Cheerful Music [00:06.00] 「未经授权不得翻唱或使用」 [00:08.35]I am wide awake [00:10.90]Staring at your face and [00:13.39]I'm wondering if you're safe [00:14.60]I'm wondering if it's fake [00:15.60]And my heart is racing [00:17.56]Afraid of what you hide [00:19.54]Afraid of ways you lie and [00:21.76]Afraid of what I'll find [00:23.17]Afraid I'll spend my life [00:24.19]Crying when I'm smiling [00:25.37]Can't tell if I love you or [00:27.50]I'm sleeping with the enemy [00:29.58]Some days I can't tell my intuition [00:32.32]From anxiety [00:33.74]I'm too scared to tell you [00:35.51]Cause what if you get fed up and leave [00:37.94]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [00:41.00]From PTSD [00:42.44]PTSD PTSD [00:46.70]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [00:49.38]From PTSD [00:50.96]PTSD PTSD [00:55.26]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [00:58.10]From PTSD [01:00.63]I'm good I'm good okay? [01:02.54]My armor's suffocating [01:04.83]I guess it comes in waves [01:06.00]I get used to the ache [01:06.98]But it's asphyxiating [01:08.32]Can't tell if I love you [01:09.84]Or I'm sleeping with the enemy [01:12.36]Some days I can't tell my intuition [01:15.10]From anxiety [01:16.68]I'm too scared to tell you [01:18.47]Cause what if you get fed up and leave [01:20.93]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [01:23.80]From PTSD [01:25.24]PTSD PTSD [01:29.60]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [01:32.32]From PTSD [01:33.87]PTSD PTSD [01:37.98]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [01:40.88]From PTSD [01:42.72]I'm just a sad girl [01:44.49]Stacking up my money [01:46.58]I'm doing big things cause [01:48.78]My mama didn't want me [01:50.71]I try to be a sain [01:52.56]So I'm worthy of affection [01:55.04]But I'm still afraid [01:56.84]Cause love is a murder weapon [01:59.46]Some days I get so damn lonely [02:03.49]Cause everybody's fake [02:07.87]I trust the only one who knows me [02:11.94]Cause no one else feels safe [02:16.75]PTSD PTSD [02:20.99]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [02:23.77]From PTSD [02:25.32]PTSD PTSD [02:29.62]Some days I can't tell my paranoia [02:32.42]From PTSD [02:33.86]I'm just a sad girl [02:35.86]Stacking up my money [02:37.82]I'm doing big things cause [02:40.12]My mama didn't want me [02:42.18]I try to be a saint [02:44.07]So I'm worthy of affection [02:46.26]But I'm still afraid [02:48.30]Cause love is a murder weapon
