作词 : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith 作曲 : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore I work out hard, seven days a week But I don't feel any differently
I wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this way
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all Trying to be small Oh-oh, ooh
Walk over me and I take it so politely 'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me I used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anything
I wonder if I'll ever change I, I don't wanna be this way
I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all Trying to be
Everything that makes me sad A therapist, a punching bag Wish I could eat and not feel bad Swear I'm gonna scream No one's ever listening And they don't care it's killing me As long as I can ****ing sing Then life is a dream...
But I wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing That'll make it better If I'm not happy and skinny Quiet and pretty Do I even matter? Hate being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all Trying to be small
[00:00.000] 作词 : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith [00:01.000] 作曲 : Thomas Daniel/Jules Brave/Lauren Spencer-Smith [00:08.860] I've been holding my stomach in for so long [00:12.601] Don't even notice I'm doing it anymore [00:16.917] I work out hard, seven days a week [00:21.096] But I don't feel any differently [00:24.722] [00:25.045] I wonder if I'll ever change [00:33.353] I don't think I can live this way [00:40.278] [00:41.409] I wake up hating my body [00:44.679] Scared that there's nothing [00:47.227] That'll make it better [00:49.696] If I'm not happy and skinny [00:53.068] Quiet and pretty [00:55.438] Do I even matter? [00:58.552] Hate being hungry when I go to sleep [01:02.790] Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed [01:06.233] I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all [01:12.714] Trying to be small [01:17.079] Oh-oh, ooh [01:19.577] [01:23.834] Walk over me and I take it so politely [01:27.799] 'Cause I still care what they think and if they like me [01:31.837] I used to smile and show my teeth [01:36.120] Now I don't smile at anything [01:38.827] [01:40.195] I wonder if I'll ever change [01:48.834] I, I don't wanna be this way [01:55.813] [01:56.603] I wake up hating my body [01:59.763] Scared that there's nothing [02:02.379] That'll make it better [02:05.014] If I'm not happy and skinny [02:08.131] Quiet and pretty [02:10.663] Do I even matter? [02:13.623] Hate being hungry when I go to sleep [02:17.819] Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed [02:21.525] I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all [02:27.875] Trying to be [02:29.470] [02:29.990] Everything that makes me sad [02:32.094] A therapist, a punching bag [02:34.151] Wish I could eat and not feel bad [02:36.129] Swear I'm gonna scream [02:38.462] No one's ever listening [02:40.325] And they don't care it's killing me [02:42.350] As long as I can ****ing sing [02:44.560] Then life is a dream... [02:45.820] [02:48.545] But I wake up hating my body [02:51.964] Scared that there's nothing [02:54.485] That'll make it better [02:57.196] If I'm not happy and skinny [03:00.370] Quiet and pretty [03:02.689] Do I even matter? [03:05.905] Hate being hungry when I go to sleep [03:09.930] Biting my tongue so much, it's gonna bleed [03:13.548] I'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at all [03:21.881] I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all [03:29.104] Trying to be small