作曲 : Pending I'm the only girl alive in LA county I'm the only one who sees (Ayy) I wake up every day in some kind of suffering I've never known a day of peace I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh) Do you think they laugh at how I die? Or take a photo of my family in the lobby The ceremony's small inside 'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah) At least at this point in time And if I ever try to leave behind my body At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine It was never mine It was never mine
I'm the only girl alive in New York City I left my wallet on the train Since I no longer even have a driver's license I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey) And I could run away somewhere on the West Coast And finally be a real life girl Go take my organs and they'll hang me from a bedpost Sayin' I was too soft for this world And they'd be right, because quite frankly it'd be like A shooting kill me every day, but it does I don't know what I do to have this thing I'm drenched in And I can't even run from what I know My special talent isn't writing, it's not singing It's feelings everything that everyone alive feels every day Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day
I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open As if it's vulnerable to bleed But I'm not lucky and I know I was not choosen The world keep spinnin' without me I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven And in a way I sort of did This thing I love has grown, demanding and obsessive And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give Than I can give
I'm the only girl alive in LA County I've never known a day of peace I wake up every day, wish that I was different I look around and it's just me It's just me, it's just me
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Pending [00:13.476]I'm the only girl alive in LA county [00:18.578]I'm the only one who sees (Ayy) [00:26.936]I wake up every day in some kind of suffering [00:32.244]I've never known a day of peace [00:38.785]I wonder if I ever left behind my body (Ooh) [00:44.942]Do you think they laugh at how I die? [00:51.330]Or take a photo of my family in the lobby [00:57.925]The ceremony's small inside [01:03.688]'Cause I don't know if I could sell out my own funeral (Ah-ah) [01:10.191]At least at this point in time [01:16.627]And if I ever try to leave behind my body [01:22.376]At least I know it was never mine, it was never mine [01:27.730]It was never mine [01:33.180]It was never mine [01:33.591] [01:40.280]I'm the only girl alive in New York City [01:47.376]I left my wallet on the train [01:54.184]Since I no longer even have a driver's license [02:00.250]I guess that means I have no name (This is Halsey) [02:06.422]And I could run away somewhere on the West Coast [02:12.513]And finally be a real life girl [02:18.681]Go take my organs and they'll hang me from a bedpost [02:24.992]Sayin' I was too soft for this world [02:30.589]And they'd be right, because quite frankly it'd be like [02:34.963]A shooting kill me every day, but it does [02:46.072]I don't know what I do to have this thing I'm drenched in [02:47.731]And I can't even run from what I know [02:56.537]My special talent isn't writing, it's not singing [03:02.504]It's feelings everything that everyone alive feels every day [03:13.398]Feels every day, feels every day, feels every day [03:19.117] [03:36.743]I think I'm special 'cause I cut myself wide open [03:40.211]As if it's vulnerable to bleed [03:46.217]But I'm not lucky and I know I was not choosen [03:52.575]The world keep spinnin' without me [03:58.810]I told my mother I would die by twenty-seven [04:05.156]And in a way I sort of did [04:11.480]This thing I love has grown, demanding and obsessive [04:17.499]And it wants more than I can give, than I can give, than I can give [04:23.457]Than I can give [04:33.652] [04:35.042]I'm the only girl alive in LA County [04:42.156]I've never known a day of peace [04:48.536]I wake up every day, wish that I was different [04:54.918]I look around and it's just me [05:00.294]It's just me, it's just me [05:01.737] [05:07.549]Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah [05:18.708]Ooh, ayy [05:30.364]Wee-ooh, wee-ooh, yeah-yeah