作词 : Anthony Masotti 作曲 : Zac Koval You are not what they say that you are Got it all Shattered by the words you've been ripped apart Looking for a light while you're in the dark Looking for a light while you're in the dark If you don't heal you relive the scars So it's best to take things slow You are not what they say that you are Don't let them bury you or put you in a cage Here i am talking in my head again Sick and tired going through my medicine Wonder if i'll ever be myself again Smile like i'm happy that i never am Put all of my time into this regiment Only thing that matters stay irrelevant It's an elephant in the room And it's time to be honest with myself How come i always internalize Always in the middle it ain't simple life at all But i understand I understand that if i reached out for comfort Would you take my hand Cause i know that no one wants to speak a comfort but we all want it Why have i been feeling this way since i can Throw away the guilt i know what i did I spent half my life just finding my place to live Only to turn around to comfort yeah You are not what they say that you are Shattered and abused you've been ripped apart Looking for a light while you're in the dark If we don't heal you relive the scars Pass the pain along like DNA These days i feel i'm dreaming when i'm awake Why do i always internalize When i know i'm not to blame And you always burning me what you like I get so tired of these games I take so much pride in my accomplishments like what the hell is happening been to me lately i acknowledge that i'm not the same What's a shame who i've come but i've changed I'm the one that i wanna be now oh Why do i always feel compromised Only in my element i feel alive To the ones that say that you should give it time It will not get better unless you really try Yeah it's all the effort you give And whether you whether you whether whether you want it or not Cause if you don't somebody else will yeah Spring into the summer now it's autumn Caught up in my feels but then i dropped them Dropped them Try to enjoy the silence cause it's all on Fertilize my soul without a Paul And i've been going through these thoughts in my head I accept i'm not the person that i thought i was But i will be if try if i try yeah Why do i always internalize Why do i always internalize Looking at life with these bitter eyes It's time to take control
[00:00.00] 作词 : Anthony Masotti [00:01.00] 作曲 : Zac Koval [00:23.13]You are not what they say that you are [00:25.50]Got it all [00:26.03]Shattered by the words you've been ripped apart [00:28.87]Looking for a light while you're in the dark [00:31.83]Looking for a light while you're in the dark [00:34.67]If you don't heal you relive the scars [00:37.21]So it's best to take things slow [00:40.32]You are not what they say that you are [00:43.14]Don't let them bury you or put you in a cage [00:45.80]Here i am talking in my head again [00:48.65]Sick and tired going through my medicine [00:51.42]Wonder if i'll ever be myself again [00:54.24]Smile like i'm happy that i never am [00:57.11]Put all of my time into this regiment [00:59.91]Only thing that matters stay irrelevant [01:02.73]It's an elephant in the room [01:04.61]And it's time to be honest with myself [01:08.45]How come i always internalize [01:14.14]Always in the middle it ain't simple life at all [01:17.67]But i understand [01:19.97]I understand that if i reached out for comfort [01:23.68]Would you take my hand [01:25.90]Cause i know that no one wants to speak a comfort but we all want it [01:33.95]Why have i been feeling this way since i can [01:39.59]Throw away the guilt i know what i did [01:43.98]I spent half my life just finding my place to live [01:49.57]Only to turn around to comfort yeah [01:53.51]You are not what they say that you are [01:56.33]Shattered and abused you've been ripped apart [01:59.28]Looking for a light while you're in the dark [02:02.08]If we don't heal you relive the scars [02:06.68]Pass the pain along like DNA [02:12.40]These days i feel i'm dreaming when i'm awake [02:16.19]Why do i always internalize [02:19.63]When i know i'm not to blame [02:21.91]And you always burning me what you like [02:24.94]I get so tired of these games [02:27.60]I take so much pride in my accomplishments [02:29.40]like what the hell is happening been to me lately i acknowledge that i'm not the same [02:33.40]What's a shame who i've come but i've changed [02:35.49]I'm the one that i wanna be now oh [02:38.91]Why do i always feel compromised [02:41.73]Only in my element i feel alive [02:44.48]To the ones that say that you should give it time [02:47.32]It will not get better unless you really try [02:50.41]Yeah it's all the effort you give [02:52.36]And whether you whether you whether whether you want it or not [02:57.33]Cause if you don't somebody else will yeah [03:01.30]Spring into the summer now it's autumn [03:04.17]Caught up in my feels but then i dropped them [03:06.42]Dropped them [03:07.10]Try to enjoy the silence cause it's all on [03:09.68]Fertilize my soul without a Paul [03:11.49]And i've been going through these thoughts in my head [03:14.23]I accept i'm not the person that i thought i was [03:16.79]But i will be if try if i try yeah [03:24.00]Why do i always internalize [03:28.15]Why do i always internalize [03:35.31]Looking at life with these bitter eyes [03:38.63]It's time to take control