作词 : J Thompson/LexNour/Curtis Martin 作曲 : J Thompson/LexNour/Curtis Martin And i know you think you know me But you don’t know where i’ve been I’m a mess What's happiness when you just fxxk it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself This ain’t a way to be livin', i get it Didn’t know bad it was until you actually said it Breakin' down but tellin' everyone i’m fine I know i promised I would talk before i crossed that line again but didn’t Yeah, i guess that's just the way my head works Open up another couple scars before you mend yours I don't learn from watching others crash, i gotta wreck first 'cause i don't think that love is really love until you get hurt, yeah And i know what you think Said it's hard to love me when i don't love myself and i'm on the brink Of trading in this sobriety for a fxxking drink And i don’t wanna talk about it till we’re bout to sink, yeah Maybe i just need a day off Maybe i’m just more fxxking comfortable in the chaos You say you love me, so you stay on Invested all your time and wonder when it’s gonna pay off, huh? And i know you think you know me But you don’t know where i’ve been I’m a mess, what's happiness When you just f*ck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself So afraid of the failure that now i'm barely livin' Spent a lifetime of working with nothin' left to give it Lookin' back at the things we been through and feel i miss it I been running forever, i don’t know how you didn’t When you’re sitting right next to me, don’t know where i go I’m in my head with these songs and pick apart every note These insecurities killing me but i never show The things i’m thinking are probably worse than you’ll ever know Yeah, we been feeling like we can’t move Same house, same walls, but a different view Spending time avoiding this inconvenient truth I got some problems and i’m sick of trying to blame you 'cause i feel, like i been, on my own, in my head The light goes, and i see you fall when standing beside me And every night i lie awake Tryin' to fight but every day, i'm feeling less, feeling less like me Still waiting for me to open up She ain't cheating, just fantasizing bout who i was Fell in love with this image that i portray, but know it ain't a lie It's who i want to be at the end of the day I know the feelings and the thoughts will keep me down Depression and anxiety, hanging inside the clouds No matter where i go, they keep following me around And you think that one day, i can make it out And i know you think you know me But you don’t know where i’ve been I’m a mess, what's happiness When you just fxxk it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself
[00:00.000] 作词 : J Thompson/LexNour/Curtis Martin [00:00.122] 作曲 : J Thompson/LexNour/Curtis Martin [00:00.245]And i know you think you know me [00:02.861]But you don’t know where i’ve been [00:04.863]I’m a mess [00:06.373]What's happiness when you just fxxk it up again? [00:09.878]I might lose my way [00:12.644]I might not come back [00:15.648]I know you try to stay to help [00:19.409]But go and save yourself [00:21.161]This ain’t a way to be livin', i get it [00:23.412]Didn’t know bad it was until you actually said it [00:26.171]Breakin' down but tellin' everyone i’m fine [00:28.428]I know i promised I would talk before i crossed that line again but didn’t [00:31.194]Yeah, i guess that's just the way my head works [00:33.696]Open up another couple scars before you mend yours [00:36.202]I don't learn from watching others crash, i gotta wreck first [00:38.209]'cause i don't think that love is really love until you get hurt, yeah [00:41.462]And i know what you think [00:43.213]Said it's hard to love me when i don't love myself and i'm on the brink [00:45.972]Of trading in this sobriety for a fxxking drink [00:49.729]And i don’t wanna talk about it till we’re bout to sink, yeah [00:51.480]Maybe i just need a day off [00:53.485]Maybe i’m just more fxxking comfortable in the chaos [00:56.745]You say you love me, so you stay on [00:58.996]Invested all your time and wonder when it’s gonna pay off, huh? [01:01.499]And i know you think you know me [01:03.254]But you don’t know where i’ve been [01:06.012]I’m a mess, what's happiness [01:07.763]When you just f*ck it up again? [01:10.768]I might lose my way [01:13.529]I might not come back [01:16.796]I know you try to stay to help [01:19.812]But go and save yourself [01:22.062]So afraid of the failure that now i'm barely livin' [01:24.316]Spent a lifetime of working with nothin' left to give it [01:26.824]Lookin' back at the things we been through and feel i miss it [01:29.330]I been running forever, i don’t know how you didn’t [01:31.833]When you’re sitting right next to me, don’t know where i go [01:34.339]I’m in my head with these songs and pick apart every note [01:37.097]These insecurities killing me but i never show [01:39.599]The things i’m thinking are probably worse than you’ll ever know [01:42.104]Yeah, we been feeling like we can’t move [01:44.610]Same house, same walls, but a different view [01:47.614]Spending time avoiding this inconvenient truth [01:49.617]I got some problems and i’m sick of trying to blame you [01:57.184]'cause i feel, like i been, on my own, in my head [02:02.196]The light goes, and i see you fall when standing beside me [02:06.659]And every night i lie awake [02:07.484]Tryin' to fight but every day, i'm feeling less, feeling less like me [02:12.244]Still waiting for me to open up [02:14.750]She ain't cheating, just fantasizing bout who i was [02:17.257]Fell in love with this image that i portray, but know it ain't a lie [02:19.509]It's who i want to be at the end of the day [02:23.315]I know the feelings and the thoughts will keep me down [02:24.818]Depression and anxiety, hanging inside the clouds [02:27.076]No matter where i go, they keep following me around [02:29.327]And you think that one day, i can make it out [02:31.831]And i know you think you know me [02:34.339]But you don’t know where i’ve been [02:36.844]I’m a mess, what's happiness [02:39.348]When you just fxxk it up again? [02:41.855]I might lose my way [02:44.360]I might not come back [02:48.112]I know you try to stay to help [02:50.617]But go and save yourself
