I'm an imposter I say that I'm pretty Until I feel it Is it dishonest Faking a feeling I don't believe in
Constantly nauseous I spent every evening Trusted completely Is that what you wanted Me thinking I'm fearless When really I wasn't
I don't want to spend my life In front of a mirror Tearing myself apart So sick of the nights I wasted time falling apart I don't want to be that one Always numb to the feeling Thought I'd be fine by now It's not like I haven't tried Don't mind me I'm just falling apart
Guess I'm an imposter I act like I'm healed But I'm hardly breathing So who makes that call Would someone be honest I thought I was pretty He said that I wasn't
I don't want to spend My life in front of a mirror Tearing myself apart So sick of the nights I wasted time falling apart I don't want to be that one Always numb to the feeling Thought I'd be fine by now It's not like I haven't tried Don't mind me I'm just falling apart
It's not pretty (Would you think I was pretty?) How I see it (I'm an imposter) I'm an imposter (but you don't see) It's speaking volumes now
I don't want to spend my life In front of a mirror Tearing myself apart So sick of the nights I wasted time falling apart I don't want to be that one Always numb to the feeling Thought I'd be fine by now It's not like I haven't tried Don't mind me I'm just falling apart
(Don't feel ready to talk I'm not ready at all I'll just stare at the floor I'll just stare at the walls Don't feel ready to talk And I've said it before I'm not ready at all)
I'm an imposter I say that I'm pretty Until I feel it Is it dishonest Faking a feeling I don't believe in
Constantly nauseous I spent every evening Trusted completely Is that what you wanted Me thinking I'm fearless When really I wasn't
I don't want to spend my life In front of a mirror Tearing myself apart So sick of the nights I wasted time falling apart I don't want to be that one Always numb to the feeling Thought I'd be fine by now It's not like I haven't tried Don't mind me I'm just falling apart
Guess I'm an imposter I act like I'm healed But I'm hardly breathing So who makes that call Would someone be honest I thought I was pretty He said that I wasn't
I don't want to spend My life in front of a mirror Tearing myself apart So sick of the nights I wasted time falling apart I don't want to be that one Always numb to the feeling Thought I'd be fine by now It's not like I haven't tried Don't mind me I'm just falling apart
It's not pretty (Would you think I was pretty?) How I see it (I'm an imposter) I'm an imposter (but you don't see) It's speaking volumes now
I don't want to spend my life In front of a mirror Tearing myself apart So sick of the nights I wasted time falling apart I don't want to be that one Always numb to the feeling Thought I'd be fine by now It's not like I haven't tried Don't mind me I'm just falling apart
(Don't feel ready to talk I'm not ready at all I'll just stare at the floor I'll just stare at the walls Don't feel ready to talk And I've said it before I'm not ready at all)