作词 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura 作曲 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise Cause something deep inside me is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing Every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering Lately thinking feels like cutting Every thought's a razor blade (If only I had someone else to blame) Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself I plea for better days But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...) Wish I could runaway from myself Wish I could runaway from myself Who and how can forgive my sins Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle who never change the will change my mind Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself I plea for better days But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...) Wish I could runaway from myself Wish I could runaway Cause something deep inside me is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing Every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering Lately thinking feels like cutting Every thought's a razor blade If only I had someone else to blame Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself But there is no escape When you're the prison cell Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself I plea for better days But get thrown back in hell I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one
[00:00.000] 作词 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura [00:00.967] 作曲 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura [00:01.934]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one [00:08.192]I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times [00:15.109]From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem [00:20.865]Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise [00:27.361]Cause something deep inside me is broken [00:28.856]I'm not allowed to feel a thing [00:30.873]Every loving word means nothing [00:32.352]I'm obsessed with suffering [00:34.114]Lately thinking feels like cutting [00:35.610]Every thought's a razor blade [00:37.365](If only I had someone else to blame) [00:41.109]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself [00:47.288]But there is no escape [00:50.535]When you're the prison cell [00:53.788]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself [01:00.289]I plea for better days [01:03.539]But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...) [01:10.552]Wish I could runaway from myself [01:16.535]Wish I could runaway from myself [01:19.035]Who and how can forgive my sins [01:24.738]Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me [01:31.228]The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle [01:37.746]who never change the will change my mind [01:43.481]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself [01:49.738]But there is no escape [01:52.990]When you're the prison cell [01:56.486]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself [02:02.478]I plea for better days [02:05.737]But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...) [02:12.728]Wish I could runaway from myself [02:18.751]Wish I could runaway [02:21.246]Cause something deep inside me is broken [02:22.731]I'm not allowed to feel a thing [02:24.240]Every loving word means nothing [02:26.238]I'm obsessed with suffering [02:27.733]Lately thinking feels like cutting [02:29.495]Every thought's a razor blade [02:30.990]If only I had someone else to blame [02:47.493]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself [02:53.997]But there is no escape [02:57.236]When you're the prison cell [03:00.241]Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself [03:06.693]I plea for better days [03:09.941]But get thrown back in hell [03:18.698]I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one