I intellectualize my feelings That I get hurt and drown 'em out I know the hurt is part of healing Wish you were here to hold me now All I can feel is your indifference Back then, I thought that I deserved it There's nothing I could do to fix it, I guess I'm still learning how to live with it If I were still an optimist I will just be one from this But I'm, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you through all of it But I'm, I'm different now Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way 'Cause I'm, I'm diffеrent now Drove by your house again last weekеnd Remember when it felt like home I think a part of me is still in there Do you ever feel my ghost? I only see you in my nightmares Sometimes I wish that I could hold you What if I'm always gonna be scared? What if I'm always gonna want you? If I were still an optimist I will just be one from this But I'm, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you through all of it But I'm, I'm different now Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way 'Cause I'm, I'm different now I'm sorry that I wasn't older Were we ever really friends? I think I'm finally got it over It still hurts but it hurts less If I were still an optimist I will just be one from this But I'm, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you through all of it But I'm, I'm different now Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way 'Cause I'm, I'm different now Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way 'Cause I'm, I'm different now
[00:12.902] I intellectualize my feelings [00:16.819] That I get hurt and drown 'em out [00:20.961] I know the hurt is part of healing [00:25.667] Wish you were here to hold me now [00:30.127] All I can feel is your indifference [00:34.529] Back then, I thought that I deserved it [00:38.833] There's nothing I could do to fix it, I guess [00:43.774] I'm still learning how to live with it [00:47.416] If I were still an optimist [00:49.759] I will just be one from this [00:51.736] But I'm, I'm different now [00:56.070] Forgave your broken promises [00:58.481] Yeah, I loved you through all of it [01:00.343] But I'm, I'm different now [01:04.144] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way [01:09.234] 'Cause I'm, I'm diffеrent now [01:13.812] Drove by your house again last weekеnd [01:17.547] Remember when it felt like home [01:21.796] I think a part of me is still in there [01:26.592] Do you ever feel my ghost? [01:31.254] I only see you in my nightmares [01:35.537] Sometimes I wish that I could hold you [01:39.912] What if I'm always gonna be scared? [01:44.099] What if I'm always gonna want you? [01:48.534] If I were still an optimist [01:50.724] I will just be one from this [01:53.000] But I'm, I'm different now [01:56.890] Forgave your broken promises [01:59.477] Yeah, I loved you through all of it [02:01.705] But I'm, I'm different now [02:05.629] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way [02:10.100] 'Cause I'm, I'm different now [02:15.197] I'm sorry that I wasn't older [02:18.936] Were we ever really friends? [02:23.175] I think I'm finally got it over [02:27.796] It still hurts but it hurts less [02:32.256] If I were still an optimist [02:34.440] I will just be one from this [02:36.666] But I'm, I'm different now [02:40.291] Forgave your broken promises [02:43.176] Yeah, I loved you through all of it [02:45.046] But I'm, I'm different now [02:48.951] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way [02:53.709] 'Cause I'm, I'm different now [02:57.941] Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way [03:02.317] 'Cause I'm, I'm different now