作词 : Luis Resto/Marshall Mathers/E. Haynie/Benjamin Levin/D. Stevens/Jason DeFord 作曲 : Luis Resto/Marshall Mathers/E. Haynie/Benjamin Levin/D. Stevens/Jason DeFord Daddy? Huh? Food's here Kept buyin' and see who gets it Come eat Alaina, I'm so tired Just come eat Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise Stop But wake up Shut the door Somebody save me Me from myself I've spent so long livin' in hell Another pill as I start to spiral Message to my daughters I don't even deserve the father title Hailie, I'm so sorry I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital Didn't walk you down the aisle Missed the birth of your first child Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie I'm so proud of how you turned out Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you Sorry that I didn't love you enough to Give 'em up, how the **** do I not love you more than a pill? Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will Somebody save me Me from myself I've spent so long livin' in hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It's the only thing that seems to help Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom Sorry that I missed your gradu—, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you Little bro, sorry I left you Sorry that I'll never get to Hold or hug my little nephews Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you Grow up and I didn't get to Be the dad I wanted to be to you Things I wanted to see you do This is my song from me to you Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated God, what the **** you want me to do? Somebody save me Me from myself I've spent so long livin' in hell They say my lifestyle is bad for my health It's the only thing that seems to help I've been starin' at that video of Hailie Almost daily of her playin' a guitar In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight But the addict in me's a coward, he told me that I can't do it Had a second chance, blew it It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?) I'll turn it around and be able to Walk her and Lainie one day To the altar as proud as can be Right now, I'm just weak As I fall further down in this deep hole And farther in the ground that I sink As they lower me in my coffin, I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek I'm a lost cause Baby, don't waste your time on me I'm so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams I'm a lost cause Baby, don't waste your time on me I'm so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
[00:00.000] 作词 : Luis Resto/Marshall Mathers/E. Haynie/Benjamin Levin/D. Stevens/Jason DeFord [00:00.326] 作曲 : Luis Resto/Marshall Mathers/E. Haynie/Benjamin Levin/D. Stevens/Jason DeFord [00:00.652]Daddy? [00:01.381]Huh? [00:01.881]Food's here [00:02.782]Kept buyin' and see who gets it [00:04.732]Come eat [00:06.081]Alaina, I'm so tired [00:07.982]Just come eat [00:09.231]Alaina, I'll be there in a minute, I promise [00:12.182]Stop [00:13.183]But wake up [00:14.483]Shut the door [00:16.182]Somebody save me [00:20.144]Me from myself [00:24.382]I've spent so long livin' in hell [00:32.892]Another pill as I start to spiral [00:35.432]Message to my daughters [00:36.462]I don't even deserve the father title [00:39.381]Hailie, I'm so sorry [00:40.364]I know I wasn't there for your first guitar recital [00:43.381]Didn't walk you down the aisle [00:45.031]Missed the birth of your first child [00:46.932]Your first podcast, lookin' down, sweetie [00:49.009]I'm so proud of how you turned out [00:51.332]Sorry that I chose drugs and put 'em above you [00:54.231]Sorry that I didn't love you enough to [00:57.231]Give 'em up, how the **** do [00:58.975]I not love you more than a pill? [01:00.699]Lookin' up to the ceilin' from this floor, wonder will [01:03.832]Somebody save me [01:07.883]Me from myself [01:12.131]I've spent so long livin' in hell [01:19.831]They say my lifestyle is bad for my health [01:28.155]It's the only thing that seems to help [01:36.256]Alaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroom [01:39.955]Sorry that I missed your gradu—, wait, Nate, I should just congratulate you [01:44.405]On bein' a dad to Carter and Liam, look at you [01:48.055]Little bro, sorry I left you [01:49.901]Sorry that I'll never get to [01:51.951]Hold or hug my little nephews [01:53.952]Stevie, I'm sorry, I missed you [01:56.002]Grow up and I didn't get to [01:57.652]Be the dad I wanted to be to you [01:59.951]Things I wanted to see you do [02:01.952]This is my song from me to you [02:03.900]Sorry I gave up, but I'm just so defeated [02:05.927]God, what the **** you want me to do? [02:07.391]Somebody save me [02:11.442]Me from myself [02:15.843]I've spent so long livin' in hell [02:23.393]They say my lifestyle is bad for my health [02:31.793]It's the only thing that seems to help [02:40.093]I've been starin' at that video of Hailie [02:42.293]Almost daily of her playin' a guitar [02:44.293]In hopes maybe that'll give me the power to fight [02:47.093]But the addict in me's a coward, he told me that I can't do it [02:50.642]Had a second chance, blew it [02:52.193]It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate reality, but I know (What?) [02:55.273]I'll turn it around and be able to [02:57.322]Walk her and Lainie one day [02:58.989]To the altar as proud as can be [03:01.955]Right now, I'm just weak [03:02.918]As I fall further down in this deep hole [03:05.068]And farther in the ground that I sink [03:06.961]As they lower me in my coffin, I feel the tears all fallin' down on my cheek [03:11.617]I'm a lost cause [03:15.168]Baby, don't waste your time on me [03:19.518]I'm so damaged beyond repair [03:23.519]Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams [03:27.468]I'm a lost cause [03:31.117]Baby, don't waste your time on me [03:35.367]I'm so damaged beyond repair [03:39.239]Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
