作曲 : Greg Kurstin/Gregory Aldae Hein I'm caught up in the everyday trend Tied up by invisible thread Walking down a razor-thin edge And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead Been a few months since I crossed over state lines Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime Drink all night till I can't walk a straight line Feel so low, but I'm high at the same time I can't keep my feet on the ground And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now I'm hoping that someone comes around And helps me figure it out I think that I should try to kill my ego 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a ****ing baby I'm really not as happy as I seem Still a little kid that can't make friends Wanna be invited, but I won't attend I been having bad dreams, my career could end 'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend Turned eighteen, and I left the city I said "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty" The voices all came crashing down And said, "You're too nice to run this town" I can't keep my feet on the ground And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now I'm hoping that someone comes around And helps me figure it out I think that I should try to kill my ego 'Cause if I don't my ego might kill me I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a ****ing baby I'm really not as happy as I seem Nothing's as it seems Yeah, nothing's as it seems And I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a ****ing baby I'm really not that happy being me I don't like the lie I'm living I'm way too nice and too forgiving I wanna go back to the beginning When it all felt right A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing Didn't give a **** if I was winning It's all done now, so who am I kidding? I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting I think that I should try to kill my ego 'Cause if I don't my ego might kill me I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a ****ing baby I'm really not as happy as I seem Nothing's as it seems Yeah, nothing's as it seems And I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a ****ing baby I'm really not that happy being me
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Greg Kurstin/Gregory Aldae Hein [00:10.200] I'm caught up in the everyday trend [00:12.800] Tied up by invisible thread [00:14.781] Walking down a razor-thin edge [00:16.849] And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead [00:19.416] Been a few months since I crossed over state lines [00:21.681] Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime [00:23.915] Drink all night till I can't walk a straight line [00:26.265] Feel so low, but I'm high at the same time [00:28.500] I can't keep my feet on the ground [00:32.681] And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now [00:37.348] I'm hoping that someone comes around [00:40.281] And helps me figure it out [00:46.599] I think that I should try to kill my ego [00:51.148] 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me [00:55.816] I'm all grown up but somehow lately [00:58.149] I'm acting like a ****ing baby [01:00.499] I'm really not as happy as I seem [01:04.915] Still a little kid that can't make friends [01:07.432] Wanna be invited, but I won't attend [01:09.383] I been having bad dreams, my career could end [01:11.684] 'Cause I slip up when I should've played pretend [01:14.216] Turned eighteen, and I left the city [01:16.167] I said "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty" [01:18.700] The voices all came crashing down [01:20.715] And said, "You're too nice to run this town" [01:23.367] I can't keep my feet on the ground [01:27.560] And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now [01:32.276] I'm hoping that someone comes around [01:35.194] And helps me figure it out [01:41.492] I think that I should try to kill my ego [01:46.060] 'Cause if I don't my ego might kill me [01:50.592] I'm all grown up but somehow lately [01:52.960] I'm acting like a ****ing baby [01:55.227] I'm really not as happy as I seem [01:58.826] Nothing's as it seems [02:03.046] Yeah, nothing's as it seems [02:08.592] And I'm all grown up but somehow lately [02:11.311] I'm acting like a ****ing baby [02:13.578] I'm really not that happy being me [02:18.243] I don't like the lie I'm living [02:20.378] I'm way too nice and too forgiving [02:22.726] I wanna go back to the beginning [02:24.792] When it all felt right [02:27.210] A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing [02:29.710] Didn't give a **** if I was winning [02:31.860] It's all done now, so who am I kidding? [02:36.304] I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting [02:38.703] I think that I should try to kill my ego [02:43.155] 'Cause if I don't my ego might kill me [02:47.755] I'm all grown up but somehow lately [02:50.121] I'm acting like a ****ing baby [02:52.436] I'm really not as happy as I seem [02:55.869] Nothing's as it seems [03:00.219] Yeah, nothing's as it seems [03:05.837] And I'm all grown up but somehow lately [03:08.453] I'm acting like a ****ing baby [03:10.736] I'm really not that happy being me
