There's a girl on the internet and she drives me insane I should probably look into it but I'd rather complain I throw gas on the fire 'cause I don't wanna change I just keep choosing the pain There's a crack in my windshield I probably won't ever fix I've been breaking my neck so I can see around it And I know I know better but I'm stubborn as **** I'm just a sucker for it I keep digging myself deeper I'm not mad about it either Maybe I should care Maybe I should stop But the more I wear it the more I like How it feels on me Have I lost my mind I'm still me but barely I'm starting to scare me I live in a city where everybody's a critic I guess that it's made me a little too analytical I'm picking apart things I actually like 'Cause I wish they were mine I keep digging myself deeper I'm not mad about it either Maybe I should care Maybe I should stop But the more I wear it the more I like How it feels on me Have I lost my mind I'm still me but barely I'm starting to scare me I'm self destructive I wish I wasn't I'd rip out my heart to feel it 'Cause feeling something's feeling something's Better than nothing better than nothing Even if it kills me Oh maybe I should care Maybe I should stop But the more I wear it the more I like How it feels on me Like I'm tearing down walls I built carefully I'm starting to scare me I'm starting to scare me I'm still me but barely I'm starting to scare me Starting to scare me
[00:11.037]There's a girl on the internet and she drives me insane [00:16.126]I should probably look into it but I'd rather complain [00:21.180]I throw gas on the fire 'cause I don't wanna change [00:26.107]I just keep choosing the pain [00:31.192]There's a crack in my windshield [00:34.186]I probably won't ever fix [00:36.191]I've been breaking my neck so [00:39.135]I can see around it [00:41.367]And I know I know better but [00:44.680]I'm stubborn as **** [00:46.298]I'm just a sucker for it [00:50.575]I keep digging myself deeper [00:55.598]I'm not mad about it either [01:00.383]Maybe I should care [01:02.915]Maybe I should stop [01:05.410]But the more I wear it the more I like [01:10.277]How it feels on me [01:12.901]Have I lost my mind [01:15.525]I'm still me but barely [01:18.354]I'm starting to scare me [01:21.893]I live in a city where everybody's a critic [01:26.882]I guess that it's made me a little too analytical [01:32.149]I'm picking apart things I actually like [01:36.954]'Cause I wish they were mine [01:41.214]I keep digging myself deeper [01:46.164]I'm not mad about it either [01:50.927]Maybe I should care [01:53.459]Maybe I should stop [01:55.916]But the more I wear it the more I like [02:00.979]How it feels on me [02:03.490]Have I lost my mind [02:06.050]I'm still me but barely [02:09.311]I'm starting to scare me [02:13.120]I'm self destructive [02:15.762]I wish I wasn't [02:18.385]I'd rip out my heart to feel it [02:23.045]'Cause feeling something's feeling something's [02:27.530]Better than nothing better than nothing [02:28.418]Even if it kills me [02:31.420]Oh maybe I should care [02:33.858]Maybe I should stop [02:36.360]But the more I wear it the more I like [02:41.432]How it feels on me [02:43.888]Like I'm tearing down walls I built carefully [02:49.353]I'm starting to scare me [02:54.628]I'm starting to scare me [02:57.130]I'm still me but barely [02:59.742]I'm starting to scare me [03:05.072]Starting to scare me