So I've been watching you the entire night,and Some things I've noticed I've noticed that I'm not just seeing people nodding your head to the music politely I'm seeing people like thrashing around and dancing so wildly as if absolutely no one is watching you Like no one is around, it's just like in your bedroom Just jamming I'm also not seeing people mouth the lyrics I'm hearing people screaming every single word so loudly Let me tell you why that makes me so happy, because Tht kind of behavior is free and uninhibited and warm And what you treated us is so open and welcoming You know these days there are milions of ways for people to tell you How to be How to act in public What's cool, what's not What's beautiful, what's not And it's really easy to become completely preoccuipied by the idea of trying to be cool but you know what I think is better than being cool? Is being happy And you seem really happy tonight Sydney You know when somebody criticizes you Or say something behind your back Those words they say about you is like you feel like those words are written all over your face all over you, and And then those words start to become the echos of your own mind And then, there is a real risk that those words could become a part of how you see yourself The moment you realize you are not the opinon of somebody who doesn't know you or care about you That moment when you realize that Is like you are clean The drought was the very worst When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst It was months, and months of back and forth You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean There was nothing left to do When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room So I punched a hole in the roof Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Said, I think I am finally clean 10 months sober, I must admit Just because you're clean don't mean you don’t miss it 10 months older I won't give in Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it I’m never gonna risk it, no I’m never gonna risk it, no I’m never gonna risk it, no The drought was the very worst When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Rain came pouring down when I was drowning That's when I could finally breathe And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean Finally clean Think I am finally clean Think I am finally clean
[00:07.685]So I've been watching you the entire night,and [00:09.935]Some things I've noticed [00:17.438]I've noticed that I'm not just seeing people nodding your head to the music politely [00:26.446]I'm seeing people like thrashing around and dancing so wildly as if absolutely no one is watching you [00:28.947]Like no one is around, it's just like in your bedroom [00:31.434]Just jamming [00:37.444]I'm also not seeing people mouth the lyrics [00:47.686]I'm hearing people screaming every single word so loudly [00:51.934]Let me tell you why that makes me so happy, because [00:59.945]Tht kind of behavior is free and uninhibited and warm [01:02.947]And what you treated us is so open and welcoming [01:08.937]You know these days there are milions of ways for people to tell you [01:10.687]How to be [01:12.442]How to act in public [01:14.446]What's cool, what's not [01:16.686]What's beautiful, what's not [01:23.936]And it's really easy to become completely preoccuipied by the idea of trying to be cool [01:26.447]but you know what I think is better than being cool? [01:27.690]Is being happy [01:39.435]And you seem really happy tonight Sydney [01:42.186]You know when somebody criticizes you [01:45.944]Or say something behind your back [01:53.186]Those words they say about you is like you feel like those words are written all over your face [01:55.446]all over you, and [02:00.186]And then those words start to become the echos of your own mind [02:07.186]And then, there is a real risk that those words could become a part of how you see yourself [02:16.186]The moment you realize you are not the opinon of somebody who doesn't know you or care about you [02:19.937]That moment when you realize that [02:43.186]Is like you are clean [02:52.446]The drought was the very worst [03:01.943]When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst [03:10.934]It was months, and months of back and forth [03:18.186]You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore [03:27.945]Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm [03:34.441]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [03:38.186]That's when I could finally breathe [03:52.686]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [04:01.684]There was nothing left to do [04:10.936]When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room [04:20.186]So I punched a hole in the roof [04:27.448]Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you [04:37.186]The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing [04:43.686]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [04:47.446]That's when I could finally breathe [05:06.691]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [05:14.186]Said, I think I am finally clean [05:18.692]10 months sober, I must admit [05:23.185]Just because you're clean don't mean you don’t miss it [05:28.186]10 months older I won't give in [05:34.686]Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it [05:38.935]I’m never gonna risk it, no [05:43.686]I’m never gonna risk it, no [05:52.685]I’m never gonna risk it, no [06:01.686]The drought was the very worst [06:11.943]When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst [06:18.441]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [06:21.944]That's when I could finally breathe [06:30.186]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [06:38.447]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [06:40.686]That's when I could finally breathe [06:52.685]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [06:56.435]Finally clean [07:05.640]Think I am finally clean [07:07.640]Think I am finally clean