作词 : Jonathon Quiles 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles Lately, all I feel is pain Feels like my heart doesn't beat the same I wanna give up and I just feel stuck in a life that I know I cannot change I'm really lonely and feel drained Sometimes I feel like a mistake I just sit and dwell in my trauma, my life's full of problems, I feel like I might break Try to move on, but I just can't Breakdown after breakdown And, somedays, I wish I could run away just to escape and feel at ease even if it means one day Where did my life go wrong? I was a happy teen and now I'm in the dark Who's sad as hell and always at a loss No one could tell I'm drowning in my thoughts I'm still lost tryna find purposе After all these yеars, I'm still searching Hope you forgive me for being a burden Self-love is something that I'm still learning And I know I lie when I tell you I'm fine 'Cause nobody knows I'm struggling inside Sorry if you see me cry It's just I finally realized It's been several years Since I felt okay I'm losing my way and It's been several years Since I've been on meds I still feel depressed and It's been several years Since I felt alive There's no tears to cry and It's been several years Since I had a friend They came and went Lately, I feel so depressed Tried to get help, but I'm still a mess I don't ever rest, I guess I'm stressed Got my head down, hands gripping on my neck Did I take my last breath? Did I walk my last step? I'm alive, but inside I am dead Look, I lied, I'm not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck I saw pictures of me in elementary I don't remember teachers ever telling me I'd be an adult who senses people's energy Being an impact, attract souls who lack empathy When I look back, my past brings back bad memories Plus, it's so sad, I had to withstand everything I felt my last ex thought, you stand next to me You stabbed my back and that hurt me bad mentally It definitely changed me, but I forgive you I understand now that you had your own issues Your fear of abandonment really convinced you That you weren't enough of the love I would give you I tried, but I broke myself tryna fix you And now I feel hurt that you couldn't commit to Me or the love I would give you Nobody knows what I've been through It's been several years Since I felt okay I'm losing my way and It's been several years Since I've been on meds I still feel depressed and It's been several years Since I felt alive There's no tears to cry and It's been several years Since I had a friend That came and went
[00:00.000] 作词 : Jonathon Quiles [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jonathon Quiles [00:15.945]Lately, all I feel is pain [00:17.642]Feels like my heart doesn't beat the same [00:19.437]I wanna give up and I just feel stuck in a life that I know I cannot change [00:23.507]I'm really lonely and feel drained [00:25.358]Sometimes I feel like a mistake [00:27.156]I just sit and dwell in my trauma, my life's full of problems, I feel like I might break [00:31.078]Try to move on, but I just can't [00:32.839]Breakdown after breakdown [00:33.929]And, somedays, I wish I could run away just to escape and feel at ease even if it means one day [00:38.985]Where did my life go wrong? [00:40.438]I was a happy teen and now I'm in the dark [00:42.392]Who's sad as hell and always at a loss [00:44.223]No one could tell I'm drowning in my thoughts [00:46.236]I'm still lost tryna find purposе [00:48.112]After all these yеars, I'm still searching [00:50.036]Hope you forgive me for being a burden [00:51.949]Self-love is something that I'm still learning [00:53.951]And I know I lie when I tell you I'm fine [00:55.866]'Cause nobody knows I'm struggling inside [00:58.291]Sorry if you see me cry [01:00.235]It's just I finally realized [01:01.710]It's been several years [01:05.061]Since I felt okay [01:07.276]I'm losing my way and [01:09.396]It's been several years [01:12.790]Since I've been on meds [01:15.041]I still feel depressed and [01:17.107]It's been several years [01:20.496]Since I felt alive [01:22.664]There's no tears to cry and [01:24.839]It's been several years [01:28.244]Since I had a friend [01:30.542]They came and went [01:33.155]Lately, I feel so depressed [01:35.012]Tried to get help, but I'm still a mess [01:37.402]I don't ever rest, I guess I'm stressed [01:38.964]Got my head down, hands gripping on my neck [01:41.063]Did I take my last breath? [01:42.904]Did I walk my last step? [01:44.569]I'm alive, but inside I am dead [01:45.992]Look, I lied, I'm not fine 'cause my mind is a wreck [01:48.155]I saw pictures of me in elementary [01:49.859]I don't remember teachers ever telling me [01:51.898]I'd be an adult who senses people's energy [01:53.790]Being an impact, attract souls who lack empathy [01:55.825]When I look back, my past brings back bad memories [01:57.714]Plus, it's so sad, I had to withstand everything [01:59.509]I felt my last ex thought, you stand next to me [02:01.563]You stabbed my back and that hurt me bad mentally [02:03.582]It definitely changed me, but I forgive you [02:06.003]I understand now that you had your own issues [02:07.933]Your fear of abandonment really convinced you [02:09.887]That you weren't enough of the love I would give you [02:11.850]I tried, but I broke myself tryna fix you [02:13.771]And now I feel hurt that you couldn't commit to [02:15.729]Me or the love I would give you [02:17.581]Nobody knows what I've been through [02:19.319]It's been several years [02:22.520]Since I felt okay [02:24.724]I'm losing my way and [02:26.758]It's been several years [02:30.208]Since I've been on meds [02:32.374]I still feel depressed and [02:34.535]It's been several years [02:37.878]Since I felt alive [02:39.993]There's no tears to cry and [02:42.193]It's been several years [02:45.681]Since I had a friend [02:47.906]That came and went
