In my mind In a future five years from now I'm one hundred and twenty pounds And I never get hung over Because I will be the picture of discipline Never minding what state I'm in And I will be someone I admire And it's funny how I imagined That I would be that person now But it does not seem to have happened Maybe I've just forgotten how to see That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be And in my mind In the faraway here and now I've become in control somehow And I never lose my wallet Because I will be the picture of discipline Never ****ing up anything And I'll be a good defensive driver And it's funny how I imagined That I would be that person now But it does not seem to have happened Maybe I've just forgotten how to see That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be And in my mind When I'm old I am beautiful Planting tulips and vegetables Which I will mindfully watch over Not like me now I'm so busy with everything That I don't look at anything But I'm sure I'll look when I am older And it's funny how I imagined That I could be that person now But that's not what I want But that's what I wanted And I'd be giving up somehow How strange to see That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be And in my mind I imagine so many things Things that aren't really happening And when they put me in the ground I'll start pounding the lid Saying I haven't finished yet I still have a tattoo to get That says I'm living in the moment And it's funny how I imagined That I could win this, win this fight But maybe it isn't all that funny That I've been fighting all my life But maybe I have to think it's funny If I wanna live before I die And maybe it's funniest of all To think I'll die before I actually see That I am exactly the person that I want to be I am exactly the person that I want to be
[00:00.342] In my mind [00:02.835] In a future five years from now [00:06.209] I'm one hundred and twenty pounds [00:10.226] And I never get hung over [00:14.445] Because I will be the picture of discipline [00:20.510] Never minding what state I'm in [00:24.350] And I will be someone I admire [00:28.564] And it's funny how I imagined [00:31.630] That I would be that person now [00:35.131] But it does not seem to have happened [00:38.703] Maybe I've just forgotten how to see [00:45.375] That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be [00:55.398] And in my mind [00:58.424] In the faraway here and now [01:01.872] I've become in control somehow [01:05.743] And I never lose my wallet [01:09.899] Because I will be the picture of discipline [01:15.773] Never ****ing up anything [01:19.707] And I'll be a good defensive driver [01:24.188] And it's funny how I imagined [01:27.060] That I would be that person now [01:30.750] But it does not seem to have happened [01:34.231] Maybe I've just forgotten how to see [01:41.023] That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be [01:51.696] And in my mind [01:54.609] When I'm old I am beautiful [01:58.130] Planting tulips and vegetables [02:01.944] Which I will mindfully watch over [02:06.052] Not like me now [02:08.771] I'm so busy with everything [02:12.535] That I don't look at anything [02:16.223] But I'm sure I'll look when I am older [02:20.695] And it's funny how I imagined [02:23.869] That I could be that person now [02:27.264] But that's not what I want [02:28.838] But that's what I wanted [02:30.963] And I'd be giving up somehow [02:34.471] How strange to see [02:37.754] That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be [02:49.004] And in my mind [02:51.998] I imagine so many things [02:55.851] Things that aren't really happening [02:59.553] And when they put me in the ground [03:03.576] I'll start pounding the lid [03:06.339] Saying I haven't finished yet [03:10.368] I still have a tattoo to get [03:14.069] That says I'm living in the moment [03:18.518] And it's funny how I imagined [03:21.618] That I could win this, win this fight [03:25.008] But maybe it isn't all that funny [03:28.368] That I've been fighting all my life [03:32.001] But maybe I have to think it's funny [03:35.531] If I wanna live before I die [03:39.220] And maybe it's funniest of all [03:42.746] To think I'll die before I actually see [03:49.407] That I am exactly the person that I want to be [04:03.686] I am exactly the person that I want to be
