作词 : Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker 作曲 : Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker Lately my thoughts eating me alive Laid in the bed, thinking maybe the hate will finally go away if I'm not alive Wish I didn't listen, just like they would understand me one time I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line Everything's just fine
Sipping again, there I go slipping again, I'm acting different again I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup, and I sip it again After the sins, tell me, after all the sins, will I be mentioned again? Why do I care, if in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again?
Yeah, Slim bring the beat in
Before my dad left to serve He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want I was supposed to die at birth Gave me a chance and I ****ed it up, give me another one I've been running from secrets I hid as a kid, and I never confronted them I just called Ma Said I forgive her for not being there when I needed one
I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back just let me go, yeah I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, don't let me go
Who am I when the music stops And the character that I've been playing is really just broken and ****ing lost? I swear, I've been telling you over and over again in all these songs But they don't hear nothing I'm writing 'cause they're too busy tryna write me off And they go on and on and on
It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'cause I blocked it off I got trust issues, growing up no one there to hear what I thought My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid when me and my father fought Yeah, I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce, but it's what the doctor gave me Rehab patient, with a pen and some paper the psychiatrist keeps evaluating How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby? I don't got no one to turn to 'cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
Searching for someone to tell me who I really am, I don't know when I look in the mirror Constantly dreading the day that the audience might not be screaming for me anymore The feeling of dying alone and not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, don't let me go
I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah I'm coming back, just let me go I'm coming back, don't let me go
[00:00.000] 作词 : Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker [00:01.000] 作曲 : Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker [00:15.013] Lately my thoughts eating me alive [00:17.273] Laid in the bed, thinking maybe the hate will finally go away if I'm not alive [00:21.498] Wish I didn't listen, just like they would understand me one time [00:25.408] I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line [00:29.228] Everything's just fine [00:29.601] [00:30.165] Sipping again, there I go slipping again, I'm acting different again [00:33.817] I see my family's reflection every time I look in the cup, and I sip it again [00:37.698] After the sins, tell me, after all the sins, will I be mentioned again? [00:41.431] Why do I care, if in the end it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again? [00:45.305] [00:46.662] Yeah, Slim bring the beat in [00:48.446] [00:49.096] Before my dad left to serve [00:50.446] He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want [00:52.908] I was supposed to die at birth [00:54.190] Gave me a chance and I ****ed it up, give me another one [00:56.739] I've been running from secrets I hid as a kid, and I never confronted them [01:00.627] I just called Ma [01:01.558] Said I forgive her for not being there when I needed one [01:04.879] [01:06.359] I'm coming back, just let me go [01:10.224] I'm coming back just let me go, yeah [01:13.997] I'm coming back, just let me go [01:17.883] I'm coming back, don't let me go [01:19.410] [01:19.770] Who am I when the music stops [01:21.646] And the character that I've been playing is really just broken and ****ing lost? [01:25.417] I swear, I've been telling you over and over again in all these songs [01:29.417] But they don't hear nothing I'm writing 'cause they're too busy tryna write me off [01:32.843] And they go on and on and on [01:34.512] [01:34.759] It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked [01:36.852] You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'cause I blocked it off [01:40.746] I got trust issues, growing up no one there to hear what I thought [01:44.536] My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid when me and my father fought [01:48.334] Yeah, I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce, but it's what the doctor gave me [01:53.284] Rehab patient, with a pen and some paper the psychiatrist keeps evaluating [01:56.979] How can I live with the fact that my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby? [02:00.833] I don't got no one to turn to 'cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me [02:04.126] [02:04.941] Searching for someone to tell me who I really am, I don't know when I look in the mirror [02:08.840] Constantly dreading the day that the audience might not be screaming for me anymore [02:12.515] The feeling of dying alone and not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear [02:16.305] Kiss the person that I love as if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door [02:19.831] [02:22.019] I'm coming back, just let me go [02:25.676] I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah [02:29.532] I'm coming back, just let me go [02:33.133] I'm coming back, don't let me go [02:36.329] [02:37.130] I'm coming back, just let me go [02:40.828] I'm coming back, just let me go, yeah [02:44.589] I'm coming back, just let me go [02:48.428] I'm coming back, don't let me go
