作词 : Clinton Kane/Steve Rusch/Amy Wadge 作曲 : Clinton Kane/Steve Rusch/Amy Wadge I sell my soul to feel alive again Some days I wish I could pretend So sick of waking up in the mornings I find myself praying to God again I don’t know if I hear a friend ‘Cause it’s just me doing the talking I’m stuck inside this merry go round Don’t know if I wanna get out What’s so wrong with being honest ‘Cause I drink too much I think too much I barely like Myself enough I say I’m fine But I hurt inside I fall in love I **** it up Then wonder What the **** it was It’s all lie And I’m terrified All my days feeling like weeks again I find myself spiraling With every turn I lose a piece of my heart Stuck inside this merry go round Don’t know if I wanna get out What’s so wrong with being honest ‘Cause I drink too much I think too much I barely like Myself enough I say I’m fine But I hurt inside I fall in love I **** it up Then wonder What the **** it was It’s all lie And I’m terrified And I’m on my knees Surrounded Just underneath I’m drowning It’s all a lie And I’m terrified I drink too much I think too much I barely like Myself enough I say I’m fine But I hurt inside I fall in love I **** it up Then wonder What the **** it was It’s all lie And I’m terrified
[00:00.00] 作词 : Clinton Kane/Steve Rusch/Amy Wadge [00:01.00] 作曲 : Clinton Kane/Steve Rusch/Amy Wadge [00:05.24]I sell my soul to feel alive again [00:08.28]Some days I wish I could pretend [00:10.92]So sick of waking up in the mornings [00:15.43]I find myself praying to God again [00:18.48]I don’t know if I hear a friend [00:21.14]‘Cause it’s just me doing the talking [00:24.30]I’m stuck inside this merry go round [00:27.10]Don’t know if I wanna get out [00:29.71]What’s so wrong with being honest [00:35.58]‘Cause I drink too much [00:37.31]I think too much [00:38.26]I barely like [00:39.60]Myself enough [00:41.04]I say I’m fine [00:43.26]But I hurt inside [00:45.74]I fall in love [00:47.28]I **** it up [00:48.46]Then wonder [00:49.32]What the **** it was [00:51.41]It’s all lie [00:53.29]And I’m terrified [00:56.32]All my days feeling like weeks again [00:59.56]I find myself spiraling [01:01.99]With every turn [01:03.23]I lose a piece of my heart [01:05.45]Stuck inside this merry go round [01:07.75]Don’t know if I wanna get out [01:10.88]What’s so wrong with being honest [01:16.51]‘Cause I drink too much [01:17.85]I think too much [01:19.06]I barely like [01:20.45]Myself enough [01:21.61]I say I’m fine [01:23.83]But I hurt inside [01:26.59]I fall in love [01:28.13]I **** it up [01:29.34]Then wonder [01:30.22]What the **** it was [01:31.95]It’s all lie [01:34.26]And I’m terrified [01:37.83]And I’m on my knees [01:38.86]Surrounded [01:40.31]Just underneath I’m drowning [01:42.31]It’s all a lie [01:44.23]And I’m terrified [01:47.24]I drink too much [01:48.45]I think too much [01:49.69]I barely like [01:51.03]Myself enough [01:52.46]I say I’m fine [01:54.52]But I hurt inside [01:57.41]I fall in love [01:58.78]I **** it up [01:59.96]Then wonder [02:00.83]What the **** it was [02:02.76]It’s all lie [02:04.77]And I’m terrified