作词 : Y C K This is the closest thing I've found To a semblance of happiness I doubt It'll last much longer it never does so Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown It's difficult articulating just how I'm feeling I fall apart and crumble down every layer is peeling You're getting closer to the center you can see my insides I'm only rotten to the core but I can wish that in time I go to prove myself and show you all that I'm not the one They make me out to be a travesty and demon in one I'm nothing perfect I prefer to keep my thoughts to myself I'm still assuring I ain't hurting contradicting my health Ever since December anything I remember Is nothing good I miss the days when you put up with my temper I know I'm hot-headed not sending warmest regards I wouldn't think you'd wanna see me since we drifted apart Now the nights are long and the days falling short You ain't been calling up my phone but now I've been calling yours I want a last time I need to hear you speaking just once I still will love you all despite the things you've said and you've done This is the closest thing I've found To a semblance of happiness I doubt It'll last much longer it never does so Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown You say I'm so gifted but what is my gift When I be ruining Christmas by causing a rift I'm stirring up the melting pot hurt the ones that I love I do whatever that I want cause no one strikes from above If they were watching me they'd obviously be sending a sign I need autonomy no stopping me from living my life There ain't no message in a bottle coming up from the pipes I really think I'm only awful to the ones that I like I wonder how they put up with the words that I said I try to keep em to myself and keep em all in my head I hate confiding cause I find my thoughts are nothing but dark And often find myself at sea but like I can't disembark Won't appreciate me till when after I'm gone At least I lived a simple life doing things that I want You couldn't trap me or steer me right into a corner I did what I had felt was right thanks to all my supporters Four walls caving in There's no saving him Will they ever hear his real name Or know what it's like to feel pain Four walls caving in There's no saving him Will they ever hear his real name Or know what it's like to feel pain This is the closest thing I've found To a semblance of happiness I doubt It'll last much longer it never does so Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown Four walls caving in There's no saving him Will they ever hear his real name Or know what it's like to feel pain Four walls caving in There's no saving him Will they ever hear his real name Or know what it's like to feel pain
[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K [00:20.760]This is the closest thing I've found [00:26.120]To a semblance of happiness I doubt [00:31.415]It'll last much longer it never does so [00:36.455]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown [00:41.975]It's difficult articulating just how I'm feeling [00:44.895]I fall apart and crumble down every layer is peeling [00:47.599]You're getting closer to the center you can see my insides [00:50.160]I'm only rotten to the core but I can wish that in time [00:52.847]I go to prove myself and show you all that I'm not the one [00:55.471]They make me out to be a travesty and demon in one [00:58.303]I'm nothing perfect I prefer to keep my thoughts to myself [01:01.071]I'm still assuring I ain't hurting contradicting my health [01:03.663]Ever since December anything I remember [01:06.343]Is nothing good I miss the days when you put up with my temper [01:08.911]I know I'm hot-headed not sending warmest regards [01:11.559]I wouldn't think you'd wanna see me since we drifted apart [01:14.488]Now the nights are long and the days falling short [01:16.911]You ain't been calling up my phone but now I've been calling yours [01:19.663]I want a last time I need to hear you speaking just once [01:22.360]I still will love you all despite the things you've said and you've done [01:25.103]This is the closest thing I've found [01:30.136]To a semblance of happiness I doubt [01:35.312]It'll last much longer it never does so [01:40.656]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown [01:45.911]You say I'm so gifted but what is my gift [01:49.007]When I be ruining Christmas by causing a rift [01:51.831]I'm stirring up the melting pot hurt the ones that I love [01:54.295]I do whatever that I want cause no one strikes from above [01:56.943]If they were watching me they'd obviously be sending a sign [01:59.583]I need autonomy no stopping me from living my life [02:02.311]There ain't no message in a bottle coming up from the pipes [02:04.990]I really think I'm only awful to the ones that I like [02:07.703]I wonder how they put up with the words that I said [02:10.400]I try to keep em to myself and keep em all in my head [02:12.960]I hate confiding cause I find my thoughts are nothing but dark [02:15.592]And often find myself at sea but like I can't disembark [02:18.687]Won't appreciate me till when after I'm gone [02:20.999]At least I lived a simple life doing things that I want [02:23.664]You couldn't trap me or steer me right into a corner [02:26.289]I did what I had felt was right thanks to all my supporters [02:29.072]Four walls caving in [02:34.624]There's no saving him [02:39.583]Will they ever hear his real name [02:44.903]Or know what it's like to feel pain [02:50.440]Four walls caving in [02:55.743]There's no saving him [03:01.191]Will they ever hear his real name [03:06.311]Or know what it's like to feel pain [03:11.775]This is the closest thing I've found [03:16.879]To a semblance of happiness I doubt [03:22.046]It'll last much longer it never does so [03:27.351]Now I'll go to the dark into the unknown [03:33.239]Four walls caving in [03:38.393]There's no saving him [03:44.071]Will they ever hear his real name [03:49.096]Or know what it's like to feel pain [03:54.728]Four walls caving in [04:00.078]There's no saving him [04:05.439]Will they ever hear his real name [04:10.608]Or know what it's like to feel pain
