Yeah I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace How the **** will I escape if I never close my case? Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay Mother****er, now you got my attention I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine Every single ****ing day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified I fell asleep at the wheel again Crashed my car just to feel again It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh We're sick and tired of wondering Praying to a god that you don't believe We're searching for the truth in the lost and found So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now? 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, I'm a popular, popular monster
[00:00.93]Yeah [00:05.69]I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze [00:08.38]I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway [00:11.17]Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase [00:14.05]I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah [00:17.42]I battle with depression, but the question still remains [00:20.00]Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? [00:22.84]And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase [00:25.73]Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay [00:29.41]Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day [00:31.51]And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage [00:34.34]And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me [00:39.23]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out [00:44.74]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, [00:49.20]I'm a popular, popular monster [00:52.42]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart [01:00.91]I'm a popular, popular monster [01:08.41]I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze [01:12.66]Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace [01:15.22]I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace [01:18.00]How the **** will I escape if I never close my case? [01:20.98]Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste [01:23.81]Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take [01:26.77]But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage [01:29.77]Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay [01:33.48]Mother****er, now you got my attention [01:35.46]I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing [01:38.32]And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine [01:41.33]Every single ****ing day [01:42.68]I get closer to the grave, I am terrified [01:45.41]I fell asleep at the wheel again [01:47.71]Crashed my car just to feel again [01:50.49]It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me [01:54.87]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out [02:00.52]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, [02:04.85]I'm a popular, popular monster [02:08.03]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart [02:16.47]I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster [02:19.85]Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh [02:30.59]We're sick and tired of wondering [02:33.64]Praying to a god that you don't believe [02:36.85]We're searching for the truth in the lost and found [02:39.68]So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now? [02:54.36]'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out [03:00.19]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, [03:04.36]I'm a popular, popular monster [03:07.69]I break down, falling into love now with falling apart [03:16.29]I'm a popular, popular monster [03:24.98]I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, [03:27.84]I'm a popular, popular monster
