作曲 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne I woulda stayed with you till the end of time You were like the reason I became the dude that they despise Bi*ch I laid with you in this bed of lies Every f**king day, 7:45 AM I was late for school But still I stayed home praying that this pain would subside Please, just one time, God heal my ill mind I will find a reason to live before I kill myself
Depression almost made me do it, betrayed me And it made me ruthless, I'm f**king crazy, baby No need to label me stupid, already knew it Not a human, I'm a mutant, he was born in the sewer, yeah But still I maneuvered out the gutter Made myself some bread, spreading out the butter Some to my bros, a lot to my mother Swear to God I'm never gonna fail under pressure, getting very close
My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone We're not that close, don't call my phone And act like you care now, but you never did All you want is a handout, it's what it always is It's what it always is
Jogging your memory I'm reminding you there's so much I was tryna prove Rather than go and buy new shoes, I saved a dime or two for some studio time And yes I had anxiety 'cause I was new to rhyming but I knew I had to try it Then was failing school so everything was riding on me Showing up inside the booth And spitting rhymes to blow me up so mom can retire Look at you now, Luke, uninspired from running untired But hell no, failure's not an option, coming down to the wire
I feel the weight of the world, my shoulder blades, how they curl Pressure is breaking my neck, ten thousand people expect Me to deliver my soul even when nothing is left Gotta dig deep in my chest, ninety nine reasons to stress Hell, I be aiming for more, momma she need me to blow Twenty five years even bro, promised I'd buy her a home I feel the weight of the world I feel the weight of the world (I feel the weight of the world) (I feel the weight of the world)
My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone We're not that close, don't call my phone And act like you care now, but you never did All you want is a handout, it's what it always is It's what it always is
That's just what it always is, who's then left to call a friend Publicly, I'm crying out for help, nobody offered it The industry would let me die if it meant more views No, they don't care, they're profiting Long as I keep entertaining the audience F**k it though, if I'm going down in flames, I better tuck and roll Then get it back up with a punctured hole in my lung and a busted nose But I'm still never ducking no punches though, my stomach rumbles, I'm under pressure Been hungry for too long, yo, Luke gone, we cutting it close
My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone We're not that close, don't call my phone And act like you care now, but you never did All you want is a handout, it's what it always is It's what it always is
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Sean Haywood/Luke Gawne [00:02.549]I woulda stayed with you till the end of time [00:04.134]You were like the reason I became the dude that they despise [00:07.055]Bi*ch I laid with you in this bed of lies [00:09.460]Every f**king day, 7:45 AM I was late for school [00:12.948]But still I stayed home praying that this pain would subside [00:15.856]Please, just one time, God heal my ill mind [00:18.508]I will find a reason to live before I kill myself [00:21.443] [00:21.972]Depression almost made me do it, betrayed me [00:24.637]And it made me ruthless, I'm f**king crazy, baby [00:26.769]No need to label me stupid, already knew it [00:29.430]Not a human, I'm a mutant, he was born in the sewer, yeah [00:32.634]But still I maneuvered out the gutter [00:34.761]Made myself some bread, spreading out the butter [00:37.946]Some to my bros, a lot to my mother [00:40.340]Swear to God I'm never gonna fail under pressure, getting very close [00:43.540] [00:44.081]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone [00:49.119]We're not that close, don't call my phone [00:54.443]And act like you care now, but you never did [00:59.744]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is [01:03.713]It's what it always is [01:04.524] [01:04.785]Jogging your memory I'm reminding you there's so much I was tryna prove [01:07.185]Rather than go and buy new shoes, I saved a dime or two for some studio time [01:10.390]And yes I had anxiety 'cause I was new to rhyming but I knew I had to try it [01:14.365]Then was failing school so everything was riding on me [01:16.767]Showing up inside the booth [01:18.102]And spitting rhymes to blow me up so mom can retire [01:20.489]Look at you now, Luke, uninspired from running untired [01:23.139]But hell no, failure's not an option, coming down to the wire [01:25.543] [01:25.805]I feel the weight of the world, my shoulder blades, how they curl [01:28.202]Pressure is breaking my neck, ten thousand people expect [01:30.845]Me to deliver my soul even when nothing is left [01:33.504]Gotta dig deep in my chest, ninety nine reasons to stress [01:36.429]Hell, I be aiming for more, momma she need me to blow [01:38.822]Twenty five years even bro, promised I'd buy her a home [01:41.477]I feel the weight of the world [01:43.066]I feel the weight of the world [01:44.408](I feel the weight of the world) [01:45.741](I feel the weight of the world) [01:47.070] [01:48.672]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone [01:53.718]We're not that close, don't call my phone [01:59.309]And act like you care now, but you never did [02:04.109]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is [02:08.105]It's what it always is [02:09.436] [02:09.701]That's just what it always is, who's then left to call a friend [02:11.831]Publicly, I'm crying out for help, nobody offered it [02:14.746]The industry would let me die if it meant more views [02:16.632]No, they don't care, they're profiting [02:18.215]Long as I keep entertaining the audience [02:20.110]F**k it though, if I'm going down in flames, I better tuck and roll [02:22.773]Then get it back up with a punctured hole in my lung and a busted nose [02:25.175]But I'm still never ducking no punches though, my stomach rumbles, I'm under pressure [02:28.111]Been hungry for too long, yo, Luke gone, we cutting it close [02:30.772] [02:31.559]My cell keeps ringing, leave me alone [02:36.912]We're not that close, don't call my phone [02:42.504]And act like you care now, but you never did [02:47.473]All you want is a handout, it's what it always is [02:51.735]It's what it always is
