作词 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena 作曲 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man It's like really real shit right now
Uh, smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin' Hoping for hope, but I'm hopeless Too much distractions, I'm losing my focus Too much pain, can barely notice the beauty in things Too much mental commotion, man
I'm tryin' to get back to the way I was I'm tired of escaping, I'm tired of the drugs I be having these relations but be hiding my love (Damn) And instead of chasin, I'm like, "That bitch is a dub"
Uh, feeling the need to keep my heart on freeze Suffocating my feelings, instead of letting them breathe Knowing I'm hurting inside but act like shit is a breeze 'Cause my heart is too heavy to wear that shit on my sleeve
I stand tall, but I sit on that throne like a Kween Praying is the only time I ever get on my knees These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hm) You can hate, but don't play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr)
Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn) Observing niggas, yeah, that's why I'm always one ahead Try and get these evil thoughts out of my ****ing head It ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit
Damn I can't even sleep without it, man That's a different type of paranoia, man You don't understand that pain, man That fame, man, that fame, man, listen We still on timing, you feel me?
Ay, uh, told my fans to pray for me because I'm losing it (Pray for me) Ain't just drinking the Henny now, I'm abusing it (Damn) I don't even get a buzz because I'm used to it (Damn) In other words, I feel numb, I'm immune to it
The relationship with my Mother ain't been good lately (Mama) That's probably why I'm always fighting with my old lady (Yo, Mama) And I'm too thorough to ever let a hoe play me If I'm loyal and she cheat, I'd probably go crazy (Facts)
Mentally been on my own lately (Huh?) Man, y'all don't know lately (Huh?) Kinda been out of my zone lately
No shows lately, ain't been on the road lately (Damn) Gettin' high 'cause I've been low lately
All this COVID shit, I'm over it (Facts) This new election, I don't know with it (Mm) I'm kind of skeptical
But this America, you gotta, mm Shut up and go with it The government, ain't no controlling it, huh?
Ain't no controlling that, man Huh, you just gotta live through it, man It's life Know what I mean It's where we live, man
Uh, circle getting smaller, money getting taller **** who you are, I'm judging you by your aura No doorman, it's Young M.A who open doors up (Facts) I built my brand from the floor up (Facts)
Came from the bottom, made some hundreds Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hm) Went from wearing white tee's, to cashing out on designers But still rock white tee's, still humble, I promise (Mm-hm)
But I'm all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq Huh, I'm like incredible Hulk when I'm walking (Huh?) If you talk about me when I see you, ain't no talking (Uh)
I had a heart, then I lost it I've been hurt too often (Damn) Playing defense with my heart No more playing offense (Nope)
God first, I can't let the Devil get to me I will never change if I keep drinking this Hennessy But I would never lose, because I know this shit was meant for me And bro I know you gone, but I still need you to live for me (Need you)
It's the realist shit I ever wrote If I don't say it in my music, you would never know (Never know) Like this 100 racks I'm holding, I would never fold (Never) Going back broke, that's a place I'll never go (Never)
Never going Never go broke again Could never lose Told 'em, "I could never lose" Told 'em, "I could never lose" Told 'em, "I could never lose" Could never lose
[00:00.000] 作词 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena [00:01.000] 作曲 : Katorah Marrero/Matthew N Jacobson/Tom Terrien/Penelope Antena [00:14.197]This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man [00:17.685]It's like really real shit right now [00:18.739] [00:20.325]Uh, smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin' [00:23.042]Hoping for hope, but I'm hopeless [00:24.889]Too much distractions, I'm losing my focus [00:26.790]Too much pain, can barely notice the beauty in things [00:29.286]Too much mental commotion, man [00:30.507] [00:31.180]I'm tryin' to get back to the way I was [00:33.487]I'm tired of escaping, I'm tired of the drugs [00:35.601]I be having these relations but be hiding my love (Damn) [00:38.356]And instead of chasin, I'm like, "That bitch is a dub" [00:40.068] [00:40.891]Uh, feeling the need to keep my heart on freeze [00:43.345]Suffocating my feelings, instead of letting them breathe [00:45.722]Knowing I'm hurting inside but act like shit is a breeze [00:48.103]'Cause my heart is too heavy to wear that shit on my sleeve [00:50.445] [00:50.750]I stand tall, but I sit on that throne like a Kween [00:53.237]Praying is the only time I ever get on my knees [00:55.718]These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hm) [00:58.236]You can hate, but don't play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr) [01:00.414] [01:00.940]Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn) [01:03.178]Observing niggas, yeah, that's why I'm always one ahead [01:05.750]Try and get these evil thoughts out of my ****ing head [01:08.304]It ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit [01:11.028] [01:12.930]Damn [01:15.306]I can't even sleep without it, man [01:17.955]That's a different type of paranoia, man [01:21.525]You don't understand that pain, man [01:25.588]That fame, man, that fame, man, listen [01:29.173]We still on timing, you feel me? [01:30.517] [01:30.706]Ay, uh, told my fans to pray for me because I'm losing it (Pray for me) [01:34.198]Ain't just drinking the Henny now, I'm abusing it (Damn) [01:36.932]I don't even get a buzz because I'm used to it (Damn) [01:39.241]In other words, I feel numb, I'm immune to it [01:41.115] [01:42.004]The relationship with my Mother ain't been good lately (Mama) [01:44.437]That's probably why I'm always fighting with my old lady (Yo, Mama) [01:46.966]And I'm too thorough to ever let a hoe play me [01:49.606]If I'm loyal and she cheat, I'd probably go crazy (Facts) [01:51.467] [01:52.052]Mentally been on my own lately (Huh?) [01:53.888]Man, y'all don't know lately (Huh?) [01:55.328]Kinda been out of my zone lately [01:56.497] [01:56.773]No shows lately, ain't been on the road lately (Damn) [01:59.279]Gettin' high 'cause I've been low lately [02:01.095] [02:01.463]All this COVID shit, I'm over it (Facts) [02:03.344]This new election, I don't know with it (Mm) [02:05.181]I'm kind of skeptical [02:06.037] [02:06.489]But this America, you gotta, mm [02:08.268]Shut up and go with it [02:09.600]The government, ain't no controlling it, huh? [02:11.985] [02:12.824]Ain't no controlling that, man [02:15.706]Huh, you just gotta live through it, man [02:21.783]It's life [02:25.125]Know what I mean [02:28.542]It's where we live, man [02:29.519] [02:31.650]Uh, circle getting smaller, money getting taller [02:34.897]**** who you are, I'm judging you by your aura [02:37.032]No doorman, it's Young M.A who open doors up (Facts) [02:39.426]I built my brand from the floor up (Facts) [02:41.600] [02:41.863]Came from the bottom, made some hundreds [02:43.317]Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hm) [02:44.633]Went from wearing white tee's, to cashing out on designers [02:46.730]But still rock white tee's, still humble, I promise (Mm-hm) [02:49.138] [02:49.326]But I'm all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq [02:51.771]Huh, I'm like incredible Hulk when I'm walking (Huh?) [02:54.531]If you talk about me when I see you, ain't no talking (Uh) [02:56.596] [02:56.796]I had a heart, then I lost it [02:58.214]I've been hurt too often (Damn) [02:59.492]Playing defense with my heart [03:00.836]No more playing offense (Nope) [03:01.928] [03:02.156]God first, I can't let the Devil get to me [03:04.105]I will never change if I keep drinking this Hennessy [03:06.903]But I would never lose, because I know this shit was meant for me [03:09.126]And bro I know you gone, but I still need you to live for me (Need you) [03:11.953] [03:12.897]It's the realist shit I ever wrote [03:14.860]If I don't say it in my music, you would never know (Never know) [03:17.209]Like this 100 racks I'm holding, I would never fold (Never) [03:19.673]Going back broke, that's a place I'll never go (Never) [03:22.107] [03:24.264]Never going [03:26.636]Never go broke again [03:29.490]Could never lose [03:31.480]Told 'em, "I could never lose" [03:33.943]Told 'em, "I could never lose" [03:36.530]Told 'em, "I could never lose" [03:39.525]Could never lose