Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame 'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything And I just want to change, I really want to But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown I just wanna wake up as a different person Been living good but that's all on the surface Been getting older, new lessons I'm learning But I'm still hurting, I don't deserve this I just want to make the pain go away If I try to end my life, would they remember my name? All this pain goes on and on, and it's so tragic how I can't even get a night of sleep without this panic now And I don't wanna die but it's feeling like the only way out Of my mind, try to get up but I'm falling back down, no Please, keep fighting for me, no I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow Please, keep fighting for me, no I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame 'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything And I just want to change, I really want to But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown I ran out of time for all your questions Guess I never learned my lesson Now I'm goin' away I just can't deal with the pain But I don't wanna see you cry anymore, no I don't wanna see you cry I'll end it all to keep from hurting I'm such a burden, I'll save you from the pressure Wish I was better So wrap your arms around me, pull me in so closely I'll hold on 'til it's over, I'll hold on 'til it's over, it's over Please keep fighting for me, no I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow Please, keep fighting for me, no I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame 'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything And I just want to change, I really want to But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
[00:15.220]Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame [00:18.916]'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name [00:22.900]I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything [00:26.996]And I just want to change, I really want to [00:30.700]But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no [00:34.580]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and [00:38.695]I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no [00:42.524]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown [00:48.437]I just wanna wake up as a different person [00:50.225]Been living good but that's all on the surface [00:52.223]Been getting older, new lessons I'm learning [00:54.188]But I'm still hurting, I don't deserve this [00:56.300]I just want to make the pain go away [00:59.484]If I try to end my life, would they remember my name? [01:03.139]All this pain goes on and on, and it's so tragic how [01:06.693]I can't even get a night of sleep without this panic now [01:10.660]And I don't wanna die but it's feeling like the only way out [01:15.164]Of my mind, try to get up but I'm falling back down, no [01:20.199]Please, keep fighting for me, no [01:24.222]I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow [01:28.266]Please, keep fighting for me, no [01:32.350]I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no [01:35.255]Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame [01:38.887]'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name [01:42.879]I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything [01:47.025]And I just want to change, I really want to [01:50.568]But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no [01:54.526]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and [01:58.758]I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no [02:02.526]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown [02:07.910]I ran out of time for all your questions [02:10.280]Guess I never learned my lesson [02:12.215]Now I'm goin' away I just can't deal with the pain [02:16.130]But I don't wanna see you cry anymore, no [02:20.150]I don't wanna see you cry [02:22.198]I'll end it all to keep from hurting [02:25.128]I'm such a burden, I'll save you from the pressure [02:29.063]Wish I was better [02:30.583]So wrap your arms around me, pull me in so closely [02:34.673]I'll hold on 'til it's over, I'll hold on 'til it's over, it's over [02:40.350]Please keep fighting for me, no [02:44.255]I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow [02:48.168]Please, keep fighting for me, no [02:52.342]I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no [02:55.215]Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame [02:59.016]'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name [03:03.048]I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything [03:07.065]And I just want to change, I really want to [03:10.649]But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no [03:14.541]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and [03:18.736]I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no [03:22.607]So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown