作词 : Alex O'Connor 作曲 : Alex O'Connor Yeah I don't know where to start How do you admit that you're falling apart
I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart
My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart
I've lived the words that I've said And I live with a voice That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head
Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead
I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right
Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself
But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health
I don't care Don't tell me and don't text me
'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie
These days I prefer to just not be outside
And these days I just end up spending all of my time
With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright
'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs
I'm doing my best
Still find myself stressed
And I'm no longer sure where I belong
I'm starting to rust
Don't know who to trust
Don't trust anyone not even me
Some people concentrate on style too much
But I think I just force myself to smile too much
And I should zoom in for the best
I wanna live my life with no stress
Love life and feel blessed like
It's kind of funny on the inside
I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child ****
And that's pretty much it
Yeah that's pretty much it Is there anything else
Oh yeah My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile
Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh And I wonder what it was like to be 11
Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death Such a thing as heaven why
Every now and then I think about the fact That I'd become a legend if I died at 27
[00:00.000] 作词 : Alex O'Connor [00:01.000] 作曲 : Alex O'Connor [00:35.68]Yeah I don't know where to start [00:37.15]How do you admit that you're falling apart [00:39.32] [00:42.76]I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart [00:45.27] [00:45.97]My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart [00:48.35] [00:49.26]I've lived the words that I've said [00:51.07]And I live with a voice [00:52.05]That tends to tell me that I'm **** in my head [00:53.95] [00:54.50]Well maybe I should **** it and be happy instead [00:57.12] [01:00.82]I should just say **** it and be happy instead right right [01:06.63] [01:08.78]Cus' there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself [01:11.50] [01:12.36]But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health [01:14.57] [01:15.12]I don't care [01:16.22]Don't tell me and don't text me [01:17.52] [01:18.14]'Cos that kind of **** upsets me just kind of affects me [01:21.15]It's bringing me down and I'm not gonna lie [01:23.09] [01:23.73]These days I prefer to just not be outside [01:26.06] [01:26.66]And these days I just end up spending all of my time [01:29.26] [01:29.83]With my girlfriend but to be honest I think that's alright [01:31.89] [01:32.65]'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs [01:37.14] [01:38.03]I'm doing my best [01:39.03] [01:40.91]Still find myself stressed [01:43.23] [01:44.27]And I'm no longer sure where I belong [01:48.16] [01:49.61]I'm starting to rust [01:50.40] [01:52.58]Don't know who to trust [01:53.51] [01:56.61]Don't trust anyone not even me [01:58.91] [01:59.50]Some people concentrate on style too much [02:01.39] [02:02.17]But I think I just force myself to smile too much [02:04.36] [02:05.00]And I should zoom in for the best [02:06.60] [02:07.14]I wanna live my life with no stress [02:08.69] [02:09.28]Love life and feel blessed like [02:10.56] [02:11.32]It's kind of funny on the inside [02:12.64] [02:13.28]I'm tryin' to be a man but really I'm just a little child **** [02:16.54] [02:17.35]And that's pretty much it [02:18.21] [02:18.72]Yeah that's pretty much it [02:20.03]Is there anything else [02:20.81] [02:21.40]Oh yeah [02:21.93]My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress mhm [02:24.69]I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends naw [02:27.90]Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile [02:29.91] [02:30.44]Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile oh [02:34.27]And I wonder what it was like to be 11 [02:35.80] [02:36.42]Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death [02:39.10]Such a thing as heaven why [02:40.27] [02:40.84]Every now and then I think about the fact [02:42.95]That I'd become a legend if I died at 27
