作词 : Vincent Jacovelli And I don't wanna live like this I'm on my own And I don't wanna leave right now But I'm all alone Never thought I'd try suicide But my mind is a prison I'm peeking through the blinds And I know my decision will be scrutinized But you can't judge a man until you looking through his eyes Cause they wanna call me selfish Wake up every day the same and I feel helpless Everyone around me telling me life's precious But all I feel is pain so pardon me if I'm skeptic I've been feeling sick Sick of feeling worthless Sick of acting like every day's been so perfect Sick of feeling pain Fake smiles on the surface Sick of waking up knowing I don't have a purpose And I don't wanna die, but I know it's for the best Trying to find peace, but I know there's nothing left Only time I feel bliss is the moment of my death Maybe I can finally smile as I take my last breath Try to tun a page, I'm stuck in the same chapter Searching for some love, I ain't finding what I'm after Swear these damn thoughts controlling me like a cancer What's the point of life, I can never find the answer Damn And I don't wanna make my mother cry But all the pain I've been feeling is being multiplied So when she finally comes to terms that her son has died Tell her I'm looking for happiness on the other side And I don't wanna live like this I'm on my own And I don't wanna leave right now But I'm all alone Cause I don't wanna feel this pain I'd rather die right now I just wanna be okay Oohohoh Wait, before you make your decision Take a second, put yourself in your family's position Know you feeling like death is the only way but it isn't Know the pains hard but I swear it's just here to visit So please Don't do it, I can promise that it doesn't help The pain'll pass, you're passing the pain to someone else You got a beautiful soul, Don't make em suffer I know you'll get through, I know that you got it covered You're made special, kind loving and gentle Even if you can't see just know that you got potential I know you suffer through the day tryna hold composure But god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers I don't wanna see the day that you fall apart So keep pushing, a fighter I know that's who you are Even know you feel like you live with a broken heart Just know the darkest nights make the brightest stars And I promise it gets better with time I know it doesn't feel like it but depression it lies You deserve much more so just sever the ties Between those toxic thoughts and you're intelligent mind I know it's tough when you're battling depression It's hard to fake a smile with the pain that you're suppressing Your mind plays tricks and it got you second guessing But people care about you and need the feel of your presence You got family they love you try to remember I know you think you're nothing but in the mind you're a treasure Times get rough and I know you feeling the pressure But I've been through it too and I know that it gets better And I don't wanna live like this I'm on my own And I don't wanna leave right now But I'm all alone Cause I don't wanna feel this pain I'd rather die right now I just wanna be okay Oohohoh
[00:00.000] 作词 : Vincent Jacovelli [00:12.448]And I don't wanna live like this [00:14.223]I'm on my own [00:17.802]And I don't wanna leave right now [00:19.605]But I'm all alone [00:23.371]Never thought I'd try suicide [00:25.519]But my mind is a prison [00:26.997]I'm peeking through the blinds [00:28.269]And I know my decision will be scrutinized [00:31.039]But you can't judge a man until you looking through his eyes [00:33.752]Cause they wanna call me selfish [00:35.572]Wake up every day the same and I feel helpless [00:38.372]Everyone around me telling me life's precious [00:41.105]But all I feel is pain so pardon me if I'm skeptic [00:43.902]I've been feeling sick [00:45.201]Sick of feeling worthless [00:46.502]Sick of acting like every day's been so perfect [00:49.336]Sick of feeling pain [00:50.798]Fake smiles on the surface [00:52.134]Sick of waking up knowing I don't have a purpose [00:54.803]And I don't wanna die, but I know it's for the best [00:57.448]Trying to find peace, but I know there's nothing left [01:00.202]Only time I feel bliss is the moment of my death [01:03.036]Maybe I can finally smile as I take my last breath [01:05.995]Try to tun a page, I'm stuck in the same chapter [01:08.652]Searching for some love, I ain't finding what I'm after [01:11.430]Swear these damn thoughts controlling me like a cancer [01:14.183]What's the point of life, I can never find the answer [01:17.086]Damn [01:18.868]And I don't wanna make my mother cry [01:20.902]But all the pain I've been feeling is being multiplied [01:23.246]So when she finally comes to terms that her son has died [01:26.253]Tell her I'm looking for happiness on the other side [01:29.683]And I don't wanna live like this [01:31.455]I'm on my own [01:34.997]And I don't wanna leave right now [01:36.729]But I'm all alone [01:40.218]Cause I don't wanna feel this pain [01:43.213]I'd rather die right now [01:46.200]I just wanna be okay [01:49.989]Oohohoh [01:51.402]Wait, before you make your decision [01:53.201]Take a second, put yourself in your family's position [01:55.999]Know you feeling like death is the only way but it isn't [01:58.798]Know the pains hard but I swear it's just here to visit [02:01.463]So please [02:02.046]Don't do it, I can promise that it doesn't help [02:04.534]The pain'll pass, you're passing the pain to someone else [02:07.436]You got a beautiful soul, Don't make em suffer [02:09.953]I know you'll get through, I know that you got it covered [02:13.033]You're made special, kind loving and gentle [02:15.512]Even if you can't see just know that you got potential [02:18.302]I know you suffer through the day tryna hold composure [02:21.364]But god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers [02:24.265]I don't wanna see the day that you fall apart [02:26.930]So keep pushing, a fighter I know that's who you are [02:29.683]Even know you feel like you live with a broken heart [02:32.546]Just know the darkest nights make the brightest stars [02:35.231]And I promise it gets better with time [02:37.374]I know it doesn't feel like it but depression it lies [02:40.108]You deserve much more so just sever the ties [02:42.836]Between those toxic thoughts and you're intelligent mind [02:46.398]I know it's tough when you're battling depression [02:48.690]It's hard to fake a smile with the pain that you're suppressing [02:51.467]Your mind plays tricks and it got you second guessing [02:54.200]But people care about you and need the feel of your presence [02:57.105]You got family they love you try to remember [02:59.620]I know you think you're nothing but in the mind you're a treasure [03:02.370]Times get rough and I know you feeling the pressure [03:05.167]But I've been through it too and I know that it gets better [03:08.872]And I don't wanna live like this [03:10.718]I'm on my own [03:14.289]And I don't wanna leave right now [03:15.919]But I'm all alone [03:19.732]Cause I don't wanna feel this pain [03:22.550]I'd rather die right now [03:25.481]I just wanna be okay [03:29.289]Oohohoh
