I've lost myself to anxiety Cause I can't find my way out of this hole I can't believe what you've done to me You don't wanna see the dark inside my soul I'm always dying so quietly I know that it's too much for you to handle My blade takes away my anxiety I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample U really ****** me up, I really wish u knew how much You're the reason why my blade has always been my crutch You're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much You're the reason why I can't even ******* trust I know you see me slowly falling apart There are so many ******* wounds in my heart I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
Damn I loved you so much and I admired you Until I realized what you've put me through I can't believe those stupid words you used to say Nowadays I think about 'em everyday I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying I'll always be this broken so I started lying I'll never recover even though I'm ******* trying No matter what I do I'll just end up dying I don't understand how you can ******* live with yourself I ain't done **** like you and I can't even live with myself I know you lay awake with anxiety every night I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up I write songs about the things I cannot speak of There's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up You should blame yourself cause I never felt loved Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
[00:14.78]I've lost myself to anxiety [00:19.63]Cause I can't find my way out of this hole [00:24.25]I can't believe what you've done to me [00:27.51]You don't wanna see the dark inside my soul [00:32.19]I'm always dying so quietly [00:35.73]I know that it's too much for you to handle [00:40.43]My blade takes away my anxiety [00:44.19]I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample [00:48.17]U really ****** me up, I really wish u knew how much [00:52.45]You're the reason why my blade has always been my crutch [00:56.27]You're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much [01:00.21]You're the reason why I can't even ******* trust [01:04.36]I know you see me slowly falling apart [01:07.48]There are so many ******* wounds in my heart [01:11.76]I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches [01:16.18]But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it [01:19.91]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it [01:23.94]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses [01:28.12]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying [01:31.98]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding [01:36.29]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it [01:40.11]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses [01:44.05]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying [01:47.99]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding [01:52.10] [01:52.25]Damn I loved you so much and I admired you [01:56.15]Until I realized what you've put me through [02:00.23]I can't believe those stupid words you used to say [02:03.86]Nowadays I think about 'em everyday [02:07.86]I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying [02:12.14]I'll always be this broken so I started lying [02:16.02]I'll never recover even though I'm ******* trying [02:19.98]No matter what I do I'll just end up dying [02:23.98]I don't understand how you can ******* live with yourself [02:28.08]I ain't done **** like you and I can't even live with myself [02:32.06]I know you lay awake with anxiety every night [02:35.49]I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives [02:40.33]I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up [02:43.88]I write songs about the things I cannot speak of [02:48.09]There's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up [02:52.32]You should blame yourself cause I never felt loved [02:56.11]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it [03:00.01]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses [03:03.99]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying [03:08.11]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding [03:11.98]Save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it [03:16.03]Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses [03:20.02]I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying [03:24.02]I can't deal with my emotions so I'm hiding
