作词 : 交易子 作曲 : 交易子 When I was a child, I stopped dreaming about tomorrow early because I was filled with all those pain and disgrace 它们如影随形 It was suffocating It seemed like they all loved me more when I was broken As time went by, oh god didn't it fly A day, a year, a decade of sunrise and moonlight 现在已不是孩子的我身体里依然折磨我的怪物是我唯一的朋友 他们都骗我 朋友也长大了 就只能越发沉默 也没人相信我 不能就此坐以待毙 逃离这里逃离所有的曾经 再也不 回头想
上次欢愉的时候 我是个孩子忘乎所有 尖叫着 挥霍着只求最后一无所有 两点半 三点半 五点半我彻夜未眠 期盼着 祈祷着 没有明天 没有明天 I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior 路途匆匆的人们停下脚步等我低头 一句道歉就足够 你们自以为别无所求 被我嘲笑的光阴要拿什么还你们哦 所以就 放过吧 等我一口 笑泯恩仇 I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior Almost winning and now I don't know But it seems like it's almost away from me Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to find it out and I'll know it all
[00:00.000] 作词 : 交易子 [00:01.000] 作曲 : 交易子 [00:19.158]When I was a child, I stopped dreaming about tomorrow [00:23.796]early because I was filled with all those pain and disgrace [00:28.495]它们如影随形 [00:33.252]It was suffocating [00:38.474]It seemed like they all loved me more when I was broken [00:47.307]As time went by, oh god didn't it fly [00:56.762]A day, a year, a decade of sunrise and moonlight [01:06.161]现在已不是孩子的我身体里依然折磨我的怪物是我唯一的朋友 [01:16.560]他们都骗我 [01:20.225]朋友也长大了 [01:24.902]就只能越发沉默 也没人相信我 [01:34.356]不能就此坐以待毙 [01:43.744]逃离这里逃离所有的曾经 [01:57.994]再也不 回头想 [02:04.956] [02:13.225]我终于放弃了 [02:17.203]平和地优雅地接受了 [02:21.281]妥协吧堕落吧灭亡吧狂欢吧 [02:25.493]直到地球被核平吧 [02:29.231]褪去了灰色的世界多艳丽 [02:34.723]焕然一新 [02:37.739]混沌无序的色彩多绚丽 [02:41.614]我的乐园 [02:45.191]直到你降临的那个瞬间 [02:49.261]我以为痛苦都早已被忘却 [02:53.264]你的美丽如此鲜明 [02:57.231]灼伤了我 [03:01.349]痛い 痛い [03:09.287]那大大小小穿透我的情感啊 [03:13.269]起起伏伏归于死寂 [03:17.602]但与你相关的所有时刻 [03:21.205]都被压缩成薄胶片 [03:25.225]狠狠地烙印在我身上 [03:29.123]不可逆不痊愈 [03:33.156]这世间若真的存在 [03:37.343]神明那就是你的模样 [03:41.173]你就像依存于白昼之上 [03:45.275]撕裂阳光的又一次破晓 [03:49.187]沐浴在圣光里新生的 [03:53.208]我放生啼哭 [03:57.313]呜呜 [04:04.128]不幸的孩子迎来了新的一天 [04:08.391] [04:32.454]上次欢愉的时候 我是个孩子忘乎所有 [04:43.195]尖叫着 挥霍着只求最后一无所有 [04:54.372]两点半 三点半 五点半我彻夜未眠 [05:05.598]期盼着 祈祷着 没有明天 没有明天 [05:16.455]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior [05:27.516]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior [05:38.739]路途匆匆的人们停下脚步等我低头 [05:49.424]一句道歉就足够 你们自以为别无所求 [06:00.604]被我嘲笑的光阴要拿什么还你们哦 [06:11.555]所以就 放过吧 等我一口 笑泯恩仇 [06:22.683]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior [06:33.721]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior [06:44.825]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior [06:55.756]I'm sorry if I haven't been on my best behavior [07:06.858]Almost winning and now I don't know [07:11.725]But it seems like it's almost away from me [07:17.814]Maybe one day I'll be strong enough to [07:23.283]find it out and I'll know it all
