I wish I wasn't fat I wish I wasn't gay I wish I wasn't black I wish that I was brave I wish,I wish,I wish with every candle on the cake That I could quit doin' these drugs But I can't and I'm afraid I wish that I was smart I wish that I was rich I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive I wish that I could help I wish I wasn't sick I wish I was Tom MacDonald,I'd be just like him I wish I wasn't sober I miss it when the party wasn't over Happiness was right around the corner Every single night was like the best one of our lives Now we are older The good ol’days are out of reach, I wish they were closer I wish I wasn't anxious,and I wish I could fast forward And I wish that I could rewind but they don't make that controller I wish the nights were longer,and I wish the days were shorter And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure I feel crazy,I wish that I was normal I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal Take me to the oracle,I heard that time is borrowed Can you give me back my yesterdays, I'll give you my tomorrows? Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow Before all of the tattoos and cornrows I was different,I was happy,I was calmer I was young and full of hormones Now I'm wishin' for a time machine,I'd step into that portal and be gone I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? Maybe they were too far I must have blown apart a million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard I wish I didn't care about the day that I'd be buried Used to live like I was ready for it,always in a hurry Now I'm worried,all my memories are blurry I’m just barely turnin'30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me The choice that I made make me feel dirty,I was 25 at 13 I was smokin' with seniors,drinkin' beer and gettin' flirty Now the Ativan ain't workin' I need somethin' even stronger Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missin' While I'm tourin' the country for a livin' Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the closet Give me everything I wish I had Oh wait I think I got it I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would accomplish This is awesome man, I wish I had a friend to tell, I'd call'em And I wonder if I jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom And would everyone believe me if I told ‘em I had fallen？ I'ma jump I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? Maybe they were too far I must have blown apart a million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard I wish we were kids again Before everything was on Instagram The things were so simple then Me,my tree fort,all of my friends Way back when,on Beaver Drive When the floor was lava, I could fly Wished I was big like them Never thought I'd wanna be a kid again I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? Maybe they were too far I must have blown apart a million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? Maybe they were too far I must have blown apart a million dandelions Now they don't grow in my yard (DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)
[00:09.300]I wish I wasn't fat [00:10.300]I wish I wasn't gay [00:11.300]I wish I wasn't black [00:12.600]I wish that I was brave [00:13.300]I wish,I wish,I wish with every candle on the cake [00:16.300]That I could quit doin' these drugs [00:17.300]But I can't and I'm afraid [00:19.300]I wish that I was smart [00:20.300]I wish that I was rich [00:21.300]I wish it wasn't hard for me to grow up and forgive [00:23.300]I wish that I could help [00:25.300]I wish I wasn't sick [00:26.300]I wish I was Tom MacDonald,I'd be just like him [00:30.300]I wish I wasn't sober [00:32.300]I miss it when the party wasn't over [00:34.300]Happiness was right around the corner [00:35.300]Every single night was like the best one of our lives [00:37.300]Now we are older [00:39.300]The good ol’days are out of reach, I wish they were closer [00:41.300]I wish I wasn't anxious,and I wish I could fast forward [00:43.300]And I wish that I could rewind but they don't make that controller [00:45.300]I wish the nights were longer,and I wish the days were shorter [00:48.300]And I wish that I could sleep enough to maintain my composure [00:50.300]I feel crazy,I wish that I was normal [00:52.300]I wish that I could kill myself but also be immortal [00:55.300]Take me to the oracle,I heard that time is borrowed [00:57.300]Can you give me back my yesterdays, I'll give you my tomorrows? [00:59.300]Forget all of my morals and just live like I cannot remember sorrow [01:02.299]Before all of the tattoos and cornrows [01:04.299]I was different,I was happy,I was calmer [01:06.299]I was young and full of hormones [01:07.299]Now I'm wishin' for a time machine,I'd step into that portal and be gone [01:11.299]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? [01:16.299]Maybe they were too far [01:21.299]I must have blown apart a million dandelions [01:25.299]Now they don't grow in my yard [01:29.299]I wish I didn't care about the day that I'd be buried [01:31.299]Used to live like I was ready for it,always in a hurry [01:33.300]Now I'm worried,all my memories are blurry [01:36.300]I’m just barely turnin'30 and the voice in my head are tryna hurt me [01:39.300]The choice that I made make me feel dirty,I was 25 at 13 [01:42.300]I was smokin' with seniors,drinkin' beer and gettin' flirty [01:44.300]Now the Ativan ain't workin' I need somethin' even stronger [01:46.300]Give me childhood,my mother and my father and my sister [01:49.300]And a Christmas to make up for all the recent ones I'm missin' [01:51.300]While I'm tourin' the country for a livin' [01:53.300]Give me a hug and a Nintendo and a toy box in the closet [01:56.300]Give me everything I wish I had [01:57.300]Oh wait I think I got it [01:59.300]I'm a rapper like I always promised them I would accomplish [02:01.299]This is awesome man, I wish I had a friend to tell, I'd call'em [02:03.299]And I wonder if I jumped from here if I'd survive the bottom [02:06.299]And would everyone believe me if I told ‘em I had fallen？ [02:08.300]I'ma jump [02:09.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? [02:14.298]Maybe they were too far [02:20.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions [02:23.298]Now they don't grow in my yard [02:30.298]I wish we were kids again [02:31.298]Before everything was on Instagram [02:34.298]The things were so simple then [02:36.298]Me,my tree fort,all of my friends [02:38.298]Way back when,on Beaver Drive [02:40.298]When the floor was lava, I could fly [02:43.298]Wished I was big like them [02:45.298]Never thought I'd wanna be a kid again [02:49.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? [02:54.298]Maybe they were too far [02:58.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions [03:03.298]Now they don't grow in my yard [03:08.298]I wish on shooting stars, or were they satellites? [03:13.298]Maybe they were too far [03:18.298]I must have blown apart a million dandelions [03:23.298]Now they don't grow in my yard [03:33.298](DEDICATED MY LOVING MOTHER,COURAGEOUS FATHER,BRILLIANT SISTER,BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FANS-------FROM Tom MacDonald)
