She said i'm not pointing fingers He said yes you are 'cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If i told you i'd been walking Out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word I can't change what's done is done But i can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Don't curse myself and all my sins And i need you to hold on to While this part of me is dying And though i haven't kicked the demons That haunt me I'm trying I'm trying She sat down on the floor And said i wish i was stronger Right now i feel fragile as glass I want to believe you Believe what's held you has freed you And i hate these doubts That keep on coming back My parent's think i'm crazy For staying here this long But there's nothing more i want for us Than to prove to them they're wrong I don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lying And though i haven't found the faith That i need I'm trying I'm trying He asked do you want me to leave 'cause if you do you know i will But she said much to his disbelief No i love you still Oh i love you still He said i don't know why i've been the fool But i can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Don't curse myself and all my sins Then he dropped down to his knees By now they both were crying He said i haven't been the man i want to be But i'm trying I'm trying I'm trying believe me I'm trying
She said i'm not pointing fingers He said yes you are 'cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If i told you i'd been walking Out in the dark night thinking Would you take as truth this alcoholic's word I can't change what's done is done But i can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Don't curse myself and all my sins And i need you to hold on to While this part of me is dying And though i haven't kicked the demons That haunt me I'm trying I'm trying She sat down on the floor And said i wish i was stronger Right now i feel fragile as glass I want to believe you Believe what's held you has freed you And i hate these doubts That keep on coming back My parent's think i'm crazy For staying here this long But there's nothing more i want for us Than to prove to them they're wrong I don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lying And though i haven't found the faith That i need I'm trying I'm trying He asked do you want me to leave 'cause if you do you know i will But she said much to his disbelief No i love you still Oh i love you still He said i don't know why i've been the fool But i can tell you this Not a day goes by that i Don't curse myself and all my sins Then he dropped down to his knees By now they both were crying He said i haven't been the man i want to be But i'm trying I'm trying I'm trying believe me I'm trying