remember them days i was hitting licks just to keep all the lights on? whole time they was saying i wasn't shit but at least we survived, huh? 16 when i dropped out of highschool when all of our bills was past due promise i'd get us a bag soon so i did what i did cuz i had to
if you looked at me wrong i was bad news kept a tool i was ready to use it demon mode we on go, i was used to living a life i was ready to lose, shit then i thought about my mama if i kept it up then we wouldn't have a roof and i knew it so i swore to myself to stop with the **** shit and focused on making the music
stayed up every night just to make it work for better or worse laid up every night thinking about my worth and repressing the hurt started believing that happiness was something i ain't deserve so i made it a goal to flex on the world before i leave this earth
i done bid farewell to all the feelings that i bottled ghost inside a shell after all these pills i swallowed if you couldn't tell by now i ain't no ****ing idol this a cry for help- think i've always been a lost soul
dealt with all this trauma that i bottled up with bottles knowing it won't help is the hardest pill to swallow wanna ask myself- have i always been this hollow? don't know where to go, yeah i've always been a lost soul
hollup wait a minute fast forward now i'm winning still i feel so vacant, damn all of these bands i been spending both of my wrist probably 20 still getting drunk off the henny pockets are full but i'm empty and that's on depression when i'm under pressure, i tend to do better but all of this stress will leave me on the stretcher my friends wanna help me but i never let em if anyone tries them i'll probably kill them that goes for my shorty and everyone close to me on my life i'm willing to die and if i do, it's no need to cry i'm with my brothers on the other side
nah i'm trippin maybe i just really miss em but i promised to keep on living ain't done with my mission until i'm getting these millions and let em know who do it the best never fold, keep my foot on they necks stay focused on getting a check i be praying that they never test me cuz...
i done bid farewell to all the feelings that i bottled ghost inside a shell after all these pills i swallowed if you couldn't tell by now i ain't no ****ing idol this a cry for help- think i've always been a lost soul
remember them days i was hitting licks just to keep all the lights on? whole time they was saying i wasn't shit but at least we survived, huh? 16 when i dropped out of highschool when all of our bills was past due promise i'd get us a bag soon so i did what i did cuz i had to
if you looked at me wrong i was bad news kept a tool i was ready to use it demon mode we on go, i was used to living a life i was ready to lose, shit then i thought about my mama if i kept it up then we wouldn't have a roof and i knew it so i swore to myself to stop with the **** shit and focused on making the music
stayed up every night just to make it work for better or worse laid up every night thinking about my worth and repressing the hurt started believing that happiness was something i ain't deserve so i made it a goal to flex on the world before i leave this earth
i done bid farewell to all the feelings that i bottled ghost inside a shell after all these pills i swallowed if you couldn't tell by now i ain't no ****ing idol this a cry for help- think i've always been a lost soul
dealt with all this trauma that i bottled up with bottles knowing it won't help is the hardest pill to swallow wanna ask myself- have i always been this hollow? don't know where to go, yeah i've always been a lost soul
hollup wait a minute fast forward now i'm winning still i feel so vacant, damn all of these bands i been spending both of my wrist probably 20 still getting drunk off the henny pockets are full but i'm empty and that's on depression when i'm under pressure, i tend to do better but all of this stress will leave me on the stretcher my friends wanna help me but i never let em if anyone tries them i'll probably kill them that goes for my shorty and everyone close to me on my life i'm willing to die and if i do, it's no need to cry i'm with my brothers on the other side
nah i'm trippin maybe i just really miss em but i promised to keep on living ain't done with my mission until i'm getting these millions and let em know who do it the best never fold, keep my foot on they necks stay focused on getting a check i be praying that they never test me cuz...
i done bid farewell to all the feelings that i bottled ghost inside a shell after all these pills i swallowed if you couldn't tell by now i ain't no ****ing idol this a cry for help- think i've always been a lost soul
